M E M O R I Z E

All right. All right.

“Hmm.”

When I soak in the hot water, my satisfied moaning comes out. The heat of water felt in the whole body was spreading to all corners of the body and warming the inside. The hot fever touched his bones, and it felt like it gently melted the fatigue accumulated in his body.

It was time to close my eyes because I thought this was heaven.

“Arte.”

As I turned my head to the sound coming from behind my back, I could see a woman wrapped in a white cloth from her chest to her thighs. It was me.

She opens her mouth slightly and lifts her feet slightly. It seems that a few drops of water fell sharply from the toe, perhaps surprised by the temperature of the water higher than expected.

With such a fairly fresh scene, I suddenly smiled at Pic.

Immediately, Imhanna reacted.

“Why are you smiling.... ”

“I'm sorry if I offended you. ”

I also immediately apologized, but my face became even weirder. Awkward to die.... I mean, who knows what else to do?

My words made my lips pucker quietly, dipping carefully from my feet.

“I finally let go of the horse.... I was really brave.... ”

“Finally, isn't it? You said that once last time. ”

“Ugh, yeah? ”

“What did he say.... You want me to just sit here and wait? Was it like this? Anyway, you let it go. ”

All right. All right.

Im Hannah tilted her head completely, soaking her body. However, his face suddenly changed as if he had remembered what he said during the war.

“... It's too much. ”

Boggle boggle.

Whether she could not endure the continued pranks, Hannah dives into the water with her face glowing.

Anyway, I turned my head again, thinking I should quit this silly prank. Then Najik opened his mouth.

“I said I had something to say. ”

I didn't hear an answer. Instead, I could see the sound of rushing through the currents and the faint ripples on the calm surface of the bath.

“Just…. ”

Soon, I heard a calm voice again, and at the same time, I felt a light touch of caution, etc. Does the blood trail bother me that much...?

The moment I heard the thought that she was also secretly persistent, my words continued.

“I think you're having a hard time. ”

“ ……. ”

At that, I slowly closed my eyes. And I thought for a second,

It's subjective, but it's not hard. He was physically exhausted, but not mentally shocked.

Of course, it is also difficult to see normal. No... Should I say it's not like usual?

'I thought I didn't have a color on the outside....'

How did she notice me like this?

“Why do you think that is? ”

“Well…. Have you seen the baby unicorn? ”

After that, I didn't come out of the room at all, so I shook my head. Then, this time, I felt the warm touch of rubbing my shoulders. I can feel the moisture and stickiness in the water, and I can barely breathe.

“How was it? Did you cry? ”

“Ugh. I didn't cry. But he was so depressed. You're limping, you're not responding. Should I say you don't look strong...? But you know what? ”

“? ”

“Unicorns are very sentimental creatures, aren't they? ”

“That's right."

“Among other things, he said he was sensitive to the feeling of the owner. ”

Does that mean you saw the baby unicorn and guessed my condition?

It felt a bit trivial, but I opened my mouth to the point of listening.

“What the hell are you talking about? ”

“Mmm-hmm. So... Coming back after the war.... All of a sudden I thought, What if I hadn't caught you in my greed? Then maybe... ”

I said something.

“Bullshit.”

I lightly dismissed my words. And at that moment, I could feel her slow hand stop.

“Don't blame me. That would be my fault for deciding to go to war in the first place. ”

“Really? You really think so? You're not blaming yourself? ”

“Shin Sang-yong's death was certainly a tragedy, but at the same time it was inevitable. We were at war.”

Then I cut just right. A slight raise in voice also included a warning to stop speaking nonsense.

“ ……. ”

Im Hanna clearly understood what I was saying. I didn't see any reaction, but I slowly started teasing my hands again.

A little time passed by while keeping each other silent.

“There are so many wounds... I'm sorry..."

“ ……. ”

I feel a slight emphasis on clearing hard blood stains, and I slowly open my eyes. And I deliberately focused on the white steam rising in front of my eyes.

From the moment I entered the bath, the feeling from my back was very sweet and gentle, as if it represented the personality of Imhan.

'This is torture, not torture.'

It was then.

“Thank goodness.... ”

“? ”

“You know, you were different from my brother. Now I'm relieved. Hehe.”

I tried to turn my back on the unintended sound, but I couldn't. It was because he could see that Hannah had buried her face when she applied it through her hands. Her breath, which tickles her back, opened her mouth.

“If you are.... You mean the former owner of the love house? ”

“Huh? Remember? ”

“I've heard stories before. I remember him as a superb user. ”

The building owner of the love house.

He once served as the leader of a well-known caravan, but he was greatly unsuccessful in one expedition and said that the caravan had reached near catastrophic levels. Then, during the process of merging the remaining caravan circles into a clan, she escaped on her own by failing to overcome the shock.

Anyway, the story I heard was that the user was a savior for me. And after news of the clan that left the expedition to the Delusional Highlands ended, they joined the first rescue unit and died.

In fact, I took some pictures, but I definitely remember the story I heard when I received my first letter. I thought there would be a story in her own way, and I would ask her once if I got a chance later.

Imhanna said.

“I had to be famous. And with one mistake, it all went away. ”

“ ……. ”

“That brother. I pretended to be very bold... I lost my best friend and colleagues back then. I've been feeling guilty ever since. ”

“I felt guilty.... It could be. ”

“Yes. I could tell by the way I acted. My girlfriend used to be a flower of the night. Why don't you build a building for the flowers of the night out of gold coins...? I told you to always treat me well.... ”

The more I spoke, the blurrier the end was. Then I shut up for a moment, and then I spoke in a self-help voice.

“It was all useless interest.... ”

Suddenly, I thought that Hannah might like the user who calls her brother. But I didn't take it out of my mouth. Because her voice, it was gradually getting wet.

“Was it guilt that the user joined the rescue party? ”

“A little? I had a colleague who used to work with me. ”

“Then you shouldn't have tried to stop him. Or talk about it. ”

“I did. But they always do. Just wait, don't worry... So I waited. Hehe. Thinking about it, he always did. Always wait. Just trust me. Don't worry... But I, uh, I didn't have anything to say. ”

At that moment, an idea flashed over my head.

"No! You want me to wait around again?" '

“Is that why you said that? This time, I won't just wait. ”

“… Yes. You just waited as long as I told you to. Then when I found out that my brother was dead... I regretted a lot of my actions. I said no... I was the cause of your guilt in some ways. ”

"Cause?"

In my answer, I sighed for a short time. At the same time, there was a slight but compassionate feeling. I've had similar experiences with her.

'Brother.'

If there was a difference, I would have gone on a rampage out of vengeance, and I would have been afraid to do something about myself in shock.

“I guess that user thought you were valuable. ”

I opened my mouth quietly. As Imhanna shrugged her shoulders, she heard a laughter.

The heavy silence reaches me again. It was a long silence this time.

“ ……. ”

“ ……. ”

As I was tilting away, I could feel the way to lift my head slowly from my back.

“Soo-hyun... I have a confession to make. Something I didn't tell you. ”

“What is it?”

“That's when the caravan became... It was my fault, actually. I misled Aggro into a massive attack by monsters. ”

“... That's your fault? ”

When I asked, I slightly nodded once.

“I didn't look at everyone, especially my brother. I thought you were a sinner. That's why he turned down the merger proposal and left. I thought I couldn't be bothered anymore. ”

... or something like that.

I thought about it for a moment, and then my job opened up.

“I don't think it's your fault. ”

“Yes? Why? How do you know that? ”

“Guess. But think about it calmly. Isn't this similar? For example, if I hadn't done something, none of that would have happened. If you're 100% wrong, why would that user feel guilty? There's a good excuse for you. ”

“! ”

I felt a sneaky gesture. My words must have been pierced.

I don't hear any more words from Imjana to see if she has anything to say. So I decided to open my mouth first.

“I have one question. ”

“Huh? Yes. ”

“You told me that before. I want to shape your destiny. What did you mean by that? ”

“Ah…. ”

In my words, I burst a weak elasticity.

All right, all right, all right.

After a while, I could feel Imhanna slowly taking her head off. Then he quickly came back in front of me and confronted me from the front. Her eyes, which seemed to be between the hair of her pubic bones, were showing a slight tremor.

“I was very surprised when I first saw you. It was the same behavior, the way people around me looked, the way my brother looked. I looked at you a lot at first... Didn't you know?”

“I didn't know. But now that I hear it, I don't think so... ”

“Something like that. You're trying to do it all by yourself. ”

Because I didn't have anything to say, I shed a mild tear.

And she said, "Hehe.” I laughed and took a deep breath once. And then I spoke very long with a low tone.

“So I was very concerned when I was asked to join a clan by my sister. I want to go, but can I go? Can I really do this? Will that ever happen again? Every night, you struggle and you struggle and you struggle? ”

“You too... ”

“There were a lot of questions, but I couldn't help but be attracted to you. So I decided to join the idea of doing it. ”

Then that was the real reason, and the flowers at night were secondary. Personally, I would have guessed that I would have felt confused or confused at the time, and had a problem with flowers at night as a kind of escape.

“But you know what's really funny? Not long after I signed up, you went to Mullo. And lost contact with the Wanderers' raid. What do you think I was thinking? ”

“You didn't think it was your fault either. ”

“... because of the circumstances surrounding me. I thought my colleagues were dead, my brother was dead, you were dead. About that much, I just thought it was fate. Oh, I'm a witch. I've lost weight in my destiny ever since. ”

“That's ridiculous. ”

I shaken my head in a senseless mood.

But now I think I know a little bit. I don't know what she's been thinking and what she's been trying to say to me. I didn't know because I was always so kind and calm, but it seems that the deception was quite complicated.

“Is that why you're worried about me? This case is gonna make me feel just as guilty and shaken as him. ”

Im Hannah did not answer. Instead, I nodded a few times with a moist gaze.

When I saw him, I thought he was cute for some reason.

I smiled freshly again.

“Why are you smiling.... ”

“I thought I was worrying too much. ”

“... Tsh. ”

“Well, I don't know what happened to that brother of yours... ”

I paused and slowly got up.

The story is longer than I thought. Now that I think about it, I think I'd better wash up and get out.

Soon, I reached out my hands, facing Imhanna's gaze, looking up at me.

“Did you hear my answer? ”

At that moment, my eyes shook violently. Then he drew a soft wire on his lips. She laughs.

“Yes, I heard. ”

Imhanna grabbed my hand and raised herself up. And I boldly turned my gaze to her exposed body. It was because a damp cloth was shining unfiltered innards.

Whether I felt that way or not, I had a gentle smile on my face. My hand was still caught by her.

“Hehe. Why? ”

“Let's go. ”

“Wait a minute.”

“? ”

Soon, I turned to the sound of calling, and I could feel Imhanna slowly approaching.

*

There were still stars in the night sky. I thought I'd spent quite a bit of time in the bathhouse, but it must still be dawn.

Thanks to Imhan's help, I was able to clean up the blood stain on my body.

Unlike before I arrived, my body felt refreshed and I moved to the main hall.

Boom, boom, boom.

Soon as I walked into the building and stepped on a dark staircase, I thought about myself.

'No one has no story.'

Although the story was not a big deal, to be honest, it was not a bad feeling.

I felt particularly lonely today, so my worries were a pleasant interest to soothe my loneliness. Thinking about the warm feeling she felt on her last body, I slightly touched her lips.

At the same time, I was also ahead of my worries. Go-yeon, what should I tell Jeongyeon...

As soon as I reached the fourth-floor accommodation, I felt a slight tingling sensation.

There were two strange things.

One is that the bed sheets that had been covered with blood had been cut clean, and the center of the new sheet had been blazing up. I came to a senseless feeling and danced to a neat sheet.

“Tsk.”

Suddenly, you see a baby unicorn burying its head with its whole body bent over.

I blinked for a moment and immediately understood the situation. I slowly lay down on the bed, being careful not to wake up the baby unicorn. And I grabbed him while he was shaking.

“Tsk?”

“It's okay. It's okay. ”

At that point, the baby unicorn immediately raised his head and reacted, but after patting a few times, he shrugged his head. Soon I felt him digging in, and I also felt sleepy.

I closed my eyes slowly as I slowly patted the baby unicorn again.

The room was still cold. But I thought about the warmth in my abdomen, the clean sheets, the feeling that was left on my lips.

I'm not so lonely anymore.

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I'm so sorry but I love you.

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