Marvel Sun God

He never thought about giving up, never thought about this issue.Even if the terrible disaster has come, even if the world has gradually become chaotic, and the people around him have become more like beasts rather than a person, he still has never had such an idea.That is all in his life, even if it is to abandon everything, it is absolutely impossible for him to abandon it.

However, this is not something that can be done with determination.The gap between the spiritual world and the real world is doomed, and there is a huge gap between the two.Although he once felt that he was spiritually rich and almost owned the entire world, in this cruel real world, he still had no way to change everything he was facing.

This is a very sad thing, so sad that it is almost hopeless.But Christian did not despair, he had already despaired, so at this time, he did not intend to continue despairing.

He is working hard, working in vain.Collect food on the ruins and find water in the wilderness.Exhausting all his abilities, he is trying to protect those weak lives.It's just a pity that the effect he can show by doing this is very weak.The disputes that human beings have for survival almost inevitably spread to him, and when he is in such disputes, his meager power makes him unable to protect his income at all.

How many times has he been beaten all over his body for a piece of food.How many times has he been bullied for a bottle of clean water so that he has no strength to stand.The huge contribution made him often only get a very meager return, and such a return is not to say that it is to feed so many children, even if he continues to struggle, it will be difficult.

One month, just one month after the nuclear explosion, he had already lost a child.The kind of tremendous pain he had experienced before, made his whole person's heart on the verge of collapse.He is going crazy, or he is already crazy.Because when he hugged the corpse of the child and buried him in the soil bit by bit, he had already begun to swear in his heart that even if he exhausted what he had, even if he gave everything he had, he would never let him. This tragedy repeats itself again.

This was his decision, something he would never want to see again when he bet on his soul and life.And it was exactly this time that a special opportunity was sent to him.

A special group of people came to the town where he was located. They declared that they had a way to help everyone through the current difficulties and help them gain the ability to survive on this land.They don't need to pay anything, they just need to make a choice.A difficult choice is also the only choice.

They only need to choose whether to accept their actions or not.If they don't accept it, they will still be what they are now, struggling painfully under the threat of death, struggling to survive on this land.And if they accept, they can get rid of this kind of pain, get rid of the destiny that may die at any time.Of course, this requires a little price, a little uncertain and dangerous price.

If they succeed, they will transform into another form, but in essence they can retain human qualities.And if they fail, they can only become monsters completely, until even the human essence is gradually lost.The odds are uncertain, because everyone's physical fitness is different.Strong people have a higher chance of success, and weak people have a lower chance.This is common sense, but it is not absolute.

Faced with such a special choice, most people almost chose to accept it in order to survive.And naturally, Christians are no exception.He accepted this transformation like those people, but he didn't let his children accept it.Because his wisdom told him, it may lead to an irreparable disaster.As the father of those children, he couldn't let this happen to them anyway.So he chose to sacrifice himself, he only let himself accept all this.

For the first time, the result was amazing.Although his body is not considered strong, he persisted through the test and became one of less than half of the successful people.However, this does not change his experience.Because the world has gotten worse.

Becoming a reformer does not mean that he has the ability to guard everything about him, because he is also surrounded by reformers, and he has no advantage at all when competing with these fellow reformers.And the failed wanderers everywhere in the wilderness made him full of danger when he went out to find food.

Not only did his condition not get better, it got worse.In this case, a more severe test also appeared in front of him.

Because of the effects of radiation and lack of nutrition for a long time.One of his children fell ill on the bed.High fever and dysentery reactions made him urgently in need of food and medicine.But now it is impossible for Christians to find food and medicine.

How precious food is now, that is beyond ordinary people's imagination.After the initial turmoil, almost all the food on the market was collected by organized forces.It is extremely difficult for ordinary people to obtain a filling food.It is even said that many women have begun to betray their bodies in order to fill their stomachs.And even if the food is like this, the rarer medicines naturally become more precious.

Although Christians know that the hospitals in their towns have a certain stock of medicines.But the hospital was already entrenched by some big forces.They are crowded and powerful.Ordinary people who want to get medicine from them have to be bitten by them.

It is simply impossible for people who have nothing like Christians to get life-saving medicine from them.His only end is to be thrown out by them, and even if it is more serious, he might leave his life there.

The Christian is not afraid of death, but he is afraid that after his death, the children will become helpless and can only die.That was something he couldn't accept, and he had already sworn an oath that he would never let any child leave him.Yes, he can't let that happen, so at this time, he made a very special decision.Sacrifice himself!

This sacrifice does not mean that he will sell himself to whom.In fact, a guy like him cannot sell for a price even if he wants to sell.There are not many things in India, but many people.In this land where human lives are not as good as dogs, his value is absolutely worthless.

His so-called sacrifice is a gamble.And this kind of gambling is repeatedly warned by the group of guys who claim to be human gods, and strictly prohibited.

That kind of medicine, that kind of special transformation medicine.It is a very special existence, and a normal dose is enough to make a huge change in a person.And if the dose is too large, then the human body cannot withstand the powerful effects of the drug.The teachings of the gods and gods are very clear, it will almost 100% turn you into a monster.And it is precisely because of this clear explanation that no one has thought about this thing.And now, Christian has put his idea on these drugs, because he knows that if he doesn't become a monster, then he will never be able to protect his children.

For them, he is willing to make sacrifices.And also for them, he had the consciousness to become a monster.This is his choice, his practice of his oath.And under this special reason, he turned into a monster as he wished, a special monster.

The first thousand two hundred and seventy-seven chapters are in hell and heart in heaven

What is a monster?Monsters are chaotic, irrational, and ugly existence driven only by their own narrow desires.What they have changed is not only their appearance, but also their hearts and souls, which have been completely corrupted and degraded.

They can't be called sound lives at all, because they sadly don't even have a reason for their existence.However, the monster of Christian change is different, because he is different from other monsters in this point.

Although it is the same ugly and terrible, the same irrational, and even the same bloodthirsty and cruel.However, there is always one thought in the Christian's mind, that is, he wants to protect his children.He wants to protect them to live safely in this cruel world.

This used to be such a difficult question. Christians have given the most straightforward explanation with their bruised body and the suffering they have endured.But now, this problem is no longer difficult, because the Christian has power, and this power allows him to finally do everything he promised.

He can easily obtain food, medicine and water, and he can easily protect his children so that they will no longer be harmed.This is the power he gained after turning into a monster, and he who got such power also paid an extremely heavy price.

Everything as a human being is gradually moving away from him.He is no longer able to eat human food and water like a person. For him, fresh flesh and blood has become the only food that can fill his hunger and thirst.And this is the slightest of all his changes.

Compared with this, no more pain, no more joy.Everything becomes numb, and all human emotions are replaced by wild ones.This is the more serious situation.

I don't know when he has already lost his ability to speak.I don't know when he started to feed on his own kind.The chaotic thinking replaced his former reason, and when he even began to forget his name one day, he had really become a monster completely.

A crazy monster, a bloodthirsty monster.When this kind Christian finally fell to this point.He also returned all the pain he suffered to those who had treated him this way.He began to attack his own kind, using their flesh and blood to satisfy his appetite.He began to kill, using the pain and wailing of others to satisfy his twisted animal nature.

His existence is terrible and desperate.Because of his existence, the small town where he originally lived has become a real ghost on earth.All people, all living beings, either left here because of his threats, or they were treated as food and stuffed into his insatiable intestines.

Almost no one can escape his clutches, except his children.

It is hard to imagine that such a chaotic and completely distorted deformed monster would still remember the existence of his own children.What is even more unimaginable is that he was able to restrain his distorted desires for these poor children, without hurting them from the beginning to the end.

It seems that even if he has forgotten his own existence, he has not forgotten their existence at all.It is as if their meaning is completely above his life, because even if he has lost everything as a human being, he has not lost his mission as a father.

He continues to take care of them and raise them.In the way of a monster.And such a special relationship has been maintained until the appearance of Hydra is considered to be over.

Hydra discovered the existence of this monster, and at the same time they also discovered the children who were lucky enough to survive as a human.Out of curiosity, they stretched out their claws.And this naturally caused the monster to counterattack.Monsters are powerful, and the power he gains at such a huge price is simply beyond the reach of ordinary people.So at the very first contact, Hydra did suffer some heavy losses.

However, the Hydra is a Hydra after all.Once its elite forces stepped in, even with the power of this monster, it was impossible to hold on.He was arrested, and the children he protected were naturally not immune.

Later, Hydra discovered the connection between the monster and these children during the investigation. It came from their evil scientific research and bad hobbies. They locked the monster and the children together and wanted to see Without providing any flesh and blood, this monster will do anything unusual.

They think that monsters will attack these children when they are extremely hungry, just like some wild beasts will treat their flesh and blood as food when they are most hungry.However, this monster did not do what they had imagined.The belief engraved in his soul allows him to protect these children from beginning to end, using his own life and everything.Even if the Hydra guy used various methods against him, he still insisted on this last bottom line.

It is hard to imagine how this conviction is carried through in his chaotic brain.But this is how he implemented it, and until now, he is still trying his best to protect his children.

This is an admirable spirit, because the light messengers have never imagined that the human beings who are worthless in their eyes can achieve such a great point.Just as a father, they have done such a miraculous thing, which makes them really have to look at this monster differently.

Maybe he is ugly, maybe he is scary.But through that ugly appearance, hideous movements.What it shows in front of all the messengers of light is a father's most tender and selfless heart.His greatness is simply not comparable to that of ordinary human beings. No matter how gloomy and desperate the world is, it is impossible to conceal the light radiating from his heart.

This is a great father.However, he is also a sad father.Because he made such a huge sacrifice, it is impossible for anyone to understand him.No one knows his story, not even his children.Although he completely turned into a monster, he still barely retained a part of the appearance of a human being, but that appearance was already different from the father in the memory of these children.

For these children, he is just a monster.Knowing the changes in this world, in their hearts, their father is probably already dead.Maybe he died in a corner of this cruel world, maybe he died in the hands of this monster.Therefore, their emotions towards this monster are very complicated.

There is hatred, hatred, and gratitude.But the only thing that is missing is the kind of love for the father.Their love had already been given to that Christian, so in any case, this monster could not get everything that originally belonged to him.

If he could think suddenly at this time, he might be lucky.Fortunately, I have become a muddle-headed monster, and I don't have to accept this sad reality.Fortunately, the best part of myself has been kept in the hearts of these children, and it has become their eternal memory.

He might not want to be recognized by these children as he is now, because he certainly wouldn't want these children to bear the infamy of a monster child.But is this really fair to him?

The Messenger of Light didn't think so. He thought that such a great father and such a noble soul should not be so buried.So he almost immediately wanted to tell the story he saw, and he almost immediately wanted to tell the children the truth.

He doesn't care what ordinary people think of this noble monster father. He only hopes that these children will know that a great man once made such a sacrifice for them.

Yes, he wants to do it.But in the end, he didn't do it either.Because just when he was going to do this, the monster seemed to feel his heart and screamed at him.

Obviously, it has become a monster that has lost its reason, and it is obviously impossible to have any human emotions.But he just screamed at the light messenger at this moment.Ordinary people may not feel that kind of thorough grief and despair, but the light messenger can feel it.He could see the turbid tears streaming down from this monster, and he could understand the pleading inside this monster now.

He didn't want to let his children know that their great father had become a monster. He didn't want to see the disappointed expressions of those children who knew his true identity.They belonged to him. He would rather not have the ashes of his own death left, and never want a little bit of unhappiness in their lives.

He wants them to be well.As long as they can do it well, he is really satisfied.

Everything else is not important to him, and how he becomes himself is not important to him.Only those children, and only those children.

Perhaps the remaining soul was at work, and his chaotic mind almost kept repeating such thoughts.Faced with this monster's statement, the Light Messenger finally sighed and stopped his actions.

He couldn't violate the wishes of a great father, and I'm afraid the only thing he can do for him is to give him a little special tolerance.

Maybe he once made killings, maybe he got lost.But anyway, his soul is shining, as dazzling as the sun and stars.As the apostle of King Ming, he is willing to accept such a life into the land protected by his master.This is his authority, as well as his pity and compensation for the great father.