Love you, never separate

"No, why do you say that all of a sudden?" He Qing's subconscious eyes glanced around, and his hand holding the armrest was slightly tightened. He was not very good at lying. All kinds of small movements exposed his inner tension.

Zhou Li's eyes were staring at He Qing reflected by the mirror of the elevator in front of him without blinking. He collected all he Qing's small movements into his eyes. He closed his eyes slightly and pursed his lips slightly.

Ding, the elevator door opens slowly, and he Qing is going to push the wheelchair out.

Zhou Li suddenly put his hand on the back of He Qing's hand, turned his head and looked at He Qing seriously, with a little sadness in his eyes, "what do you think in your heart, really can't you tell me?"

He Qing's step is a meal, almost moved the vision awkwardly, he didn't dare this kind of vision to last week's establishment, too let a person distressed.

But what can he say? Said he was jealous and angry about those photos yesterday? Or is he trying to figure out how to leave Zhou Li? He can't say it at all!

The atmosphere froze for a moment, the waiting time of the elevator came, and the door began to close slowly.

When the elevator door is half closed, he Qingcai realizes that they are deep in the elevator. He strides forward and presses the key to open the door. The door opens again.

"Go out first." He Qing lowered his head to push the wheelchair.

Zhou Li put one hand on the wheel of the wheelchair, and the other hand was still on He Qing's hand. Looking at He Qing's face stubbornly, he had the momentum that he Qing didn't answer his questions directly. He lived in this elevator.

He Qing sighed and took the lead in compromising, "let's go home and say, OK? The elevator is still in use. "

Zhou Li listen to he Qingsong mouth, this just stopped hand, gently "Er" a.

He Qing smoothly pushed Zhou Li home. Instead of going to the living room, he went directly back to the bedroom. It was late and it was almost time to go to bed.

He Qing tucked Zhou Li into the bed, then went out and took some medicine secretly. He rinsed his mouth carefully several times and took a few breaths to the palm of his hand to make sure he didn't smell the medicine. Then he went back to lie beside Zhou Li.

Zhou Li turned over and faced He Qing, holding his head in one hand and supporting his pillow with his elbow, looking at He Qing, "he Qing, why are you not happy recently? Is... "He seems to think of something, eyes suddenly dim down," I give you a burden? "

"No!" He Qing's mouth is faster than his brain and directly denies Zhou Li's idea. How can he feel that Zhou Li is a burden? Zhou Li didn't dislike him. He was thankful.

"No, I just have problems in my heart. It's none of your business. Don't think about it." He Qing said.

"You haven't been right since the day before yesterday. What's the reason? Can you tell me? " Zhou Li looked at He Qing's reaction carefully and said slowly.

He doesn't want to see he Qing unhappy. He wants to do his best to solve his troubles.

"Brother Li, I have recently entered a misunderstanding." He Qing pillowed his head on his arms and looked at the ceiling. After a long silence, he slowly opened his mouth.

Zhou Lijing stares at he qingrouhe's side face quietly, and "eh" gives a sound, waiting for he Qing's following.

"If you love someone, but don't know how long you can stay with him, you don't know when you will leave, but your leaving will be a big blow to him, will you still choose to stay with him?" He Qing asked.

Zhou Li's body a shock, some difficult mouth: "why must leave?" He suddenly had a feeling that he Qing could not be grasped, which made him very uncomfortable.

"This is the experience of one of my colleagues. He is asking me for advice, but I find that I can't give him advice, and I get involved." He Qing smiles and explains.

colleague? What colleagues? Which colleague? Zhou Li, a colleague of He Qing, knows that none of them can tell him this. He Qing... It's clearly what he Qing thinks. He Qing wants to leave him!

Zhou Li's arms were shaking and almost convulsed. He wanted to hold he Qing's hand, but he found that he Qing's hand was under his head. He drew back his hand and held it tightly.

"If it is me, I will not leave him, even if the final outcome will not be satisfactory, but at least we have been happy, I would rather hold happy memories for a lifetime, rather than lose the person I love."

Zhou Li's arm can't hold his head, so he loosens it. He turns over and hits the bed. His head sinks into the soft pillow. He and he Qing stare at the ceiling and say.

He Qing is his, this life don't want to leave, no matter he Qing is for what reason will want to leave, he will stop all this happening!

There was a stabbing pain in his palm. He released his hand slightly. He had caught a little blood in his palm. The bright red moon night seeped out through the crescent shaped wound. One by one, it slowly gathered into blood drops and penetrated into the quilt cloth, spreading out small blood flowers one by one.

He needs a little physical stimulation to calm the ups and downs of his heart. He can no longer yell at He Qing as before, nor can he embrace he Qing to admit his mistake and beg he Qing not to leave.

This undoubtedly adds a greater burden to He Qing. He still wants to communicate with He Qing slowly and leave some space for him Qing to think clearly.

After hearing Zhou Li's answer, he Qing fell into a long silence. He was struggling with his heart.

Of course, he hopes to stay with Zhou Li, but his illness won't last long. In the end, Zhou Li must be the one who breaks down most. Is it a bit selfish for him to stay with Zhou Li so rashly?

But even if he leaves early? It seems that Zhou Li will only collapse ahead of time. With Zhou Li's obsession with him, he will definitely be dug out by Zhou Li unless he hides in the ends of the earth.

If he had died at that time, with Zhou Li's ability, he would certainly get the news. At that time, it would only usher in a second collapse, and even deepen his resentment towards him. Is this what he wants to see? no

Before, he did not dare to think about this problem, but now when he straightened things out again, he suddenly felt that what he chose was clear at a glance, and his long-standing heart knot was solved at this time.

He suddenly opened up and breathed out a long breath. Yes, as long as we grasp the happiness now, what about the future? Now he should cherish every second with Zhou Li and try to create good memories. That's enough.

He looked at Zhou Li, facing Zhou Li's deep eyes, slightly hooked his lips, "I think I have understood." He said.

Zhou Li then smiles and wants to raise his hand to touch He Qing's face. However, he finds that there is still blood on his hand. After a meal, he thrusts it on his side.