Love you, never separate

Every time Lin Xu said a word, he Qing's fist was a little tight. His fingernails left a series of deep crescent shaped marks in the palm of his hand, deep to red.

"He Qing, why did you suddenly change your mind since you had already chosen to leave him?

At that time, if you were cruel, maybe things would not be like this. Have you thought about how things would end in the future? Let Zhou Li watch you die in front of him, then collapse, and finally die alone? " Asked Lin Xu.

He Qing shook his head. "I didn't think about that. I just want to spend more time with him..."

"More time with him? Have you ever thought that the deeper he is in now, the more painful he will be in the future? You've heard the truth that long pain is not as good as short pain. Do you think it's appropriate for you to let Zhou Li continue to sink so deeply? " Lin Xu asked again.

"I don't know..."

"You also said that you don't know. Why do you want Zhou Li to pay the bill? You're good. You're happy with Zhou Li. At last, you slap your ass and have a belch. Your life is complete. But what about Zhou Li? What about Zhou Li? Let him live by your memorial tablet? "

"You should know Zhou Li best. With his character, he won't look for others after you die. Do you really have the heart to watch him die alone?"

"I may be a little selfish to say that, but people are always selfish. I like him. What I like more is Zhou Li, who used to be proud and willful. I don't want to see Zhou Li, who is fascinated by you and loves you so much that he has lost himself.

You can say I'm jealous. I'm really jealous of you. I don't want to see the collapsed Zhou Li after your death. Do you understand? "

"I hope Zhou Li is happy, I hope he can be happy all the time, I like him, I can watch him happy silently behind him, if you are not sick, if you can live, maybe I won't come to you to say these words.

If that's the case, I can stay far away by myself and let jealousy burn all over my body. I won't disturb you, but I can't do it now. "

"I can't just let you ruin his life!"

"He Qing, let him go and let yourself go..."

It's another muddled afternoon. He Qing doesn't know how he sent Lin Xu away. He even doesn't remember what Lin Xu said before. He only remembers that he finally nodded his head and said in an almost imperceptible voice: "I will consider..."

How does he think about it? He doesn't know. Should he really consider leaving Zhou Li? What should I do? He couldn't bear to

In the past, he was so decisive and resolute. Now he has been with Zhou Li for such a long time. He has deeply engraved these feelings in his bones and flesh. If he uprooted them, they would be bitter to the marrow. He didn't want to try.

People are really greedy. They want more after they get a little. In the past, he just wanted to watch Zhou Li secretly. When he saw Zhou Li secretly, he wanted to stay with him. After he really stayed with him, he wanted to accompany him for a lifetime

Lin Xu is right. He is really selfish. He is so selfish that he only thinks about himself and doesn't think about others. He only thinks that he can spend more time with Zhou Li, but he doesn't think about how painful Zhou Li will be after he leaves. So, now, do you want to leave like this?

He unconsciously went to the door of the small apartment where he and Zhou Li lived, subconsciously took out the key and opened the door. In recent days, the familiar hug did not come. He looked up to the room and just saw Zhou Li sitting on the sofa smiling at himself.

He restrained his emotion and laughed at Zhou Li. He pretended to be relaxed and said to Zhou Li, "why don't you have a familiar embrace of love today?"

"If you don't like it, I'll be obedient and not make you angry." Zhou Li said.

He Qing picked to pick eyebrow, ask a way: "who say I don't like?"

"Do you like it?" As soon as Zhou Li's eyes brightened, he opened his arms and said, "I'll mend it for you."

He Qing smiles, changes his shoes and trots to Zhou Li. He hugs Zhou Li firmly and releases him. He touches Zhou Li's head and asks, "what would you like to eat today? I'll make it for you

"I love what you make!" Zhou Li said.

"Good." After he Qing answered, he went to the kitchen.

When he Qing was cooking, he was also attentive, as if he was doing something big. He carefully sliced the cucumber and put it on the plate. As soon as he stepped back, he bumped into a solid meat wall.

Zhou Li embraces his waist from behind. His chin is on He Qing's shoulder. His legs are still soft. His whole weight is on He Qing. He Qing's body leans forward slightly.

"Why are you here? Don't your legs hurt? " He Qing steady body, just asked Zhou Li.

"Want to hold you, your back is too lonely, I don't like it." Zhou Li presses He Qing's shoulder and shakes his body slightly. When he speaks, his breath is not stable, and his legs are not supported.

He Qing felt Zhou Li's legs tremble slightly. He sighed and put down his plate. He pulled Zhou Li's hand around his waist to his neck. Then he put his hand around his back and pressed Zhou Li's buttocks up. He carried Zhou Li up and left him in the living room.

He put Zhou Li on the sofa, sat next to Zhou Li, and gently kissed his eyebrow, "don't walk around. When I finish my meal, I'll take you to the downstairs square for two laps."

Zhou Li listens to He Qing's words. He wants to stand up and completely gives up the struggle. He looks at He Qing nodding, smiling and watching He Qing's back to the kitchen.

He Qing's rice is very simple, four dishes and one soup, two meat and two vegetables. It's not too difficult. It's very common cucumber, potato and tomato.

Fortunately, Zhou Li is picky, but he has no resistance to tomatoes and potatoes. He easily gets a plate, and there are not many dishes left. He Qing cleans up the table and goes to wash the dishes.

Zhou Li looked at He Qing's busy back and said, "my legs will be better in the future. I'll do all the housework!" He Qing can't keep busy. He has to be a good husband!

"Good." He Qing answered softly.

After washing the dishes, he Qing takes Zhou Li downstairs and pushes him downstairs in a wheelchair. There are many people in the square at night, and children play roller skating. There are grandparents dancing in the square. Accompanied by the background music of "little apple", he Qing looks at the bustling square and feels the breath of "life".

He helped Zhou Li stand up slowly and guided him to walk step by step in the open area of the square.