Love you, never separate

He Qing didn't want to look back. He Qing thought their posture was funny. Zhou Li pushed the bicycle with his left hand and pulled his left hand with his right hand. He Qing was very careful. Fortunately, Zhou Li's arm was long, otherwise he couldn't pull himself. He Qing secretly moved to Zhou Li to reduce the distance between them.

"He Qing? What are you doing today? " Zhou Li asked him.

He Qing thought, "would you like to tell me what you are going to do if I'm ok?"

Zhou Li laughed: "let's go on a date?"

He Qing asked, "where are you going?"

"Isn't there a seaside near our school? Have you been there?"

"No, I'm busy studying all day."

What he Qing said was very serious, and Zhou Li sighed,

"OK, I know you are a good student, and I don't know why you study so hard after you have gone to university."

Zhou Li spent his whole life studying hard when he was a senior in high school. When he went to college, he just didn't have to fail. He couldn't understand why he Qing had so much perseverance.

"If you don't, shall we go today? If you delay, you may not go even after graduation. "

Zhou Li told him this. He Qing thought that there was a very famous scenic spot near his school in high school. He decided to go there when he was a sophomore in high school. When he was a sophomore in high school, he thought that he would go there again when he was a junior in high school. When he was a junior in high school, he thought that he would go there after the college entrance examination. After the college entrance examination, he was busy working to earn tuition, so he has never been there.

He Qing, who was ready to refuse, decided to go with Zhou Li.

"Let go of my hand, brother Li."

He Qing said to Zhou Li that Zhou Li frowned and didn't want to relax.

"How can we go if you don't relax? Can you walk at this speed before dark? "

Zhou Li then let go of He Qing and got into the car. He Qing also consciously sat on it. They used to go towards the dormitory, but after half the way, they decided to go to the seaside. Now they have to turn back.

He Qing can not help but sigh, what is the picture? It's wrong to walk alone.

But after a long time, he Qing always missed those days when he wasted time together.

Wutong was carrying a wild profusion of vegetation across the campus. The road outside the school was covered with lush French parasol trees, covering all the sunshine.

He Qing always felt that every time he walked this way, they seemed to be back to high school. There was a road full of French Wutong in front of their high school.

"Zhou Li, do you want to go back to the past? For example, in high school, is there anything you want to start over? "

Zhou Liwen thought about it seriously

"I want to go back, and I'm afraid to go back."

"Why?" He Qing is puzzled.

"At that time, I was too extreme and stubborn. If there was any deviation, if I didn't meet you, I would probably regret it all my life."

He Qing laughed.

"Brother Li, if you don't meet me, you should meet someone else. If you go back to the past, I didn't go to help you that day. Maybe we won't meet, but it's not necessarily a bad thing. You think, there are other people without me. Maybe we will meet better."

"No, you're already the best."

The two of them don't know why they argue about the impossible.

"In fact, sometimes I want to go back to the past."

Zhou Li listened to He Qing silently.

"I... Have no parents. They disappeared when I was born. My grandmother is not my own grandmother. We are not related by blood, but she raised me to such a big age. At that time, I was so young that I really can't imagine how she raised me by herself. Sometimes I always think that if I wasn't born, I would not exist from the beginning, She's going to be better off, isn't she? "

He Qing stopped for a moment and continued: "why am I born? Why did they abandon me? Why others are born to be blessed by all people, only me, born to become a burden on grandma. She can live better without me

"In the past ten years, I have been complaining every day, but if I say it, grandma will love me very much. I don't like to see other people's pitying eyes, even Grandma.

Zhou Li heard so much and said, "I understand."

He Qing continues.

"I'm sensitive and timid. You don't understand why I have to study hard. It's because I really have nothing else to work hard except this. I'm not smart at all. So I have to work harder than others to learn what others can read. I don't allow myself to make mistakes or make mistakes. Do you know?"

Zhou Li is listening. He has been listening.

"Do you know how happy I was when you were playing with me? Really no one can treat me like ordinary people, ridicule, despise, spit on, poor, I don't know why they want to see me like this, clearly I am also an ordinary person, why can't they treat me like ordinary people? I cherish you, brother Li, really. "

He Qing's hand catches Zhou Li's clothes. Zhou Li looses one hand, holds He Qing, and asks him to support his waist. He Qing reaches back and reaches out another hand to hold Zhou Li tightly from the back.

"Brother Li, I don't know what I want to say to you, but I still want to say, do you really mean a person like me?"

Zhou Li replied: "he Qing, you don't have to force yourself and you don't have to consider my feelings. Now what you need to consider is your own feelings. I don't want these things to bind you. You are free, you know?"

He Qing doesn't know what to say. Zhou Li always gets to the point every time he talks to him. His uneasiness and worries can always be dispelled by Zhou Li. He is the sunshine, the most important sunshine in his life.

"Brother Li, thank you."

He Qing hugs Zhou Li tightly and puts his face on Zhou Li's broad back. At this time, Zhou Li could feel what was wet on his back. He didn't know what to say, so he had to ride harder.

Some people need comfort, others don't. He Qing is the kind of person who will get better when he is alone no matter what happens. Zhou Li understands that, so he doesn't disturb him.

Zhou Li knows that he Qing will get better when he arrives at the seaside. He is not the kind of person who can't get out of grief. He knows how to heal himself and that grief is useless.

He Qing is so strong, so brave, he has experienced so much alone. If only he could be by his side at that time, but it doesn't matter. In the future, he will be good to He Qing.