Mage Joan

"His Majesty does not know what'kindness' is. Most of the cubs born at the first birth do not look like her. It is unlikely that the mythical blood will be awakened. These eliminated little guys will eventually be drowned alive in the triangular lake. Li—I personally took care of this matter. I still remember the tragic sight of the cubs drowning and screaming and struggling in despair, but they were dragged into the bottom by the rocks in vain until they were drowned alive."

Saoirsa sighed, and a cloud of darkness appeared in her eyes.

"Mitra, you haven't personally witnessed such a scene, and you can't understand how severe the impact that incident has on my spirit. From then on, I feel nauseous at the thought of having offspring. Until now, I haven't gotten pregnant. I think I may be stimulated by psychological shadows and sterilized."

Qiao Ann looked at her sympathetically, poured her another glass of wine, and changed the topic that would not stab her scars.

"Master Saoirsa, what happened to the cub that the Supreme stayed to raise? I don't seem to have heard of such a little princess in Udinese."

"The word'nurturing' is really ironic when used on our beholder." Saoirsa smiled bitterly.

"Mitra, to tell you that, when I was young, I lived in human society for a long time. At that time, I became human and made some human friends. As far as I know, humans and most other people Wisdom races have a tradition of mothers being responsible for raising offspring, but unfortunately our eyes are different."

"Even if the cub that is retained will not receive any meditation, it is nothing more than to leave it aside and let it fend for itself."

"When a mother is a mother, she occasionally remembers that she still has such a daughter. When she is in a good mood, she will go and see if her daughter is still alive. If she is alive, she will throw some food for her to eat. If she dies, she will not worry. "

"Supreme also used this traditional way of nurturing her eldest daughter, indifferent to her only heir, and did not consider how much hidden danger he would cause to the future of Demon's Nest City if he died."

"Supreme can not care about these'trivial matters', but as her assistant, I can't care about it, so I basically take care of the child, just like her nanny."

Qiao An nodded and continued to listen to her narration.

"I have tried my best, Mitra, I have tried my best..." Saoirsa suddenly lost her composure, her body trembled violently and her eyes became hollow.

This is the first time Qiao An has seen the Prime Minister of Udinese show symptoms of insanity. Perhaps this can prove that no matter how well she pretends, she wants to change her nature, after all, she is still a pure beholder. Still can't overcome birth defects.

"I worked very hard to raise her, Mitra, you must believe me, I even imitated my human friend, trying to take care of the baby like a human mother, but it still can't work, Mitra, I'm sorry. I still messed up this thing..."

"The child died?" Qiao An asked softly.

Saoirsa nodded sadly, tears flickering in her eyes.

"That is the heir specially selected by the Supreme, the best blood among the twelve cubs she gave birth..."

Having said this, Saoirsa suddenly raised her head and glanced at Qiao An, whose weird look made Qiao An inexplicably flustered.

"At least one of the best, Mitra, it's a pity that no matter how hard I tried, or failed to take good care of her, she eventually left the world..."

"She is still so young, a little bit, irretrievably cold, stiff... just like her sisters who were buried at the bottom of the lake..."

"Mitra, can you forgive me? I really tried my best. I didn't mean to kill her, just as I didn't want to kill you, but I can't...can you forgive me?"

"Master Saoirse, it's not your fault."

Realizing that Saoirsa's words became more incoherent, and her expression almost excited, it was useless for Qiao Ann to persuade her to calm down, so she had to follow her will and reply positively.

"I forgive you, Lord Saoirsa, I don't blame you."

"Really? Do they think so too?" Saoirsa asked nervously.

"Yes, they elected me as a representative, let me tell you, everyone forgave you, really."

Joe put on a sincere expression, stuck out his eyes and stroked Saoirsa's white body, soothing her and calming down.

It’s not difficult for her to guess that when Saoirsa recalled the past, she was so emotionally stimulated that she had hallucinations and mistaken Mitra for Ishtar’s daughter. She blamed herself for not fulfilling her duty as a nanny, and for He was guilty of being ordered to drown many beholder cubs, so he asked her for forgiveness incoherently.

In this case, exposing Saoirsa's hallucinations will aggravate her mental symptoms. It is better to accompany her in acting to give her some comfort.

Sure enough, after listening to Qiao'an's comfort, Saoirsa's mood gradually calmed down and her sanity was restored.

"Sorry, Mitra, I was a little excited just now, don't take my nonsense to heart."

"You are fine, Lord Saoirsa, we must go back to take care of Your Majesty as soon as possible, lest she won't see you for a long time, and she will lose her temper again."

"That said, let's go now."

Saoirsa grinned reluctantly, stretched out an eye stalk, wrapped her arms around Qiao'an's eye stalk, and then cast a spell directly to the gate of the underground manor where she lived with Ishtar.

The four "eye golems" guarding the door had their main eyes shining blue light cones on Saoirsa and Qiao An. After verifying their identities, they immediately opened the door and invited them to enter.

Qiao Ann's revisit this time is a bit complicated.

The reason why she accepted Saoirsa's invitation to be a midwife in Ishtar was not only difficult to shirk, but also a subjective factor was that she had a strong curiosity about the fertility behavior of beholders and wanted to accumulate some relevant knowledge.

Of course, this is not to prepare for one's future birth, but to reserve first-hand information for writing a paper on the ecology of beholders.

Following Saoirsa into Ishtar's palace and descending vertically to the bottom of the well, Joan saw her Majesty the Queen of Udinese floating on the velvet blanket at a glance, staring blankly at the crystal ball placed on the opposite table.

Saoirsa turned her head and winked, and signaled Joe An to lightly move, so as not to disturb the Beholder Queen, who became more and more nervous after entering the due date.

"Your Majesty, I am back and I brought Mitra as an assistant. In the next two days, we will always be by your side and serve you to give birth to your second cub."

There was nothing in the crystal ball, but Ishtar seemed to have seen a breathtaking spectacle. He was reluctant to withdraw his main eye's gaze, only divided one eye stalk, and glanced at Qiao An with a cold look.

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