Love You Is My Fault

Why is singing so sad? Why does his heart feel so painful when listening to this song?

Maybe the loneliest person in this city is him.

Listen, listen, if you close your eyes

the wind and the sound of sadness can all be heard

far away, far away, in the permanent future

my wishes and those I love will never come true

He listened, listened, and gradually stopped, standing at the door of the audio-visual shop, long lost in thought.

Passers by can see.

A man, now at the door of the video shop in the small street, is dazed. He doesn't know where he is looking. His eyes are sad and lonely.

The man is dressed in a well tailored suit, tall and straight, with deep and good-looking facial features. He is as handsome and clean as the British aristocrat in an oil painting.

No one knows what story this man has. Deep and delicate sadness seems to overflow from his eyes.

His back was straight, forming a lonely arc.

He stood at the door of the video store, as if in a daze, motionless.

Listen to it, listen to it, if you close your eyes

all the sad sounds of style can be heard

far away, far away, in the permanent future

my wishes and those I love will never come true

I don't know how many times the song has been repeated. No one knows the name of the song, but it seems to be singing a sad story.

Lu chennian was deeply attracted by this song because it is really similar to his current mood.

Listening to this song, Lu chennian is full of Chu Jinran.

What happened between them? Will let originally so love of two people so separate, really like he found that, Chu Jinran is in love with the man called Yu Beibei, so left her?

His heart is the feeling of faint pain, no matter what, he can be sure that in this emotion, his love for Chu Jinran has never changed, from before to now.

Even if he hadn't seen her for so long, he could still feel that he still loved her.

And his love for her, not only did not decrease, but became more and more strong, especially recently, when his marriage with Nian Shiya was approaching, his love for Chu Jinran became more and more strong.

Maybe his love is too deep. His every day is spent in emptiness and loneliness. He misses Chu Jinran, but he wants to marry another woman immediately. The pain in his heart is like smoke spreading, which makes him very painful.

If the wedding to be held, the bride is Chu Jinran, how good it should be.

However, it's no longer possible.

Between them, in the final analysis, or fate bar.

Just as he was immersed in loneliness and sadness, his mobile phone suddenly rang and his mind was pulled back. He picked up his mobile phone and picked it up.

"Hello." Lu chennian's voice was full of sadness and light fatigue.

The person on the other end of the phone was stunned for a moment, and seemed to recognize his sadness, "you How have you been recently? I'm Lin Zhe

Lin Zhe, it seems that he hasn't seen him for a long time recently. He just moved away from his home for a month or two, but it seems that he hasn't seen him for a long time.

In fact, life without him is indeed a bit lonely. He even worries occasionally about where he lives alone and whether there is anyone to take care of him. However, Lu chennian is very busy and in a bad mood recently, so he has little time to take care of him.

He almost forgot about this man.

But he's happy to be able to call today.

"That's it. How about you? Where do you live now? " Lu chennian asked, in fact, he has always been worried about him. This guy is so lazy and can't cook. If he really has no place to live, where can he find such kind-hearted people to take him in?

Lu chennian didn't know why. He didn't see him for a few days. He even began to worry about him. This guy is usually idle and doesn't care about anything. In fact, when he lived in his home, he helped him a lot. If it wasn't for him, he might not have lived so well in recent months.

It was he who helped him recover so many memories, who made his life no longer lonely, who sent him to the hospital when he fainted in the woods and collapsed on the sofa in the living room because of acute gastroenteritis.

It seems that he is going too far to drive him out.

"Living where I used to live, do you think I really don't have a place to live?" Lin zhe said, "I heard that you are going to marry Nian Shiya?"

"Well, how do you know?" Lu chennian asked.

"Come on, it's almost spread, OK? And even if it doesn't come, who am I? I'm Lin Zhe. Is there anything I can't find? "

Lu chennian had no choice but to smile. This guy is still so narcissistic and has not changed at all.

However, he believes that he does have such ability. As long as he wants to find out something, there is almost nothing he can't find out."Come on, are you really in love with that woman?" Lin zhe still can't believe it. He thinks that with Lu chennian's eyes, he can't fall in love with a woman like Nian Shiya, but why does he want to marry that woman?

Lu chennian sighed. He didn't know where to start: "in fact, some things are different from people's anticipation. Not all things in life will be satisfactory. I have no way."

Lin zhe understood. Now he was forced to marry.

"Because that woman has your baby in her stomach?" Asked Lin Zhe.

"Well." Lu chennian's voice is dull.

"Big brother, if you want to vent your desire, you should have different targets. Such a woman is the most difficult. If she catches the opportunity, you can't escape. Moreover, how can you make this woman pregnant with your child? Just do it. Why not use contraception? "

Lin zhe has some doubts about Lu chennian's idea. Since he doesn't want to marry her, why should he let her get pregnant? Is it really because of the sperm on the brain?

"I didn't mean to." Lu chennian was helpless.

"What do you mean?" Lin Zhe is even more confused.

"Remember the day you moved out of my house?" Lu chennian asked.

"Of course, I remember taking my luggage from your home in the evening. There are not many people in the villa area. I can't even get a taxi. It's embarrassing to be alone there." Lin zhe said, "I dare to mention that day. I get angry when I mention that day."

"No, I'm not talking about it. Do you remember I was in a bad mood that day? Do you know why I was in a bad mood?" Lu chennian asked.

"I don't know." Lin zhe said that after asking for so long, he refused to tell him that he was not a God. How could he guess his mind?

Lu chennian sighed: "the night before that, I went to the groundbreaking Party of rainbow empire. I was drunk at night. When I woke up the next morning, Nian Shiya and I slept together. I can't remember what happened the night before."

Lin Zhe's eyes are wide open. How about making idol drama? How could such a bloody thing happen to him?

"Aren't you kidding me?" Asked Lin Zhe.

Lu chennian said helplessly, "how can I be in the mood to joke with you now? After that day, Nian Shiya got pregnant, and then I promised to marry her. "

"So you are married now?" Asked Lin Zhe.

"Well, sort of." Lu chennian replied.

Lin Zhe is still surprised, how did it happen to him, just like in a TV play?

It took him a while to accept the reality, and then he asked, "what are you going to do next?"

"What else can we do? We have a month to get married Lu chennian said.

"What about Chu Jinran? Don't you want to go to her after you recover your memory? " Lin zhe asked, he knows better than anyone that Lu chennian wants to find Chu Jinran.

Lu chennian was a little sad. When he mentioned her, his heart was very sad. "Maybe we really had no fate. Things have come to this point. There is no possibility between us any more. Just forget it. Maybe the best way for me now is this."

Lin zhe was also a little sad. He knew that Lu chennian must not feel well now. "Are you willing? You've been working so hard for a long time just to get back your memory and then chase Chu Jinran back? "

Lu chennian had no choice but to smile, "what's the use of not being reconciled? Now that Nian Shiya has my child in her stomach, how can I not be responsible for her? "

Lin zhe couldn't see the bitter taste in Lu chennian's smile.

"Well? Did you just say that you didn't remember what happened the night before when you woke up that morning? " Asked Lin Zhe.

"Yes, what's the matter?" Lu chennian asked.

"Before you got drunk, did anything strange happen?" Asked Lin Zhe.

"I don't know. I don't remember anything. I just remember that I was drunk and dizzy. Then I sat alone on the chair in the corner. Nian Shiya thought I was very uncomfortable, so she came to care about me. I don't remember anything else." Lu chennian said.

"I guess you've been beaten." Lin zhe said.

Lu chennian didn't understand why this guy said some strange words: "what do you mean?"

"I don't think anything happened between you and Nian Shiya. She must have cheated you while you were drunk, or you've already happened, but she planned it." Lin zhe said.

"Can you stop guessing? Although you have prejudice against her, you can't just guess. Don't ruin her reputation Lu chennian said with some blame.

Lin zhe said with a smile: "well, well, I'm just talking nonsense. Don't take it seriously."

Lu chennian was a bit helpless. This guy is always so old, like a child. Still so naive.

"But I think you'd better think about it. After all, marriage is a lifelong event. You can't ruin your life just because of one mistake." Lin zhe said.Lu chennian sighed, "do you know Lin zhe? Sometimes there are many things in life that are not satisfactory. People should not only consider themselves, but also other things. Even if we don't want to do some things, you have to do them for the sake of responsibility. "

Where does he want to marry someone he doesn't love? But now, he not only has to think about himself, but also other things.