Loving You Is Hurtful

"Xiao Xi, I'm really tired!" Luo Enxi's eyebrows were full of indelible fatigue, "From university to now, for so many years, I have loved Fu Haochen for so many years, but I even have his sincere heart. I can't see...I can't hold on..."

Luo Enxi felt deeply immersed in exhaustion, and this exhaustion had spread to her bones, and she could not bear any more.

"En Xi..." Xia Xiaoxi hugged Luo Enxi distressedly.

Some words have been circling in her mind for these years, but Xia Xiaoxi has always been very clear that, as Luo Enxi's friend, he should silently support Luo Enxi, rather than shock, so these words Xia Xiaoxi has not said in her heart.

Some time ago, Luo Enxi was injured, and the relationship between Luo Enxi and Fu Haochen became better. Every time Luo Enxi called her, Xia Xiaoxi could hear the vitality and vitality in Luo Enxi's tone.

Xia Xiaoxi was very happy. She once thought that she might never need to say those things to Luo Enxi.

But she did not expect that all the happiness of Fu Haochen and Luo Enxi was an illusion.

Luo Enxi in front of him was painful and fragile, and Xia Xiaoxi couldn't stand it anymore, and finally uttered what had been in his heart.

"En Xi, divorce Fu Haochen." Xia Xiaoxi said with a serious tone.

Luo Enxi opened his eyes slightly.

It's not that she has never thought about divorce, but she still has hope for Fu Haochen, always looking forward to the two of them living happily together.

Now it seems that this dream should wake up.

Luo Enxi sighed, Xia Xiaoxi could see that she and Fu Haochen really could not be together?

Her marriage, her love, is really sad.

"Maybe you are right, Xiao Xi." Luo Enxi said, bowing her head deeply as if accepting her fate.

"En Xi, I know you love Haochen more than your own life." Xia Xiaoxi took Luo Enxi's hand, "but love needs a response."

"It's been so many years, you have given Fu Haochen enough time." Xia Xiaoxi frowned.

Yeah, it's been so many years. Luo Enxi sighed suddenly.

Many of the classmates and friends around are also married. Seeing that they have a husband's pampering, and a cute child who is softly called "Mummy" by him, Luo Enxi is especially envious.

She just wants a peaceful love.

But Fu Haochen could not give it to her.

She most hopes that the person next to her is Fu Haochen, but now it seems that they really can't go any further.

She went further, and Fu Haochen took ten steps back.

That's it, Luo Enxi told herself, just like this to end this painful love.

But why did she remember that she never had Fu Haochen's participation in the rest of her life, her heart would be so painful, as if her heart had been taken out of her heart?

"En Xi..." Luo Enxi's hand was extremely cold, Xia Xiaoxi was extremely worried, and could only hold Luo Enxi's hand tightly.

Xia Xiaoxi knew that it might be difficult for Luo Enxi to accept this incident, but she didn’t want Luo Enxi to be tortured in this way. The long-term pain was not as good as the short-term pain. She had to support Luo Enxi and take the pain caused by this relationship once. All cut off.

It's just that she didn't know whether Luo Enxi could bear it.

"Xiao Xi, I know what you said." Luo Enxi sighed again. She was the party involved and was hurt by the person she loves most. Who knows the kind of heart-wrenching pain better than her.

"But...I can't let go...I..." Luo Enxi said and lowered her head.

"En Xi, I know, it's difficult, but at least give it a try, try to let go of Fu Haochen's life." Xia Xiaoxi looked at Luo Enxi with concern, "Don't hurt yourself, Enxi, let yourself go. , I especially hope you can be happy, but Fu Haochen can't give this happiness."

"He can't give it, so who can give it?" Luo Enxi was full of miserable heart. She had only liked Fu Haochen for so many years, but it was this kind of love that hurt her all over.

Because I like it, it hurts so badly.

Because of her indulgence time and time again, Fu Haochen will intensify again and again.

"Senior Gu!" Xia Xiaoxi had a clue, "Isn't Senior Gu being very good to you! He must be back this time because of you!"

Luo Enxi was stunned, and said for a while, "How could it be? Senior Gu must have returned to China because something happened."

At this time, Luo Enxi remembered Gu Xijue's sentence-"I can't stay without you."

Isn't he joking?

This idea flashed through Luo Enxi's mind, and then she rejected it.

Luo Enxi, Luo Enxi, you are too affectionate. Luo Enxi chuckled to herself, has it been so many years, has she lacked love?

In fact, Luo Enxi's thoughts were crooked, Gu Xijue really came back for her, but Luo Enxi didn't know it.

"What! So you had dinner with Gu Xijue, and in the end you didn't even know why he came back!" Xia Xiaoxi was very surprised, "You won't just talk about you and Fu Haochen all the time?"

Luo Enxi slightly recalled that Xia Xiaoxi was right.

At that time, she felt that the relationship between her and Fu Haochen was improving. She was originally fortunate that she was originally a character that couldn't hide things, and she was extremely dependent and trusting in Gu Xijue. She immediately took the big things and small things together with Fu Haochen. Tell Gu Xijue piece by piece.

Listening to these trivial things, Gu Xijue was not impatient at all, but listened with a smile, and nodded from time to time.

Luo Enxi really talked about her and Fu Haochen all afternoon, without even asking why Gu Xijue returned to China this time.

A sense of guilt suddenly rose in Luo Enxi's heart, and Gu Xijue finally returned to China once, and he still ignored her like this.

And the person full of pretense in her heart, the person she talked about all afternoon, but finally kicked her out of the house.

It's ridiculous, ridiculous love.

Luo Enxi thought, and couldn't help laughing.

"Yes." Luo Enxi said softly, the smile on her face flashed away, and then there was a deep sorrow, "I have been telling Senior Gu about me and Fu Haochen all afternoon, telling me about me. Imagination and vision for the future."

Xia Xiaoxi was speechless for a while.

She really felt the sadness of Luo Enxi at this time.

The person who had been pretending to be in his heart broke this illusion with his own hands when he had just dreamed of his love.

Does it hurt? Xia Xiaoxi has never experienced it, but she can imagine that it must be the kind of pain that even the heart can no longer beat, right?

"En Xi, it's okay. It's okay." Xia Xiaoxi felt that her language had become pale at this moment, and she could only say such simple words, trying to appease Luo Enxi.

Xia Xiaoxi held Luo Enxi's shoulder and looked into her eyes and said, "Enxi, leave Fu Haochen. I believe Senior Gu may be able to give you happiness?"

Even if he didn't get any response, he still took care of her silently. Isn't this what you like?

Luo Enxi was slightly stunned.

She never thought about living with Senior Gu.

She could feel Gu Xijue's liking for her, but she didn't think much about it. Maybe Gu Xijue was just the kind of liking for her sister?

What's more, Luo Enxi's heart is already occupied by Fu Haochen, and naturally can't tolerate others.

But what Xia Xiaoxi said was right. Even if she was not with Gu Xijue, maybe she should really leave Fu Haochen.

The relationship between her and Fu Haochen may really come to an end.

"Maybe I should really leave." Luo Enxi lowered her head and said softly.

"En Xi, whatever is good, I just hope you will no longer suffer." Xia Xiaoxi said with concern.

"Thank you, Xiao Xi." Luo Enxi sniffed, only to feel tears gushing out of her eyes again. She didn't know what she should do, she was still hesitating.

Saying that she was leaving Fu Haochen, in just a few words, she was just opening and closing her lips, but what should she do?

What can I do to make myself less painful?

Letting her leave Fu Haochen was like digging her heart out of her chest. Her affection was already connected with flesh and blood, and it was tender.

What should I do?

When Luo Enxi was losing her mind, Xia Xiaoxi looked at her watch and found that it was past eleven.

"En Xi, why don't you go live with me today. Fu Haochen... won't you just leave you alone?" Xia Xiaoxi said cautiously, she didn't want to say anything that would make Luo Enxi sad.

Who knows? Luo Enxi couldn't give an answer at all. The longer he stayed with Fu Haochen, the more she couldn't see through Fu Haochen.

But after so long, Fu Haochen hasn't even sent a text message to her. Luo Enxi smiled slightly, her smile full of sadness.

Maybe Fu Haochen really didn't care about her.

Is she important? Fu Haochen has never asked her about her situation, right?

It was like she had a high fever but couldn't get through Fu Haochen's phone call, but Fu Haochen was with her relatives.

Just like when she was alone, Fu Haochen stayed with He Xia Nuan in the hospital.

She is such a dispensable wife.

If she doesn't go home at night, Fu Haochen may not worry about whether she will have anything to do, but just worry about whether he will make any news that will save his face.

A named wife who had to exist.

This may be Fu Haochen's final definition of her.

"Maybe... he won't care anymore." Luo Enxi smiled dismal, "Xiao Xi, take me in for a while." Luo Enxi said sadly.

"What are you talking about, I will always be your solid backing!" Xia Xiaoxi said firmly.

"Then Enxi, wait for me here, I'll go to the bathroom, I'll come back later, and take you to my place." Xia Xiaoxi said, "Don't worry, Enxi, I will be very good to you! Better than Fu Haochen Ten thousand times better!"

Luo Enxi gently curled her lips, watching Xia Xiaoxi make a promise to her.

It's a pity, it's a pity that the person who said this to her was not Fu Haochen.

Xia Xiaoxi went to the bathroom.

Luo Enxi sat in her original position for a while, and wanted to go to the bathroom with Xia Xiaoxi to tidy up her crying makeup.

However, as soon as the talent got up from his seat with a heavy forehead, he noticed some dizziness in front of him.

Luo Enxi's stamina was very strong, and his drunkenness finally gradually appeared.

Luo Enxi walked slowly toward the bathroom, getting dizzy as she walked, and finally even had to hold on to the wall.

The lights in the bar were brilliant, and the drunkenness came up, Luo Enxi did not notice. Several men who had been looking at her unkindly exchanged glances at each other and walked towards her at the same time...