Madam, president loves you secrectly

4——4

Every year on my birthday, my uncle always brings me a lot of things. Princess Barbie's house, shoes and beautiful skirts. He always brings me a lot, which makes my princess's house too big to put.

I once whispered to my father and asked him to talk to my uncle about whether he could not give me so many things. I can't use up so much. Dad praised me for being frugal, but he told me no.

Curious, why do you want to do the opposite when it's good.

Later, once Mommy coaxed me to sleep. I closed my eyes, but I didn't sleep. They thought I was asleep, so I heard their conversation. The general meaning is that uncle is kind to me from the bottom of his heart.

With another child.

I wonder what it means to be with another child, and who it means? I don't know, nor dare I ask them, nor dare I ask Uncle, because Mommy also said that uncle has been having a hard time for so many years. I've been waiting for her.

I don't know who this "she" is, but can you come back soon? I don't want to see Uncle sad. I watch the night alone.

If there is a meteor, I will make a wish immediately and let "she" come back quickly.

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5——5

When I was five and a half years old, Uncle Xu Zhe and aunt Wen Jiayi were going to get married. They always seemed to quarrel. Every time I saw them, they always looked cold. When they saw me, they immediately pretended that nothing had happened.

I know, but I won't say.

It's strange.

I've been quarrelling all the time. Why did I get married? But seeing that they made me a flower girl at the wedding and smiled so happily, I reluctantly accepted it and didn't worry.

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6——6

I have an uncle.

Mommy doesn't mention it to me, and daddy doesn't mention it to me, but I know. Because grandpa whispered to me.

Grandpa told me that the uncle was still alive, but he disappeared. Maybe it was because he didn't want to come back, or maybe he just wanted to go outside for a walk, or maybe he would come back.

And grandpa seems to miss his uncle very much. Every time he mentions his uncle, Grandpa's eyes always turn red. But he said, let me not let daddy and mommy know, I know.

What does it mean to be alive? What does it mean to be dead? What do you mean it's gone? I still don't understand. Forget it. Maybe I'll understand when I grow up. On TV, uncle means father is better than brother, just like me and brother. But why doesn't daddy always mention it? Is it a bad relationship with your brother?

Curious.

I took a look at my brother who was swinging in the stroller. He was white and tender and smiled foolishly. I decided not to think so much. I kissed my brother. He was always fragrant and smelled of milk. I really like my brother.

Uncle, no matter where you are or what you are doing, you must be good, okay? I believe that Grandpa's missing you must be a good man. I also believe that one day, I can see you.

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7——7

One day, Dad brought back a message, saying that someone died in prison and hit the wall to kill himself. Another man was sent to the wind hospital (lunatic asylum).

Ah! My head hurts, because I still don't understand the meaning of death.

But Mommy stayed alone in the study until midnight that night, and I didn't sleep. Daddy asked me to go to bed. He went to cook supper for Mommy. I sneaked in while Daddy was going to cook a snack for Mommy.

Mommy cried. I saw her eyes red, so I cried. Mommy held me in her arms. I cried in her arms. As soon as I cried, she didn't dare to cry.

This is what Dad told me before. As long as I see Mommy crying, I cry, and Mommy won't cry. Isn't that strange? Why can't Mommy cry when I cry? I don't know, but I wish Mommy didn't cry.

Dad brought up the night snack. That night, I slept among them. It was really warm, so warm. I love them so much.