Love You Is My Fault

But she seems to underestimate Lu chennian's feelings for Chu Jinran. He has been so crazy in love with her. As long as she is there, his eyes will never look at anyone.

She tried her best to destroy them. She tried her best to do a lot of things, even let them have a lot of misunderstandings, just to exhaust their feelings.

But Lu chennian's love for Chu Jinran never stopped.

Although there is a misunderstanding between them and Chu Jinran leaves alone, Lu chennian still wants to find her.

Fortunately, God helped her. God could see her efforts over the years. Lu chennian had a car accident on the way to Chu Jinran. He was in a coma for a long time before he woke up. Although he woke up, he lost his memory.

However, this is exactly the ending she wants to see. If he loses his memory, he can forget the past of him and Chu Jinran. He is now a piece of white paper emotionally. She believes that as long as she composes this painting carefully, they will have a beautiful and sweet future.

But it seems that everything she imagined was too smooth. At first, although he did not remember her, he was still gentle to her. She thought that he had begun to try to accept her. She thought that her efforts were finally rewarded. The days she had been chasing for so long were finally coming to an end, and she was finally going to get a sweet love.

However, after a long time, he began to be indifferent. He could feel his heart cooling to her. Although he never really had a passion for her, he didn't even have the warmth when he just woke up.

What she felt in him was the same cold as before. She didn't know what was wrong. It was clear that he had forgotten the past and started all over again. Why couldn't he fall in love with her?

She began to panic, she tried hard to keep the feelings, but no matter how much she did, he cooled her down faster than she tried to recover.

Finally, he promised her to get married, and she began to comfort herself that even if he did not fall in love with her, the person who guarded him was better than nothing, and the feelings could be cultivated slowly.

But he finally found out the fact that she lied. Since he found out that she had cheated him, his attitude towards her has changed sharply and become colder and colder, even colder than before he lost his memory.

Nian Shiya desperately wants to see him, but he always avoids her and even regards her as a stranger.

Nian Shiya is lying on the bed, tears trickle down the corner of her eyes, flow to the pillow, penetrate into the cotton, her heart seems to be torn by 10000 ants, sharp pain.

She thought, from before to now, she paid so much to Lu chennian, but he never looked at her.

She tried so hard to be nice to him, but he took her kindness as a burden, even he was impatient with her efforts.

She is very flustered now. This time, she really feels that she seems to have lost him. No matter how much she comforted herself and tried to calm herself down, her heart still couldn't contain the pain.

Originally love a person unexpectedly is so tired, especially when love but can't, her heart is like tearing the same pain.

Nian Shiya is lying on the bed. She desperately tries to figure out how to keep Lu chennian, but it seems that all her methods have been exhausted.

What should we do? This time, she had no choice but to feel helpless for the first time.

It was a feeling that no matter how hard he tried, he could not retrieve the situation, like deep despair rooted in his heart.

Her tears surged out, like the flood that opened the gate. She couldn't stop it. She didn't know why she was so vulnerable now. A little thing could make her cry, but she was really helpless. Originally, love would make a person so miserable.

At this moment, she really doesn't know what to do. No one can help her. If one person doesn't love another person, this kind of thing can't be changed no matter how hard she tries.

Helpless mood a little bit encroach on her heart, let her pain like a helpless hedgehog.

She hid in the room crying, from small to large, she was very optimistic, because never encountered any setbacks, so his heart has been positive, even from small to large, she almost did not feel what is on the back, this time she really understood, the taste of pain.

The heart is like a kind of painful rope binding, restrain her heart happiness, let her pain can't breathe.

Does she want to let go? She's really tired. She doesn't want to run after someone all the time. For so many years, she has paid enough, and he can't see her heart. Does that mean that this relationship is really inappropriate?

But she is really not reconciled, she loved him for so long, do not want to give up so easily, if now shrink back, her efforts for so many years will not be in vain?

Just as she was lying in the room by herself in silent pain, the door opened.

Looking at the dark room, some repressive look, mother Leng for a while, how can this girl not turn on the light?She was about to turn on the light when Nian Shiya stopped her.

"Mom, don't turn on the light." Her voice is a little heavy, because she has just cried, so her voice is still a little hoarse. If you turn on the light, the tears on her face will be seen, and at this moment, her eyes are probably swollen like walnuts.

"Baby, what's the matter with you? Are you in a bad mood recently Nianmu's concern.

"No, Ma, don't think about it. I just have a cold." Nian Shiya said she didn't want to expose her vulnerability to her mother.

Nian's mother went to see Nian Shiya, but she was stopped, "Mom, don't come here." She didn't want her to see her surging tears.

"Baby, my mother knows that you are in a bad mood recently. You worry my mother so much. Do you know?" Year Mother distressed said.

"I'm not in a good mood, mom. I'm very happy when I come back every day? Why do you think so much? " Nian Shiya said that she tried to clear her throat so that her voice didn't sound like crying.

"You can cheat others, can you cheat me? You are my daughter. I can see at a glance how you feel. " Nian's mother said as she walked over to her.

"Daughter, if you are not happy, tell your mother, OK? There's nothing to hide in front of mom. Mom is very worried about you. If you hold it in your heart like this, it will be bad. As long as you have something on your mind, you will tell mom that mom is your forever friend, right? " Nianmu said.

From small to large, her daughter has not suffered any setbacks, now see her so sad look, her heart is full of heartache.

"Ma." Nian Shiya's voice was full of crying. This time, she couldn't help it. Her mother's concern made her feel aggrieved. It seemed that the pain she had suffered for so long had finally found an outlet to release.

Her tears surged out like a fountain.

She wailed, buried her head in the pillow, and her voice came out like a sad wail.

Nian's mother sat by her bed and gently stroked Nian Shiya's hair. She was deeply distressed, "cry, just cry out. After you cry out, you will feel much more comfortable."

Nian Shiya burst out crying, as if all the grievances could be released. From childhood to adulthood, she had never cried so bitterly. She cried for a long time, until her eyes were red and swollen, and her voice was hoarse, and her voice was so sore that she couldn't speak and make a sound.

"Baby, are you in a better mood?" Asked nianmu.

Nian Shiya nodded. After she cried, she seemed to feel better suddenly.

"Can you tell mom what happened?" Asked nianmu.

Nian Shiya hesitates. She really doesn't want to tell her mother such bad news. First, her mother will worry. Second, she has advised herself before, but she is too stubborn to listen to her. However, if time can come back, she won't listen to her. She will be desperate for Lu chennian.

Seeing nianshiya's long silence, nianmu comforted her, "Shiya, if you have something you don't want to tell your mother, your mother can understand, but you must not be unhappy about trifles. Others are others. You live for yourself. Don't make yourself look like yourself for other people's things, understand?"

Nian Shiya was silent for a while. She raised her head and said, "how can mom be as kind as you and dad?"

Looking at Nian Shiya in the dark, Nian's mother said earnestly: "if two people can be together all the time, the most important thing is to have love. This kind of love must be mutual and mutual. If one side does not love the other, love will not last long. Even if they are reluctant to be together, it will only bring pain."

"Lu Chen's mother tells her that it's not the most important thing for a young woman to be able to stay in the palace when she's married to a rich family, but it's not the most important thing for her to be able to endure when she's young." Nian Shiya said.

She didn't understand why mother Lu and mother Lu said different things at all.

The new year's mother sighed and said, "she's right. It just depends on what kind of love you want. If you don't mind that the person you love will never love you and live a lifetime with a body, her life is acceptable, but I think once two people are together, it's a lifetime thing. Such a lifetime event can't be dealt with. ”

Nian Shiya still doesn't understand her, but she envies her mother very much. She is very lucky because the people she loves also love her.

But she is not so good life, the man she loves has no feeling for her.