Lure To Marriage

I live on the 8th floor of building a in the community. It's a simple one bedroom apartment. The rent is 2000 a month.

As soon as I went upstairs, I found my mother standing at the door in horror, her eyes red and swollen, as if she had just cried. My heart sank and I walked over uneasily.

"Mom, why are you here?"

"Baby, Xiao Fan is ill. It's neonatal septicemia caused by high fever. In the hospital, I've been calling you all the time, but I can't get through. I can only come to see you. Why are you home so late? Is the company working overtime? "

"Well, the company has been busy these two days. Mom, which hospital is Xiaofan in?"

I lied, and suddenly I couldn't stand it.

After all, I didn't intend to be framed by Xiao Fan at that time. But the doctor said that the wall of my penis was too thin. If I knocked it out, the possibility of pregnancy was almost zero.

So I was under the pressure of unmarried pregnancy gave birth to a child, named Shen Xiaofan.

My father left us early because of the aggravation of the disease and finally incurable. Later, I used my savings to buy a two bedroom house in the suburbs, so I took my mother over and asked her to take care of the children.

My mother has never read any books in her life. She is a woman of no opinion, and she never delves into my work and life. I was empty for a few months when I gave birth, and my savings almost ran out, so I came out to work just after I was born.

I studied interior design when I was in college. My mother always thought I worked in a foreign company and never questioned it. I hope she will never know about it and let her live peacefully.

I left her cell phone number is not the club, so it has been kept at home, because I am afraid that people in the field will talk nonsense when they know that I have children.

All along, I always feel that Sheng Xiaofan is just a physical necessity, because his arrival is so unexpected and I don't expect it. But when I know that he is ill, I am so scared!

Originally, unconsciously, I have been learning to be a mother.

I took my mother and trotted all the way to the road, but there were not many taxis at this time. We ran along the road for a long time before there was a car. I almost rushed to stop the car.

Along the way, my mother cried with remorse, saying that if it had not been for her carelessness, the child would not have been ill.

I turned to stare out of the window and silently wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes. How can I blame her? An old lady left her hometown and came to Mordo to take care of the children for me. She gave me everything she could.

Moreover, to say cruel, who can compare with me? I gave birth to Xiao Fan and left after a month, now he is nearly four months, I go back to the number of times.

Every day I go home drunk in the morning and come out like a ghost at night, repeating these days over and over again.

Every time I only take money, I feel is the most real, because with money, my mom and Xiao fan can have a better life.

I usually go back once every half a month, accompany Xiao Fan for a day or two. Every time, he stares at me curiously, and his small face is full of innocent smile. That's when I have nothing to say.

Pain and happiness!