Madam, president loves you secrectly

Yu Qingqing suddenly smiled softly. All she could see was gentleness: "I thought I would go on like this, but that day, I saw him. He was wearing a white tuxedo, sitting in the light and receiving the attention of the public. It was a wonderful feeling. For the first time, I thought it was meaningful to live. He was playing a piano song at the birthday party, and his hands were flying on the keys. It was the best hands I had ever seen , he is also the most talented person I have ever seen. "

So she was totally obsessed with him.

Yu Qingqing raised his eyes, which were full of self mockery: "he played Tchaikovsky's Pathetique." At that time, I knew nothing about the piano, but I listened carefully. Later, in order to get close to him, I practiced the piano hard. In order to pay attention to him, I collected his news on the Internet every day. You know? I can stay up all night just to practice a song, just to get closer to him.

Two years, it took me two years to finally have the opportunity to stand with him. "

She stood up slowly: "one day, our teacher came to me and said that he would invite some excellent junior middle school students to accompany him in his concert. That was" Jun " His concert, which was looked up to by everyone, I was happy to prepare. I was afraid that I would not do well enough and lose face in front of him. However, even though I worked so hard, in the end, fate made a big joke on me. "

Song Manxi knew that when she was 15 years old, which was also the year when Yu Qingqing was 15 years old, Jun Xiao fell out with the jun family for grandma's sake and suddenly announced that he would give up the piano. A year later, he returned to the stage again, but it was not long before he announced that he would retire for life and never touch the piano again.

There was a lot of speculation, but he himself never told the public the reason.

She heard Qingqing continue: "He announced the cancellation of the solo concert. At that time, I was just like being struck by thunder. I stood where I was and felt like I was standing in the boundless darkness. However, it was not the darkest. The darkest thing was that when I knew that he was next door, the score of that university was very high and I didn't reach it. Therefore, in order to get close to him, I had to work hard to come here, but Yes, when I came here, he ran back to Jiangcheng. He hasn't appeared for a long time. "

Suddenly, her eyes stared at Song Manxi's face, like an invisible knife, as if to pierce her heart with thousands of arrows: "finally, I unexpectedly waited for the news of his marriage, and the bride was you. What's more ridiculous is that on the second day of marriage, you came to our school, right next to me."

She smiled sadly. Behind that smile, what song Manxi could see was not her darkness, nor her frame, but pity.

Is a person who was imprisoned since childhood, and then spent his life desperately looking for the light spot, and found that the light spot belongs to someone else's poor man.

"So, I hate you very much. At the same time, I also hate myself. Why didn't I be brave at that time? Maybe I told him that the person standing next to him now would not be you, but me."

She said this sentence coldly, and her eyes began to be lax: "however, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. Song Manxi, I didn't lose. You're the one who lost, because you were driven away by him on the second day of your wedding, because you and he looked like each other from beginning to end, because he didn't like you, so the loser was not me, but you, and you have to go anyway."