Love you, never separate

He Qing propped up, rubbed his eyes, and glanced around. Several corners of the room were almost engulfed by the darkness, only supported by the little light source at the head of the bed.

It's strange that after working with Zhou Li for such a long time, he didn't feel greasy. I think he was cleaned up by Zhou Li. Then he really fell asleep.

He Qing doesn't have a mobile phone on his body, and he doesn't have anything to time. He gets up and wants to open the curtain to see the approximate time.

He reached out and touched the clothes, but he didn't touch the clothes. The clothes he had just changed before had been torn by Zhou Li. He couldn't wear them at all. He sighed and prepared to go naked. Anyway, he was the only one in the room.

However, he felt a swelling and pain in his lower body. His feet touched the ground, and then his legs became soft. He suddenly sat back on the bed and gave a slight "hiss".

He sat on the bed for a while and stood up with his legs. His legs still trembled slightly. He walked along the wall to the window and passed a full-length mirror.

He slightly looked at the side of the head, by the bedside lamp weak light, he can see some of his body hazy untrue traces, see not really.

He turned on the light and looked at it. He was stunned. His whole body was basically blue or red marks left by Zhou Li. Some were pinched out, some were bitten out, and some were kiss out

His neck is almost dense. It's hard to imagine how many times Zhou Li chewed his neck and almost kissed every inch of his neck.

He Qing looks at his body in the full-length mirror and laughs at himself. Now he can be regarded as having no good meat in his head. Zhou Li's abacus is good, which makes him unable to go out.

He Qing opened the curtain and looked at the sky. It was very dark, and there was no pedestrian downstairs. It should be late at night. He went back to bed and wanted to continue to sleep.

It's the limit for him to walk to the window. He doesn't have the strength to leave all night. Anyway, it's estimated that Zhou Li won't be able to come back for a while. He'll just sleep here one night and leave the next day.

Maybe it's because he's already had enough sleep. He has some spirit. Although he has only been doing strenuous exercise for a short time, he doesn't feel sleepy at all. He habitually reaches under his pillow and wants to read a book. As a result, he feels empty. Then he remembers that this is no longer his home.

Zhou Li doesn't have the habit of reading, so it's impossible to put books under his pillow. Besides, he has always refused to let he Qing read before going to bed, because he has said that many times.

He Qing lay on his side and curled up, thinking about the little things he and Zhou Li had been happy five years ago, and now, painful.

He knows that he's very sentimental, but he can't help it. He doesn't want to do it. But he thinks too much about it. He's different from Zhou Li. Zhou Li does it when he thinks about it, but he Qing thinks about the consequences after he thinks about it. He thinks too long.

It's just like the young boys and girls who were in love in junior high school and high school. Before they started dating, they already thought about what to do with their children after marriage.

It's probably because of the family problems when he was a child. He and his grandmother lived together since childhood. His grandmother taught him not to cause trouble to others. He had to think clearly before doing anything and think clearly about the consequences before doing it. So he has been like this since childhood.

Even when he used to kiss Zhou Li, he had to think for a long time about whether there was anyone nearby, how likely he would be seen if he secretly kisses him, what reaction Zhou Li would make, and whether he would kiss him back directly.

Now think about it, maybe taking pocket money to buy famous brand shoes for Xu Qin as a birthday gift was the most reckless thing he did at that time. Although he only ate breakfast every day and was so hungry that he couldn't stand up every day, he thought of the smile when Xu Qin received his gift, and he thought it was worth it.

If that sneaker is the most reckless thing he did when he was a child, then being with Zhou Li is probably the most risky thing he has ever done in his life.

When he was young, he was very concerned about other people's opinions. In middle school, when his classmates around him laughed at him for being gay, it was actually his darkest time. When he left Xu Qin, he really lost his last straw.

Probably from then on, he did not dare to contact other people any more. When he was walking on the road, as long as other people looked at him, he would be excited. He was afraid of anyone around him, who he knew or didn't know.

He is afraid to hear other people talk about him secretly. He is afraid to hear others laugh at him. He thinks he is an alien. No one likes to get along with him, or even dislikes to get along with him.

He can't forget the time when he was surrounded and ridiculed by his classmates when he was a child, which has become a nightmare for him for a long time. Whenever he wakes up from the nightmare and looks at the empty room, he will have endless loss and fear, but he can only bear it alone. He is an alien to others, whether from the perspective of personality or sexual orientation.

He didn't want his grandmother to worry about him. He always told her good news but not bad news. She was busy with her work and couldn't give her any more trouble.

He thought that everything would be over after he had endured junior high school, but he didn't expect that senior high school would make him more miserable. He was diligent since he was a child. Although he didn't know how to speak, he was more clever than others and got into a key high school in the city.

Along with him, there were many other students from the same school. When he first entered the school, he Qing felt extremely comfortable and thought that he had finally escaped the darkness, but unexpectedly, he fell into a more endless abyss.

He Qing is not good at speaking. Fortunately, he is a lively classmate at the same table. He happens to be able to chat with him and doesn't care that he talks less. Anyway, he can speak for two by himself. They have dinner together and go back to the dormitory together. They get along very happily.

He Qing enjoys such a time very much. He can walk freely in the campus. He has a classmate who is talking with him. He doesn't need to be laughed at by people around him. He finally wants to usher in a new life, he thinks.

In a week at school, there are enough students to get together. Naturally, it's necessary to tell each other a little secret. The story of He Qing in junior high school was told by no one. It's spread from one to another. At least in this grade, he Qing's story is no secret.

The versions He Qing overheard among other people are more and more nonsense, more and more powerful. In such an instant, he returned to the lonely and helpless life in the past.