Love you, never separate

"Xiaoqing, are you back?" Granny Li came from the corridor with a pot of boiling water. She saw he Qing sitting outside the door in a daze.

"Granny Li." He Qing pulled the corner of his mouth to smile at Granny Li, but he couldn't smile.

"Why don't you go in and see your grandmother?" Granny Li understood he Qing's mood and patted him Qing on the back.

"I'll wait for grandma to wake up." He Qing said.

"Granny Li, my granny, what's wrong with her?" He Qing still hesitated to ask this sentence.

"I don't know. It seems that there is a tumor here." Granny Li shook her head and pointed to her temple.

“！”

He Qing was surprised.

"The doctor said it seriously. I have no culture and don't know the professional knowledge. You can ask the doctor tomorrow."

"Don't be too sad... There will always be a way..."

"Can be cured, certainly... Can be cured..." Granny Li and granny get along for so many years, feeling very good, said also red eyes, sitting in a chair secretly wiped a tear.

Granny Li put the kettle on the cupboard beside the hospital bed, tucked in the corner of the quilt for granny, and left with the lunch box.

Before leaving, he specially told he Qing not to buy breakfast tomorrow, but to make some by himself.

He Qing answered and said thanks to Granny Li.

He Qing is not a person who can express emotions. In fact, he is very grateful to Granny Li, but he doesn't know how to express it.

He felt that he could not do it verbally. He silently wrote down Granny Li's kindness and thought that he would repay her well in the future.

He Qing just sat in the corridor all night. His mind was upset and he couldn't sleep at all. During the period, a nurse came to change the drip for grandma several times.

He Qing didn't know the time until he saw a doctor in civilian clothes passing by with a white coat. He Qing realized that it was already nine o'clock.

He Qing looked into the ward through the glass window. Grandma was still sleeping. It seemed that she was too tired before.

He Qing gently pushed the door open and went to the hospital bed to see grandma's sleeping face for a while. Grandma was also a beauty when she was young. Although there are fine lines in the corners of her eyes and her skin has become flabby, he Qing still thinks that grandma is very beautiful.

I don't know if it's because of discomfort. When grandma went to bed last night, she always turned it over and turned it over. She was more dishonest than he Qing when she was a child, and the quilt was kicked away by the grandmother who turned over.

With a gentle smile in his mouth, he Qing pulled the quilt up and tucked it in for his grandmother.

When he was a child, his grandmother used to take care of him like this. Now he Qing suddenly wants to laugh.

"Doctor, how is my grandmother?" The doctor seems to be a little late today. He Qing sat in his office and waited for a long time before the doctor came late.

"Your grandmother?" The doctor picked his eyebrows and put on his white coat. He sat on the office chair and asked with his eyes.

He didn't know which patient his grandmother was.

"Oh, sorry, my grandmother is Ms. Lin Qing." He Qing forgot to tell the doctor who his grandmother was. It was a bit embarrassing.

Hearing the name He Qing said, the doctor frowned. The patient's medical record was read by himself. The situation was very serious, and it was not suitable to continue to consume in such a small hospital.

The doctor adjusted the sitting posture, sat a little more formal, and then put his hands on the table. He said, "your grandmother's condition is very serious. It's a malignant intracranial tumor. It's recommended to have craniotomy to remove it."

"That's what I suggested when I was diagnosed, but the old lady didn't let her grandson. She said grandson was busy and didn't let him get into trouble."

"At that time, you were not there, the patient was stopped dead, and it was not easy for us to contact the patient's family. We had to let the caregiver secretly call you to inform you."

"Then... Can I have an operation?" He Qing's face was a little pale, and his lips were not a trace of blood color. He asked in a trembling voice.

"I don't recommend surgery here." The doctor held the glasses on the bridge of his nose and said.

"I suggest transferring to another hospital. Our hospital conditions are limited and we can't do this kind of high-risk operation."

"It's better to transfer to a better hospital in the city."

……

He Qing felt that he had never been so desperate. He needed to go to school and his grandmother needed surgery.

He Qing has been earning part-time tuition since she went to university. Her grandmother has retired and lives on a subsidy of several hundred yuan a month without any savings.

All of a sudden to take out so much money for hospitalization and surgery, it's really more difficult. He Qing feels that he is about to collapse.

He Qing dragged a heavy step back to grandma's ward, Granny Li has been chatting with grandma.

"Xiaoqing, come on, be hungry. Have something to eat. I just made it." Seeing he Qing, Granny Li quickly picked up another lunch box on the table and waved to He Qing.

He Qing took the lunch box and said thanks to Granny Li.

"Xiaoqing, how did you come back? Is there no class at school? " Grandma was a little surprised to see he Qing. Last night she dreamed that he Qing would tuck himself in. Today she saw a real person.

"Ah, I came back from a leave." He Qing replied.

"You child, what if you miss class?" Although grandma blames her, she always smiles on her face. She is very happy in her heart.

"Grandma, why didn't you... Tell me about my illness..." he Qing didn't tell Grandma about going to the doctor himself.

"Hey... It's not a serious illness. Why call you back?"

"I'll be fine in a while."

"You are in school, so study hard."

"Grandma's OK." Grandma took he Qing's hand and patted it.

He Qing closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Sure enough, grandma was ready to hide it from her.

Even grandma wants to leave without a word?

He Qing thought.

"Is brain tumor a small problem?" Listen to grandma say it doesn't matter, he Qing feel like there is a fire in his heart, never a moment has now so angry.

I'm obviously grandma's closest relative. Why don't you tell me when you are seriously ill? Do you want to let me know nothing until she leaves?

Have you ever thought about how you feel?

Granny was scared by He Qing's tone, almost gasped for breath, Granny did not think he Qing had already known his illness.

His lips trembled, but he didn't know how to speak. He could only ask, "you all know?"

He Qing sneered, "if I hadn't asked the doctor, how long would you have kept it from me?"

"Have you ever thought about how I feel?"

"What do you want me to do?"

"Shall I wait for you to come back and collect your body?"