Marvel: I Have Severe Mental Disorder

"Happy Valley, sooner or later this place will become a huge paradise, I want everyone to become crazy like me..."

"The worst thing about being mentally ill is that everyone hopes you're okay..."

"Actually, everyone in this world is a sick person. Everyone puts on a mask and plays himself as another person, a false person who is not himself at all..."

"Otherwise, you will be targeted, misunderstood, and insulted... This is simply putting people in shackles and domesticating them into dogs without independent will..."

"Tsk tsk tsk... What an absurd thing is this? What a sad thing is this? Hahaha... This is really ridiculous!"

"I wonder what everyone will think of me when the paradise is built?"

"Is it a lunatic? Is it a wise man? Is it a demon? Is it a god? What is it? In fact, it doesn't matter. I just want everyone to live truly and reveal the hidden truth..."

Jerome stood up slowly. He stared at the dark night and said some very philosophical words.

He inherited his father's ambitions.

He was never a crazy clown, but a different kind of clown.

He's not so much a clown who brings fear as a mutant sense of innovation.

Jerome walked briskly into the warehouse.

He looked at the boy at the bottom of the pond who was hunched over like a baby, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and said softly, "Jerome, wake up quickly..."

"Brother, are you still waiting to make a scene in New York with you?"

"Without you by my side, I seem a little lonely..."

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Three o'clock in the morning.

Queens, New York.

Ingram Street.

Inside the villa.

Zhou Ran was lying soundly asleep on the big bed in the master bedroom.

After returning from the hospital, he began to fall asleep and has not woken up until now.

Calculated, he has probably slept for a full fifteen hours.

His sleeping posture was extremely peaceful, and there was a little smile on his face from time to time.

Although I don't know what kind of dream he had, there is no doubt that he is relaxed and happy now.

This is a long-lost sleeping experience.

Zhou Ran has not experienced such high-quality sleep for a long time.

He slept soundly.

But at this moment, his spiritual world has become a mess.

In the dark spiritual world.

Xiao Zizai, who had always been calm, suddenly frowned. His whole body trembled, his eyes glowed scarlet, and he looked like he was facing an enemy.

"Huh..." Xiao Zizai took a deep breath, turned his head to look at the clown, and asked in a low voice: "joker, what happened here? Why can't I suddenly feel Zhou Ran?"

"He seems to have disappeared. I am in a strange state now. I can't suppress my heart. I am very hungry. I have never been so hungry... I really want to eat, eat more food..."

Hannibal also nodded, and said with a pale face, "Yes, what happened? I feel the same way. I'm very hungry. I've never been so hungry."

"Really, if I don't eat anymore, I will probably die soon..."

Hannibal could no longer care about losing his temper with the clown. In the face of life and death, he chose to forgive the clown for belittling and insulting him.

At this moment, he is really extremely weak.

After hearing this, the clown grinned, showing a slight smile, and said slowly: "Hey, hey, brothers, don't panic, don't be afraid, Jake is in very good condition now, nothing happened."

"It's just that he's been too tired recently. If he wants to sleep well, he needs to take a good rest."

"Oh, I think you've all heard a story about Odin's sleep in Norse mythology. What's happening right now can be called Jake's sleep."

"After this sleep, his strength will become even stronger."

The clown paused, and continued: "As for why you are feeling so uncomfortable, weak, and weird...the reason is also very simple."

"In this world, every living person is chasing something, whether they are in a high position or at the bottom, there will be a moment to chase that thing..."

"The name of that thing is the meaning of living. All living people have explored what the meaning of living is?"

"However, most people still haven't figured out this matter. They have lived their entire lives in mud and lakes, until the moment of death, looking back on their life, it seems that they have only realized a little bit of truth."

"But we are different from them. We are born knowing the meaning we carry, and we are born knowing why we live?"

"So, when Jake disappears, we, who are weak, will instinctively want to expand the meaning and mission we carry and carry... It seems that only in this way can we continue to live, instead of disappearing with Jake."

"Xiao, Hannibal, it's normal for you to have this situation, it's because you want to survive..."

After Xiao Zizai listened, he nodded and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

He pushed his glasses and said in a low voice: "Joker, I understand what you mean. Survival is the greatest instinct of living beings, and only by knowing the meaning of our existence can we survive."

"So, after Zhou Ran fell into a deep sleep, I frantically wanted to find prey and then eat, because only the me when I was eating is the real me..."

"I didn't expect that I, who have been practicing Buddhism intensively, still haven't achieved the essential detachment of my soul, and I still fear death. It's a bit sad to think about it."

"If this continues, I will probably be farther and farther away from the road to becoming a Buddha."

Hannibal frowned, looked at the clown, and asked in a low voice, "joker, why did he choose to sleep at this time?"

"It's just a fatigue, and I fell into a deep sleep. This is something we have never experienced. What is hidden in it?"

"Joker, I think we need to work together a little bit at this time... Tell us everything you know!"

"Although we have different aspirations and desires, we are one and are inseparable... You shouldn't hide it from us."

Hannibal watched the clown, knowing that the clown must know something secret.

This is his intuition, and his intuition has always been accurate, and he has never missed it.

The clown smiled and said, "You two still remember what I said before?"

"The chaotic home court is about to begin..."

"And now is the time to start... what is chaos?"

"Sometimes light, sometimes darkness is chaos!"

"And when will there be light and darkness?"

"The answer is simple. When Jake fell asleep, light and darkness were no longer under control, and the moment of chaos began..."

"At this moment, it is the time for chaos to perform..."

A smile appeared on the corner of the clown's mouth, looking very happy.

"Joker, you mean to say..." Hannibal's eyes widened with shock on his face, he didn't finish his sentence, he only finished half of it.

Because it's too scary to say it all.

Xiao Zizai raised his eyebrows, and completed what Hannibal hadn't finished: "In other words, this body will be governed by chaos in the next period of time."

"And the clown is the only existence in the current chaotic camp, so the clown will be in charge of this body next."

The clown snapped his fingers and said with a smile, "bingo, Xiao, you got the answer right, but you only got half of the answer right, and the other half was not right."

"I'm not the only one in the chaotic camp, there's also the great Mr. monkey, and monkey and I will be in charge of the body next."

"monkey?" Hannibal blinked his eyes, looked at the dark stone in the spiritual world, and asked very puzzled: "joker, but the little monkey hasn't been born yet, it's still in the stone, and it How should I control my body?"

"Although it's still inside the stone, it doesn't mean it's unconscious..." The clown smiled and explained, "It can also think. It looks like a stone, but it's still a monkey..."

Xiao Zizai laughed and said, "From this point of view, it can be explained that the Great Sage occupies the body."

"After all, the stone monkey is also a monkey. I am looking forward to what kind of story will happen to this world when it controls the body?"

"I think that will be very interesting. After all, it is the supreme existence in the chaotic camp." The clown straightened his hair, and his movements were very elegant.

He smiled and said, "However, before that, I took over this body."

"I'm going to do something fun."

"joker, I'm curious what fun things you will do?" Hannibal walked slowly to the side of the clown, blinked his eyes, and said, "Can you release me from here? I can make a scene with you All of New York, I'll make you feel happy..."

Hear what Hannibal said.

The clown shook his head and said, "I'm sorry, Hannibal, you should stay here for now... The chaotic arena may be very bloody, but it won't go to the point of madness."

"It would be too bad if I let you out. I don't know what kind of things you will cause... You'd better wait!"

"But, I'm really hungry! If I hadn't been carrying the hunger, this body would have collapsed long ago..." Hannibal's eyes were fierce, and he gritted his teeth fiercely: "If it wasn't for me, the clown Sir, where do you have any chance to awaken the Dionysian factor?"

"If it weren't for me, how would you all have the opportunity to show your strength. I have carried everything for you... Every time you use strength, you consume my strength!"

After Xiao Zizai heard this, he reached out and patted Hannibal's shoulder, and said with a smile, "Mr. Hannibal, don't be so angry. I believe it is fair here, and you will go out one day."

"You will definitely have a day when you eat wantonly, and the later that day appears, the better and safer it is for you, isn't it?"

"You don't want to go out right now, you'll be obliterated by Zhou Ran's subconscious after a big gluttonous meal!"

"In addition, I have already thought about ways to relieve your hunger..."

Hearing Xiao Zizao's comfort, Hannibal's mood improved.

He knew that this seemingly ferocious Buddhist had a gentle and kind heart.

Although his methods are cruel and his personality is bad, he is an extremely crazy murderer.

But it cannot be denied that this Mr. Murderer has a very kind heart.

He raised his eyebrows and asked, "What method? If the method doesn't satisfy me, I will be unhappy... If I am unhappy, I don't know what will happen here?"

"After all, the main character is now asleep, and you may not be able to suppress me..."

"Namo Amitabha..." Xiao Zizai clasped his hands together and said slowly, "Hannibal benefactor, I want to follow the example of the Buddha who cut his meat to feed the eagle. If you are hungry during this period, you can eat my meat."

"In this way, my Dharma can be profound, and your hunger can be relieved."

"How about this method?"

Hannibal couldn't help licking his lips when he heard that, his eyes were full of greed.

Drooling from his mouth, he laughed loudly: "Hahaha... I am very satisfied with this matter..."

"Xiao, do you know? I've wanted to taste what you really taste like a long time ago, but I've always been afraid of your force..."

"Now, I finally got what I wanted."

"Xiao, you are really a kind person. Sure enough, Jake did not misunderstand you, and made you his kindness."

"Using your Buddhist words, how would you describe it?"

Hannibal blinked, and said very happily: "I remembered, what you have done is simply boundless merit."

"Xiao, you will definitely become a Buddha."

"Namo Amitabha..." Xiao Zizai smiled after hearing this, and said slowly, "Mr. Hannibal, thank you for your praise, but I haven't reached the realm of becoming a Buddha yet."

"I just hope that through some small things, I will not fall into the endless hell."

"My upholding the virtues, practicing the precepts, and meditating in meditation are all to prevent myself from becoming a devil... The reason why I am kind is that I know what is evil better than anyone else!"

"I was born to kill, and I have been infinitely close to evil... It is those evils that have created my goodness today."

"Hohohoho... It seems that everyone here is the most correct..." The clown stretched his waist and said with a smile: "The chat is over, I should go out and have a good look around."

"My dear brothers, I declare that the chaotic home court has just begun..."

"Tsk tsk tsk... Jake, I will prepare a grand gift for you, you will definitely like it... When you wake up, you will be extremely happy, and then praise me loudly."

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Dingdong!

Dingdong!

Dingdong!

Dingdong!

The bell rang four times.

It was four o'clock in the morning.

Zhou Ran sat up from the bed and suddenly opened his eyes.

It was a pair of eyes full of chaos and madness.

He twisted his neck, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and said, "Cheer! Let's jump for joy!"

"The great joker has officially descended into this world at this moment!"