Loving You Is Hurtful

He Xia Nuan walked around the room, her heart was full of anxiety and anxiety.

This state has been going on for several days, and she has been in this state ever since she saw Song Kai.

She wanted to visit Fu Haochen, but she was afraid that she hadn't handled Luo Enxi's affairs well now, but she would easily show her feet when she went to Fu Haochen, so He Xia Nuan was very entangled.

Finally, after thinking about it, he prevailed over Fu Haochen's true feelings and defeated his fear. He Xianan decided to go and see Fu Haochen.

After buying a fruit basket, He Xia Nuan took the fruit basket to see Fu Haochen.

After finding out which ward Fu Haochen was in, He Xia Nuan walked in without saying hello in advance.

When entering the room, Fu Haochen was resting, but during the day Fu Haochen always sleeps lightly, so as soon as He Xia Nuan came in and walked to him to sit down, Fu Haochen immediately woke up.

"... Xia Nuan?" Fu Haochen saw He Xia Nuan in front of him, feeling a little unreal.

"Well, it's me, Hao Chen." He Xia Nuan said softly, "I'll see you."

He Xia Nuan has never looked for Fu Haochen since he moved out. Fu Haochen once wondered why Xia Nuan really gave up. This made him feel a little guilty, but also slightly relieved.

Fu Haochen is very clear that there will be no good results if he is entangled with He Xia Nuan. He Xia Nuan is no longer entangled, for each of them, it is a good result.

Fu Haochen was very satisfied with this. In fact, he didn't know that He Xia Nuan was silent now, just brewing a bigger storm.

But Fu Haochen, who didn't know anything about it, naturally had a very good impression of He Xia Nuan. He looked at He Xia Nuan's somewhat ruddy face and smiled and said, "I'm fine, don't worry, Xia Nuan."

When He Xia Nuan came, he was still worried if Luo Enxi or others were there, with the attitude of Fu Haochen asking her out of the Fu family, maybe she would suffer in front of others, but now Luo Enxi is not there. , He Xia Nuan naturally became somewhat unscrupulous.

"Haochen, it's okay if you're fine, you don't know, when I heard the news, I was almost scared to death..." He Xia Nuan choked up as she said.

The cry was pretending, but what He Xia Nuan said was true. At the moment he knew that Fu Haochen had an accident, He Xia Nuan's heart almost stopped beating.

In any case, no matter how much she planned, no matter how much she did secretly, it was all for Fu Haochen.

But now, if something happened to Fu Haochen, everything He Xia Nuan did would become meaningless.

When everything you do becomes "zero" because of some ridiculous results in the end, that feeling is enough to break down.

So now seeing Fu Haochen safe and sound in front of her eyes, He Xia Nuan breathed a sigh of relief and it was not fake.

"Sorry, I worried you." Fu Haochen's voice was very gentle, softly comforting the girl who seemed about to be terrified before him.

"Haochen, you must have nothing to do..." He Xia Nuan said, tears about to shed.

"What are you doing, Xia Nuan." Fu Haochen raised his hand to wipe He Xia Nuan's tears, but He Xia Nuan grabbed his hand and rubbed his face.

Fu Haochen was stiff for a moment, but he reacted quickly, and then pulled his hand back in embarrassment.

Fu Haochen's actions also made He Xia Nuan feel a little embarrassed, but she concealed it well and did not show it.

"Haochen, I miss you so much..." He Xia Nuan said in a broken voice, soft and weak, I felt pity.

"Xia Nuan..." Fu Haochen coughed slightly, and said after thinking about it, "Forget me, start your new life sooner."

Then, Fu Haochen seemed to sigh.

The sound was too soft and too soft, He Xia Nuan could not hear clearly.

"I'm sorry." Fu Haochen continued.

"I don't want your sorry!" He Xia Nuan stubbornly rejected Fu Haochen's apology, and then continued, "I want your love, not your apology!"

"I'm sorry, Xia Nuan, I can't do this." Fu Haochen looked at He Xia Nuan, his eyes were very calm, "I have already given love to En Xi, sorry I can't give it to you again."

He Xia Nuan trembled the moment he heard Luo Enxi's name, and almost instantly wanted to make a fist, but abruptly held back.

This is the first time that Fu Haochen has rejected himself so obviously when there are only two of them.

He Xia Nuan could have lied to herself. The reason why Fu Haochen refused herself so resolutely was because Fu Haochen couldn't do too much when there were other people around.

At that time, He Xia Nuan thought that even if she wanted to be an underground lover for a while, she would still be acceptable.

As long as he is working towards his goal, He Xia Nuan feels that he can accept it.

But now, she found that things might not be what she thought.

——The thing she worried most finally happened.

Fu Haochen no longer has any feelings for her.

If there is, it is just guilt, and definitely not the love she wants.

Luo Enxi, everything is because of Luo Enxi!

If Luo Enxi can disappear, if Luo Enxi can disappear!

At that moment, the terrible anger that surged in He Xia Nuan's heart once again ignited her inner fear.

She had never wanted Luo Enxi to die so much.

Everything is because of Luo Enxi. If Luo Enxi does not suddenly return to China, everything that Luo Enxi has now will belong to her. She does not need to work hard, even pretending to be crazy and selling stupid for so many years, just to get a share of Fu Haochen. love.

He Xia Nuan was so jealous that she was about to burn all her sanity, she almost blurted out, "Why! Why am I not as good as Luo Enxi!"

Fu Haochen didn't expect He Xia Nuan to ask this question suddenly. He was taken aback for a while, and then smiled faintly.

Fu Haochen's smile is very remote, very romantic, with a touch of tenderness.

This kind of tenderness is very calm, gentle, and simple, as if it was born like this.

Fu Haochen didn't look at He Xia Nuan, but turned his gaze slightly out of the window, as if he could see far, far from the window.

"You are fine, but you are not En Xi."

Fu Haochen's voice was very soft, but it seemed like a basin of cold water extinguished all He Xia Nuan's enthusiasm.

It turns out that things are so simple.

It turned out that everything was just because Fu Haochen only liked Luo Enxi, as long as Luo Enxi.

No matter how good she did, it was useless, because she was not Luo Enxi.

He Xia Nuan's heart has never been so cold.

As if the snow was blowing in the cold winter, the cold people shivered.

He Xia Nuan suddenly realized that Fu Haochen's liking for herself might just be her wishful thinking.

Fu Haochen liked Luo Enxi from the beginning, and it has never changed for so many years.

Even if she is interspersed in the middle, it is only a small episode between Fu Haochen and Luo Enxi's relationship, a hastily passing by.

Realizing this, He Xia Nuan was almost cut off her breath.

She is a supporting role.

But how can she be willing to be a supporting role!

She is not Luo Enxi, she never knows what patience is, she only knows, if you want, then you have to grab it!

He Xia Nuan calmed down and stopped letting her mind be disturbed by Fu Haochen's words.

In any case, she has already taken this step now, and it is impossible to stop.

She has done so much, but she can't get what she wants. How can He Xia Nuan be reconciled!

It's hers, it will definitely be hers!

As long as she wants.

He Xia Nuan gritted her teeth secretly, but she couldn't see anything on the face. In Fu Haochen's eyes, He Xia Nuan was just crying in disintegration.

"Sorry, Xia Nuan." Fu Haochen did not persuade He Xia Nuan to stop crying, but only apologized. Although he knew that an apology didn't help much, Fu Haochen still wanted to express his thoughts.

"Xia Nuan, I am not the right person for you, and I am destined not to be by your side forever." Fu Haochen's tone was soft, as if he was telling He Xia Nuan a simple truth, "As long as you live well and feel it, there will always be One day, you will meet that person."

As long as you don't abandon, don't give up, one day, you will get this love.

Fu Haochen thought about Luo Enxi's serious face when he was working, and the corners of his lips couldn't help but bend softly.

He Xia Nuan knew very well that as long as Luo Enxi was still there, she wouldn't have any chance.

Let her disappear completely!

A look of madness flashed in He Xia Nuan's eyes.

Just as He Xia Nuan wanted to say something, the door of the ward was knocked again.

Fu Haochen frowned, feeling a trace of fatigue for no reason.

Didn’t you say you want to rest, why are so many people coming in one morning?

Although Fu Haochen felt unhappy, he politely said, "Please come in."

The door was opened.

The person who came, dressed in a straight military uniform, greeted Fu Haochen first when he walked in.

"Hello, Mr. Fu, let's understand the situation of this case."

If Xia Xiaoxi or Lin Yu were present, they would definitely recognize it soon. The person here was Qi Yun, the police officer who took over the robbery case of Xia Xiaoxi last time.

Fu Haochen nodded and signaled Qi Yun to sit down.

When He Xia Nuan just saw Qi Yun in a police uniform, her body became stiff.

There was a ghost in her heart, and she naturally did not dare to face the police calmly.

Now Qi Yun walked to a stool not far from Fu Haochen and sat down, making He Xia Nuan restless.

He Xia Nuan felt that she should not stay any longer. In front of the policeman, she felt very depressed.

"Hao Chen, it's okay to know that you are okay." He Xia Nuan wiped his eyes and said, "If you have anything else, I will leave first."

"Well, pay attention to safety on the road. Do I need to find someone to send you off?" Fu Haochen wanted to describe the situation on the day, naturally there is no need to let He Xia Nuan be here.

"No, I'll do it myself." He Xia Nuan seemed to say bleakly, but in fact, she didn't want Fu Haochen to find someone to give her away.