Love you, never separate

He Qing takes back the eyes that stay on Dr. Wang. A pair of eyes look into Zhou Li's eyes. What kind of gentle eyes they are. It seems that there are many other emotions in them. For example, now, they are full of pain, struggle and deep appeal.

He Qingxin was shocked. In his memory, he had seen Zhou Li's eyes. Just five years ago, that morning, Zhou Li begged him not to go

At this time, Zhou Li gradually overlaps with Zhou Li five years ago. He Qing suddenly has a trance, and his heart begins to ache faintly. He slightly staggers Zhou Li's eyes, for fear that he can't bear the pain that has begun to spread in his heart.

But he Qing must go to talk to Dr. Wang at this time. First, he hasn't talked to Dr. Wang for a long time. Second, he feels more and more stuffy in his chest.

It used to be just a while, but now it's a long time. Especially when he was just accompanying his grandmother, he Qing was almost out of breath in the toilet on the pretext of going to the toilet. The feeling of dying made him feel flustered.

Although he had already made preparations, he didn't want to die so early. He wanted to create some good memories with Zhou Li, even if Zhou Li didn't need him, even if he was only one of Zhou Li's many affectionate people, he just preferred him.

Maybe he should feel honored. He is glad that he and Zhou Li always have sweet memories. He is glad that he is Zhou Li's favorite. Take a little risk. He can't stand the days without Zhou Li.

Sure enough, human nature is selfish. All his previous thoughts about bearing death alone and not letting his lover grieve are false. Although he has been forcing himself to deny this, he has to admit that he is really selfish to the extreme. His heart would rather be sad for him after his death than not remember at all.

Zhou Li, who has always been a strong man, showed this kind of expression in front of him again and again, which made him not feel distressed. At the same time, he felt a little happy at the bottom of his heart. At least this shows that Zhou Li cares about him very much.

He can clearly distinguish Zhou Li from those lovers outside. No matter how he accompanied Zhou Li through a period of young and green time, how could he be different from others? If he died, would he become Zhou Li's white moon? Will you?

He felt that his thoughts were morbid, but it was really his true thoughts, without any impurities. It was just that he hid so well that he seemed to have no desire and no desire, but in fact he was extremely eager for everything.

He is always doing a lot of things against his will, because of his personality. No matter what he treats, he is as calm as water. His heart is always rough and stormy, and his face is still. If he can express his heart accurately, he probably won't do anything like this.

"He Qing, don't go." Zhou Li saw that he Qing didn't respond. His hands clenched and his voice trembled. There was a little bit of panic in his heart, which was spreading infinitely. Now he almost swallowed up his whole heart.

"I'll go to Dr. Wang and have a word. I'll be right back." He Qing shakes Zhou Li's hand to show him that he is at ease. He also wants to take Zhou Li to see Doctor Wang. If he can, he doesn't want to hide anything from Zhou Li, but the news is not good news. Zhou Li may not be able to bear it when he knows.

After all, when he first found out the disease, he was also stunned on the face, but at the bottom of his heart he kept asking God why and why he wanted to make him so miserable. He Qing thought that his life was a big miserable word.

His parents died when he was young, and he only depended on his grandmother. Because of his inferiority complex, he was isolated from others, bullied by his classmates, suspected of homosexuality, ridiculed by his classmates, and even isolated. He only met Zhou Li when he was in high school. He thought things could go on smoothly, but originally thought things would get better.

But he Qing is still too naive. How can it be? He was born with a tragic body. His grandmother was seriously ill, and he had to break up with Zhou Li because of the double pressure of life and Ms. Zhou. He managed to get through these difficult lives. Finally, he kept the clouds open and saw the moon bright. As a result, he found out cancer again.

He Qing thinks that his life is very dramatic. He can write a collection of tragedies, watching a group of people crying together.

To tell you the truth, his tragic life, idol drama do not dare to play like this, he is like his own world's hard-earned hero, only Zhou Li is his only salvation, he wants to seize him.

"Can't we go together?"

Zhou Li makes the final compromise. He looks at He Qing with some pleading. He doesn't want he Qing and Dr. Wang to be in the same space, and can't let them get along with each other alone.

If as before, he would probably let he Qing leave without saying a word and compulsorily ask him not to meet Dr. Wang. But now he is a little cautious about He Qing, and he doesn't want to force him Qing any more.

He Qing lowered his eyes and slowly drew out the hand that was tightly held by Zhou Li, even some red hands. "Sorry, I'll be back soon." He and Dr. Wang do have personal things to say, and Zhou Li can't hear them.

Zhou Li only knew that he had just suffered from lung cancer, but he didn't know that he was serious enough to die soon. He could still hear Zhou Li secretly get up late at night and call when he was asleep to inquire about his illness.

He Qing apologizes to Zhou Li, pushes Zhou Li to a corner where there is no one, drops the brake of the wheelchair, and walks in the direction of Doctor Wang.

Zhou Li sat in the same place, looking at his empty hand, his heart also became empty. He looked at He Qing and approached Dr. Wang's back, and suddenly clenched his fist. He felt that his heart was being hit with his fist like a boxing sandbag, which was a dull pain.

He sometimes thinks, is he really wrong? He Qing is forced to stay by his side. He never asks his will. He thinks of what Cheng Lin said to him yesterday. Yes, he always does what he wants to do. He Qing is always the passive side, which is unfair to He Qing.

When did he and he Qing become like this? In the past, they had nothing to say. He Qing would be angry with him, and then he would coax him. Although he was young at that time, he felt that he Qing at that time was very vivid. Unlike now, he seemed to have been smoothed out by time. Most of his silence was painful.