It rained heavily. It was as cloudy as the end of the world. The sound of rain, like the sobbing of the sky, never stopped from morning to noon.

I sat in front of the hospital bed and looked at Cheng Wanqing, who was in a deep sleep. The doctor said that she was tired and had a good rest for a few days. But I can't forgive myself for letting a woman faint because of the company's exhaustion. I'm such a fucker.

In such an atmosphere, I thought a lot. From the moment I first met Cheng Wanqing, I always wanted to think about her following and paying these years.

I'm so conceited that I regard her as a subordinate. I'm used to giving orders, but she never says "no" to me. Always do things so perfect, let me impeccable.

So I think it's all within her ability. I have never thought about how much effort and effort she has paid behind these things. In this way, I delivered more and more things to her, and she always accepted it silently and implemented it.

I thought I gave her the corresponding reward, so I don't feel guilty.

But not now, I feel very sad to see her pale and colorless cheek. I was thinking that if it wasn't for her feelings for me, I'm afraid she wouldn't stay with me for so long. It's been 24 years since I was a student.

She buried a woman's best time on the company and me, but I

I really want to say "I'm sorry" to her, but I can't say it now. What she has done for me for the company can not be compensated by a word of apology.

"Thorn, what are you thinking?" I was thinking, Cheng Wanqing suddenly woke up, reached out and stroked my brow. "You see, your eyebrows are twisted so close. What has broken your calm and unchanging face in front of Mount Tai?"

"Wanqing, are you awake? Are you feeling better? The doctor said you fainted because of excessive fatigue. Why didn't you tell me about it? I can send more capable people to help you

I took her hand, sighed, and then said, "I'm sorry Wanqing, I shouldn't have put so many things on you."

"It's a great honor for me to share something with you. What else can I do besides that? " She gave a self mocking smile, and her face darkened a lot.

This makes me speechless, yes and seems not. Because Cheng Wanqing has always been a strong woman around me. Only when we talk about business affairs can we have the same language and sense of direction.

I looked at her apologetically and couldn't say a word.

Because of my silence, her eyes were slightly tearful. She quickly took a deep breath and turned her head away from the window. "It's raining. How come it's dark? Oh, there's a meeting to be held today. I have to get up quickly. "

She said she was about to get up, and I quickly pressed her, "it doesn't matter. I've already called to change the meeting. Your body is the most important thing. It doesn't matter if you slow down other things. "

"But there's a project to discuss. I'm..."

"Wanqing, don't take everything on yourself. I can do it. You have a good rest. I can handle all these things, believe me. " I can't wait to see her. Where on earth did I not do well enough to make her so frightened?

She was stunned and her eyes were more tearful. "I can do it, Chuen. I'm really OK. I can share these things for you, otherwise I will feel worthless and have no sense of existence

“……”

It is so, she is such a mentality!

I was speechless in an instant. I couldn't say a word. How can she belittle herself? She is also very important in my heart. Even if she is not my lover, how can she have no feelings after more than 20 years of company?

My nose a sour, no words to rub her hair, homeopathy with the belly of her eyes wipe away the tears. She immediately burst into tears, her hands clinging to the corner of the quilt, crying very aggrieved.

I am speechless, even a word of comfort are not only how to say, feel that what said is wrong.

If love is an object, which can be bought and sold, and can be given away, then I will definitely give it to her. But it's not. I can't give her the emotion she wants, even if it's forced.

I made an excuse to leave the ward, told the nurse to take good care of her, and then left. I don't like the oppressive atmosphere, which makes me at a loss. I don't know how to comfort her hurt heart.

The rain has been much less, but the sky is still very cloudy, it is estimated that there will be a storm soon.

I was just about to go home and change my clothes, when I received a strange phone call. I was worried and hung up. But soon the call came back, and I was connected.

"Thorn, is that you?"

The voice from the phone, like the sound of wheels crushing gravel, is Shang Ying's unique voice. Every time I hear it, I always feel a palpitation. I didn't expect her to call me again, with a soft "um" sound."I want to see you, can I?"

"Something?"

Based on the fact that she is always a moth, I am still very wary of her. Just because the last bite didn't bite my skin doesn't mean she won't do it again.

She chuckled at the other end of the phone and said, "I want to commit suicide. I want to leave a good idea for them. So I hope someone can watch. Can you take a video for me?"

“…… Are you going to kill yourself? "

I was stunned, and suddenly there was a creepy feeling. The person who could talk about suicide so calmly, except that she was really unprecedented, never came after. But I believe what she said is true. After all, she can do anything.

She laughed and said, "what, did you scare you? It's not that I haven't committed suicide. Can you help me? Of course, it's also to help you. Aren't you fighting with Murphy? I can help you

Well, I admit, I don't face death as calmly as she does. She seemed to be talking about something totally unrelated to her. She regarded life as a game, a game of death.

I went to her obediently, not to watch her commit suicide, but to stop her. Even if I don't love her any more, I still feel pain when I think of her.

I rushed to the Castle Peak sanatorium, did not see Ouyang. So she ran to the small building where Shang Ying was, but found her door was open. She seemed to be waiting for me to come.

As soon as I opened the door and rushed in, I saw her lying in the bloody bathtub, one hand on the edge of the bathtub, and two shocking scars on her wrist were still dripping blood.

"Chuen, you're here. DV is over there. Please record it for me."

When Shang Ying saw me coming, she immediately brightened her eyes and pointed to the DV on the edge to let me take a quick shot. There was a nameless fire in my heart, and when I went to her, I raised my hand and slapped her in the face.

She knew I was going to hit her, but she didn't hide, and she raised her face to wait for me to fight. So I this slap high, fall light, or some in the heart can not bear.

"Are you crazy? If you want to die, you will die quietly. What are you doing with such a big noise? " I roared at her in a rage, unable to contain my anger.

She raised her eyebrows and looked at me with a smile on her lips, "Chuen, do you mean you don't want me to die? Do you still care about me? "

"I've seen transgressions. Cheap women, but I haven't seen women like you."

I never seem to be so angry with a woman that I try to frustrate her every minute. They are a perfect match for mother and son. Nie Xiaofei is also a category beyond human imagination. So is Shang Ying. No one can ever guess what she is going to do next.

She saw me get angry, and the smile on her face was stronger. She raised the hand that was constantly dripping blood to me and showed it to me. "Idiot, this wound is very shallow, and there is no artery. The blood in the bathtub is the animal blood I asked Ouyang to get."

Her look of disapproval made me even more angry.

If it had not been for her deliberate arrangement of a game of feign death, how could Lao Tzu have been walking around for so many years and made his body such a ghost. If it were not for her, I would not have been here.

There is such a person in the world who can challenge a person's psychological limit in any way, such as Shang Ying. At this moment, I really wish I could crush her throat and make her a dying heart.

How could she be so wonderful?

I pinched my eyebrows and held back my anger. Word by word, "Shang Ying, do you know how disgusting you are? I've read a lot of people in my life, but I haven't seen anyone like you who wants to strangle you

She smile, leaning against the water, "then you strangle me, strangle me, remember to take a video to Murphy, let him see my confession before death."

"Repentance? Will you repent? " I snorted scornfully.

"Chuen, the blood on my hand is about to coagulate. If you don't want me to stab myself again, would you please open DV? Listen to my heartfelt confession. Maybe you will feel something

She had an emotional look on her face, as if she were really about to start confessing. I'm also crazy, accompany her here as a demon, really help open DV, sit on the side to her video.

She sat upright in the red blood, reflecting her pale face, which was particularly shocking and pitiful. If I didn't know that there was a soul enough to make people crazy in her petite body, I would have pity on her subconsciously.

As if she had recited her lines, she began to speak to DV. She was fluent as if she was reading the text.

"Murphy, when you see this video, I should be dead. I never thought that I would choose to end my life in my lifetime.

In fact, I don't want to die, especially I don't want to die like this. But what's the use of living? HIV is spreading wildly in my body. I rely on drugs every day to suppress the pain. You will not understand this despair.I don't blame Shen Huanyan. I killed her and she hurt me. It's my fault

…… Murphy, I'm going to die, but I'm not afraid at all. It's a relief. I don't know if we will meet in the next life. Will you love me when we meet? However, I should not wait for you on the huangquan road... "

When Shang Ying read her lines, I could tell that she was trying to provoke the contradiction between Qin Mofei and Huanyan. If I didn't look at her face, I would be moved by her tone and words.

But she is vicious and cruel!

Staring at the bloody sneer at Shang Ying's lip corner, I thought wickedly. If this video really falls into Qin Mofei's hands, will he believe everything she says?

After passing the stage of feigning death, Shang Ying finally said something to me: "Chi En, my life is hopeless. I am sorry for many people, especially my father and younger brother. They were originally the favored son of heaven, but the family was humiliated because of me. I am sorry for them. I want to end all the gossip about me all over the world in this way and give them a clean life. Thank you for helping me. Ouyang has handled the rest for me. There may be no Shang Ying in the world in the future. "

I can't tell whether the light in her eyes is sincere or insincere, but I believe that she is really doing all this for the business, so I promised to cooperate with her so-called funeral.

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