Loving You Is Hurtful

Luo Enxi was taken aback by her own thoughts. Immediately, she twitched the corners of her lips and smiled slightly.

What more did she think.

It will never happen again.

Her feelings for Fu Haochen, Luo Enxi looked at the scenery outside the car window that quickly flew backwards, just like this scenery has become a past.

And she now has to give birth to a child for Fu Haochen for a future without Fu Haochen.

In the evening, after Fu Haochen got home from get off work, Luo Enxi told Fu Haochen the result of the examination.

Fu Haochen looked very surprised.

"There is no problem at all, right?" Fu Haochen's eyebrows were filled with uncontrollable joy.

Luo Enxi nodded. At least, this is how it appears on the results of the inspection.

"That's great!" Fu Haochen beamed with joy.

Yeah, that's great. To be able to leave, one step further.

Luo Enxi smiled faintly on her face, not as joyful as Fu Haochen.

Now in Luo Enxi's heart, giving birth is not something she really wants to do, but something she has to do to appease Fu Haochen, nothing more.

Luo Enxi adjusted her mentality and told herself hard that it was nothing wrong to give birth to a child and leave a little memory for herself, was it?

After dinner, with Xiaoya's help, Fu Haochen moved to Luo Enxi's room with great fanfare.

When Luo Enxi was just discharged from the hospital, in order not to disturb Luo Enxi's recuperation, Fu Haochen continued their previous habit, sleeping in separate rooms.

And now, since Luo Enxi has completely nurtured her body, naturally she doesn't have to do this anymore.

In fact, it is said to be moved there, but in fact it is just an extra pillow.

Luo Enxi watched Fu Haochen standing at her door with a pillow. Even though she had already done her heart building, she still couldn't help her body becoming slightly stiff.

It's okay, it's okay.

Luo Enxi kept saying to herself, wasn't she already ready?

Just work, just work.

Luo Enxi couldn't help thinking about the scene where she was sitting in the office and correcting documents.

But after thinking about it, Luo Enxi felt that she had desecrated her favorite job.

When Fu Haochen kissed him, Luo Enxi was stiff.

But Fu Haochen didn't feel it. He hasn't been close to Luo Enxi for too long, and now he feels a little embarrassed.

When Fu Haochen hugged him and lay on the bed, Luo Enxi finally realized that he was thinking too simple.

She thought she had accepted it, but it was not.

When Fu Haochen asked her, Luo Enxi still felt a deep humiliation.

At this moment, she finally understood that her marriage with Fu Haochen was really just a deal and a farce from beginning to end.

It's like that Fu Haochen had to marry Mrs. Fu at first because of the threat of Fu Haochen; it's like she has to lie down on the bed because of Fu Haochen's threat.

It should be the closest thing to the couple sitting there, but Luo Enxi felt a deep nausea at this moment.

When her hands clung to Fu Haochen's sturdy shoulders, she actually cried out sadly.

She thought that the feelings for Fu Haochen that had been deposited in the deepest part of her heart were not as deep as she had imagined.

She felt very sad that her dependence on Fu Haochen had not been reduced at all.

Moreover, the physical pain was something Luo Enxi had never imagined. She had recovered from a serious illness, but she was still very fragile, and Fu Haochen did not know what "gentleness" was in this matter for so many years.

The room without lights is too dark.

It was so dark that Fu Haochen couldn't notice the pain on Luo Enxi's face, and it was so dark that Fu Haochen couldn't notice the tears running across the corner of Luo Enxi's eyes.

The next morning, Fu Haochen woke up in Luo Enxi's room, looked at the person in his arms, and couldn't help but curl his lips slightly.

The feeling of falling asleep holding Luo Enxi is really unimaginable.

Luo Enxi must have been very tired last night. Fu Haochen didn't wake him up, and gave her a light kiss on her forehead, and then got out of bed lightly.

Luo Enxi was really tired. When Fu Haochen went to work, Luo Enxi didn't notice it at all, and certainly wouldn't notice Fu Haochen's kiss. She fainted later last night, and she didn't even know if Fu Haochen stayed in the room in the end, or went back to her room to sleep after taking a shower in the middle of the night as before.

Luo Enxi sat up with her body supported, her eyes slightly swollen.

When she got out of bed, she felt something was wrong.

Her head is heavy.

Luo Enxi walked out of the house forcibly, and found Xiaoya. Xiaoya took a look at Luo Enxi's state, and took Luo Enxi's temperature.

Luo Enxi developed a low-grade fever.

Xiaoya suggested that Luo Enxi go to the hospital, but Luo Enxi was really weak and didn't want to move at all.

In the end, Xiao Ya couldn't help Luo Enxi and took the medicine to Luo Enxi. Afterwards, he put away all the greasy things such as the fried eggs prepared for Luo Enxi, and cooked the millet porridge for Luo Enxi again.

Luo Enxi drank the millet porridge, feeling her stomach warm, and then lay down on the bed again.

Xiaoya took Luo Enxi's body temperature again, which had dropped a little, but she still had a fever.

"Madam Young, there is still some burning, do I need to inform Young Master?" Xiaoya asked, holding the water.

"No need." Luo Enxi took a sip of water, coughed twice, took the anti-inflammatory medicine, and then continued, "I'll just rest for a while."

Xiao Ya responded, walked out of Luo Enxi's room, and closed the door gently.

The room was quiet again, and Luo Enxi's companion became the ceiling and a somewhat gorgeous chandelier.

Luo Enxi remembered that she used to have a high fever and even couldn't walk, but she couldn't get through Fu Haochen's phone. While Qiang went to the hospital, he received news that Fu Haochen and Luo Xirou had a traffic accident due to indecent behavior.

Thinking about it now, it seemed like a world away, but the feeling of chills was still clearly imprinted in Luo Enxi's heart, lingering.

Luo Enxi really didn't want to experience something like that again. Therefore, no matter how severe the burn is in the future, Luo Enxi insisted not to contact Fu Haochen.

Luo Enxi wrapped herself tightly in the quilt. At this time, she was always alone.

It's like the kind of single female student who started burning in the dormitory, secretly yearning for a boyfriend in her heart.

Luo Enxi was amused by her own imagination, she coughed twice again, and finally fell asleep.

At noon, Xiaoya came over to deliver lunch to Luo Enxi, Xiaoya even found a small table intimately, put Luo Enxi on the bed, and put the rice porridge and stir-fried just cooked at noon on the bed. Carrot shredded pork.

Luo Enxi took lunch and medicine, and took her temperature again, and her fever has gone.

The feeling of weakness on the body has also improved a lot. Luo Enxi didn't want to lie down anymore, so he went out of the bedroom, went to the study and took a book and went to the living room. After this sitting, Fu Haochen was back.

Xiaoya had already prepared dinner, and the taste was relatively light tonight. Xiaoya explained to Fu Haochen that because Luo Enxi had a fever today and couldn't eat too greasy food, so she made it lightly.

Fu Haochen frowned upon hearing this, "Have a fever?"

"Well, but it's okay." Luo Enxi walked to the opposite side of Fu Haochen and sat down.

"Why don't you call me? I can take you to the hospital." Fu Haochen said reproachfully.

"It's only a low-grade fever, no need." Luo Enxi explained with a small smile, and already picked up the chopsticks.

There is no need to tell Fu Haochen the pain in her heart after thousands of times, right?

Fu Haochen didn't say much anymore, but he had already thought about it.

It should be because she was too rude and didn't know how to control herself last night.

Fu Haochen secretly decided in his heart that he must treat Luo Enxi better in the future.

Life went on like this.

Fu Haochen is busy with company affairs every day. Luo Enxi will study at home by herself, or take Xiaoya and Ayu out for a simple stroll.

On weekends, Fu Haochen would also take Luo Enxi out for a walk, take a walk in the park, or go shopping, and go to the cinema to see new American blockbusters.

Of course, Mrs. Fu's house is the most frequent visitor. Luo Enxi never wanted to divorce anymore, as if letting this matter pass.

Of course Mrs. Fu was very happy. When she knew that Luo Enxi and Fu Haochen were already preparing to have their second child, Mrs. Fu was even more happy from ear to ear.

"That's good, so good! Enxi, someone sent me some ginseng a few days ago, you can take them back and raise your body!" The old lady Fu knows Luo Enxi's plan, and this granddaughter-in-law is even more dear It's incredible, I can't wait to give all my good things to Luo Enxi.

"Thank you grandma." Luo Enxi smiled lightly, and did not refuse the old man's kindness.

But Fu Yucheng looked at Luo Enxi's smile, but clearly saw that this smile hadn't reached the bottom of his eyes.

After Luo Enxi left alone that day, Fu Haochen stunned for a while and chased him out. Fu Yucheng didn’t know what happened later, but when he thought of Luo Enxi’s red eyes and his obedient attitude that day, Fu Yucheng felt that something had happened. It may not be so simple on the surface.

But he can only guess that everything looks good now, and he doesn't want to sabotage before revealing Luo Enxi's sadness.

Luo Enxi had suffered enough, and Fu Yucheng didn't want to show a trace of sadness when he saw Luo Enxi.

Four months passed in a flash, and the summer just felt like it had passed, and the footsteps had entered the deep autumn.

Luo Enxi hasn't been very comfortable these days, and can't eat anything.

It wasn't until Luo Enxi got up one morning that she felt uncomfortable again, and her face finally changed.

Luo Enxi called Xiaoya and asked Xiaoya to go out to buy a pregnancy test stick.

Xiaoya quickly bought the pregnancy test stick, and Luo Enxi went back to the house by herself.

The test results came out quickly.

Luo Enxi looked at the result in her hand, and the corner of her mouth twitched gently.

Maybe this time, she should call Fu Haochen in time.