Love you, never separate

That day, it snowed heavily. He Qing just sat on the steps of the hospital, thinking about what the doctor said to him just now.

It turns out that a simple physical examination can involve so many things. Cancer is becoming more and more popular now. He Qing can often see a lot of news about it. But I didn't expect to get this disease one day.

It was tiring to think of the pitiful look the doctor gave him and the indifferent look the nurse gave him when he asked him to come for the report.

He just looked at the sky, watching the snowflakes fall on his cold face, thinking a lot. Thinking about their future, their ending, and the way he and Zhou Li met for the first time a long time ago.

The phone rings, he Qing Leng Leng, eyes return to plain. Pick up the phone, look inside the eyes, but found that the original has been pressed off.

When, between him and oneself already such impatient.

Stretch out a finger, dial back in the past, but was hung up again. Unwilling to call back again, the girl who got through was a nice girl: "Hello, who are you looking for, Zhou Li? He's taking a bath

Doodle doodle... The phone is hung up.

He Qing regardless of snow lying on the ground, do not care about people around to see his strange eyes, so staring at the sky.

He thought it was not surprising that he had been diagnosed with a terminal disease. He's a natural pessimist. Should have left the world early.

That's what he thought when he was a child. He was not afraid of death at all. Until that year, he met his sunshine.

But how long will the warmth of the sun last? There will always be cloudy days. He thought of what Zhou Li had said to him - waiting for the misunderstanding haze to pass, we will usher in the sunshine again.

Close your eyes, tears slowly flow down your cheeks, he missed the original self, that person will probably never know how much he cares about Zhou Li's own.

Stand up, I have been lying on the ground for a long time, the next life is not much. I want to see what the person he should see is doing. Came to the door of the ward, saw the grandmother inside.

When the old man looked at him, his eyes were as kind as when he was a child. He Qing had no parents, and his only family lost their original light in the suffering of years and diseases.

"Here comes Xiaoqing."

The old man was as kind and gentle as before, but she couldn't see herself clearly.

If we say that before leaving this world, he has anything to miss and give up. One of them is the old man in front of him.

"Xiaoqing, why are you so thin?"

Grandma's voice rings in the ear, listening to him some sour.

"Xiaoqing, how long has it been since you visited your parents?"

He Qing raised a smile: "I'll see them in a moment."

His parents died when he was a child, and there is not much impression in his memory. He grew up with his grandmother, and he is very happy every day even if he has a hard life.

Before Grandma was ill, he always thought the world was unfair

Why, always let the people who have nothing get everything, and then take it away again. It's more cruel than having nothing at the beginning. The people and things you love will be taken away by time. In the end, you can't even keep healthy.

He Qing felt that his voice was dry. He held the old man's wrinkled hand: "grandma, I may have to go out in a while. If I don't come back for a long time, I'll send you a gift."

The old man looked at him in confusion, as if he didn't understand where her grandson was going?

He Qing can clearly see the sadness on Grandma's face and the forced smile behind the old man's pretending indifference. At this moment, he seems to see another himself.

Even if so not give up, so not reconciled, but on the surface or pretend to be indifferent, let that person go.

He stayed with his grandmother for one night. That night Zhou Li called him twice, but he didn't answer. He knows this person, Zhou Li will be angry, will ask why he did not answer the phone, but he Qing suddenly want to revenge him.

Because of the woman's voice of "taking a bath", and because of the mutual torture he has suffered with himself for so many years.

The next day, he Qing said goodbye to his grandmother and returned to the home where he and Zhou Li lived together.

Open the door, see the shoes at the entrance, know he is at home.

Zhou Li came out of the bath to see he Qing, who was sitting quietly on the sofa with a cigarette in his long finger bone.

Is he... Smoking? Zhou Li is not willing to believe his eyes. He Qing's ability to smoke is something that Zhou Li does not dare to believe.

This man has always hated the smell of smoke. Why did he do that? In the past, he even hated to kiss him after smoking. What happened today?

"What's the matter with you? Where were you last night?"

In fact, Zhou Li was very angry that the man lost contact last night, but when the words came out, there was still one more question. Two people just finished the cold war before. If they question him again, they will fight again.

He Qing turns back slightly and sees that Zhou Li comes out before putting out the cigarette end on his hand.

The man got up and stood in front of Zhou Li, looking at the man's slightly steamy body and his angular face.

"Let's break up." He heard his voice say so.

It has been five years since Zhou Li returned to China. He has been gone for three years and returned for five years. He has known each other for ten years.

He has grown from a young boy to a mature and steady man. From his teens to his thirties, all the people around him have become married. He is the only one who is still entangled with Zhou Li.

"Zhou Li, it's time for us to say goodbye."

In front of the man's light talk, light eyes, light look, even the lip smile is also light.

What Zhou Li used to like most was his indifference, but now he Qing's indifference is hated. No matter what happens, he will always look at himself with this kind of eyes.

From then took his mother's money to leave him, to now two people entangled for many years, fengqingyuntan and he said goodbye.

He seized He Qing's shoulder and spit out a few words: you are always so self righteous! In your heart, is no one important? Can you stop being so selfish and think of others as well

The strength of a man seems to crush a man's bone. He Qing takes a breath and breaks off his hand that clenches his shoulder.

"You hurt me."

Zhou Li stares at him. He's like this again. He'll always be like this far away from the world. The man takes a deep breath and presses down his burning anger, trying not to quarrel with him.

When, they can't even say a word normally.

"I don't agree. At least give me a reason. Don't tell me you are tired of playing."

Zhou Li stares at He Qing and doesn't want to admit the fact that he seems to be abandoned by this man again.

He knew it when he left him with a huge sum of money from his mother when he was young. In He Qing's eyes, Zhou Li is never the most important.

Zhou Li wanted to bite his lips and tell him that he was not a person to be provoked. Is He Zhou Li the one that he throws and keeps when he wants to?

But when he Qing's eyes met again, Zhou Li suddenly felt cool.

He knows he Qing too well. He knows him very well. It's because he knows him that he looks at him all the time.

Because this person is mild on the surface, but in fact he is more stubborn than anyone else. Once he decides something, no one can change it.

Why? Thinking of the past, this man once left him with the money given by his mother, his heart was like a big stone.

At that time, they were still young. At that time, they couldn't help themselves, but now they can't help themselves?

"Don't tell me, it's still about the money this time."

Zhou Li thought of the regret in his mouth after drinking countless times, and wanted to give he Qing another chance. As long as he said his troubles, he was willing to tolerate him no matter what.

He Qing looked at Zhou Li and asked a question: "where did you go yesterday?"

Zhou Li: "I was waiting for you at home yesterday."

He Qing: "liar."

Zhou Li was furious: "who do you say?"

He Qing: "you and I have nothing to say. Let's go. That's it."

Zhou Li Neng just let him go and directly pulled the man back and held him in his arms. He stared into the man's eyes: "why do you want to do this? Is that because of the last fight? "

Don't they often quarrel? Why did you say goodbye All of a sudden this time.

He Qing: "I'm tired. Besides, your mother's price is very high. I'm short of money."

He Qing is very clear about how to make this person's anger reach the top. He knows too well how to make this person angry and how to make this person not like himself.

Sure enough, as soon as his words came out, Zhou Li let him go and slapped him directly.

A crisp slap ring, so that both Leng in situ.

"I'm sorry, i..."

Zhou Li apologized quickly. He looked at his palm and didn't understand how he slapped it.

He Qing got up from the ground and touched his cheek: "it's nothing, it doesn't matter."

He looked at Zhou Li and raised a smile: "you know, I've been sticking to it all the time. Now I can't stick to it. I'm too tired."

"Besides, your mother is always a cancer. I did take her money, but I still don't think I did it wrong. If time comes back, I'm afraid I'll do it again. "

Zhou Li: "he Qing, do you have to hurt me like this? You know I care a lot about that year. You're telling me now... You don't regret it? Just to break up with me“

Zhou Li stares at him: "today, once you go out of this house, we will never be able to."

He Qing Wen Yan looked back at him, eyes smile: "well, I know, so today is to say goodbye to you."

After that, regardless of Zhou Li, who was in a daze, he directly got up and went back to his room to clean up the boxes, dragged a simple small box, and left the home where he had lived for two or three years.