Love you, never separate

He Qing bit the spoon and stayed for a while. Dr. Wang didn't know much about director Liang's patient.

"Why did you suddenly ask? Is that the little girl you met downstairs? " Asked Dr. Wang.

He Qing "well" a, sat right body, straight color way, "I want to know about Sisi's situation, I'm a little worried about her."

Dr. Wang was quite surprised to see he Qing. He said that he didn't even care about himself, but now he cares about others?

Dr. Wang helped his glasses, took back the carrot He Qing had picked up, and knocked on He Qing's lunch box with chopsticks, "don't be picky."

After staring at He Qing and eating a few carrots, Doctor Wang said slowly, "that little girl is lung cancer. She came to the hospital for treatment for half a year."

"Director Liang often discusses her illness with me, and I know a little bit about it. When she first came here, she was very lively and liked to laugh. When she saw director Liang coming in, she would say hello and cooperate with the treatment."

"Later, I don't know why. When I went to check again, she was like a different person and didn't talk much. I just shook my head and nodded when chatting with her. Director Liang only thought she was in a bad mood and asked the nurse to take her downstairs for a walk."

"After more than half a year, she almost didn't say a word. When she saw people and ignored them, she completely assumed that people didn't exist. Before, she was only in a daze occasionally, but later she was in a daze all day."

"She often writes and paints in small picture books. I have seen several pictures she has painted. They are all graffiti, without any basic lines. They are just flat coated on a whole piece of paper, with different colors superimposed on it. It's very messy..."

He Qing is so quietly listening to Doctor Wang talking about sissy, his heart is a little tense, he can't fully understand sissy's mood, but he has probably experienced the same thing.

However, he had a grandmother, who had given him all the love he should have. Moreover, when his parents died, he was still young and had not started to remember things, so he didn't have too much obsession with his parents, and only had one or two thoughts.

But Sisi is different. Listening to the nurse's aunt, Sisi's mother has always been very kind to her. Before she left, she gave her a lot of maternal love. It's easy to imagine how painful she would be if she suddenly abandoned her.

CICI didn't want to imagine her mother so badly, so she had to create the illusion that her mother was just leaving temporarily in her heart. She kept herself in a separate small world and didn't listen to what others said.

So just now when the two children said that her mother would not come back, she would be indifferent, because she did not listen at all, her brain automatically filtered the message, and she did not want to accept it.

He Qing is always thinking, is the tender and loving mother in Sisi's mouth real or imaginary?

Or did the cancer completely obliterate the family relationship between her and CICI, because she could not bear the blow and the medical expenses, so she chose to abandon her?

Since sissy's mother loves her so much, will she be left alone?

It's almost a week since he Qing met the little girl last time. It's late autumn and the sun is shining, but the air is cool.

He Qing has reached a consensus with Dr. Wang that she goes to sissy's ward to play with her for half a day every day. After nearly a week, sissy has gradually got used to the feeling of one more person in the ward, sometimes two more people.

He Qing is very pleased that Sisi doesn't exclude his approach, and her smile is becoming more and more day by day, and her facial expression is not as single and rigid as before. Although she still doesn't like to talk, she will be in a daze from time to time, but it is always developing in a good direction.

He Qing is not in a hurry. He just comes here a little bit every day to talk with her. Although he only says it himself, sissy will listen and laugh at him when she hears funny things.

Originally, he Qing ran back and forth between his own ward and Sisi's ward every day, because Dr. Wang was waiting for him to have dinner, and then Dr. Wang bought two more meals to eat together in Sisi's ward.

Even the nurses saved a lot of heart. They just came to clean up, but they didn't have to prepare meals to bring them. They ate with He Qing.

Doctor Wang just finished his meal and went back to the office. The nurse also went back to the welfare home to do other work. For a while, there were only he Qing and Sisi left in the ward.

He Qing saw off the nurse, went back to the bed, sat down, touched Sisi's head, and said gently, "have you eaten? What are you going to play next? "

Sisi hesitated to learn from He Qing. She raised her hand and wanted to put it on He Qing's head. Her arm was short and it was hard to reach. He Qing lowered her head slightly and took the initiative to lean against her raised hand and rubbed it slightly.

When she saw he Qing's action, she was a little happy. She laughed softly. Maybe it was because she didn't speak for a long time. Her voice was a little hoarse, but there were also some unspeakable childishness.

This is the first time he Qing heard Sisi's voice. Although it's not speaking, it's better than never speaking. It's also a small progress for Sisi. It's estimated that she can speak in a while.

He Qing did not expect that such a simple action can make Sisi so happy, thinking about whether to try more times in the future.

Sisi suddenly took out a small picture book from the drawer next to her. The cover was worn out and the pages inside were torn out. Fortunately, he Qing was not obsessive-compulsive, otherwise she would be forced to die.

Sisi opens the picture books one by one, turns to a blank page, takes out a box of colored crayons from the drawer, opens it and looks at He Qing.

He Qing just glanced at Sisi's picture book when she turned it over. As Dr. Wang said, the picture book was full of random colors without aesthetic feeling and regularity, which covered the whole sheet of paper.

The crayons in her crayon box are used to tear open the paper and lay it horizontally. Some colors are only a thin piece. It's really flat

He Qing looked at Sisi looking at herself, then looked at the brush she was holding in her hand, and said clearly: "ah, do you want your brother to look at your painting?"

Sissy nodded, then lowered her head, picked up the brush she had just held, and continued to apply it on the picture book. After painting one color, she changed to another color and added it layer by layer.

He Qing didn't know what sissy wanted to draw. He just silently watched her paint one color at a time. First, red was full of vitality, then yellow became dark green, and then orange... The color became more and more oppressive step by step, until finally it became black

He Qing looked at Sisi with complicated eyes and asked, "Sisi, what are you painting?"