Master Lu, Marry Me Or Not

No one knows how Lin ran came back to her so-called new home. She forced herself to press the elevator and went into the elevator to see the rising number.

"Ding..." With a clear sound, the elevator door opened. Lin ran casually wiped the tears on her face and stumbled to her door. She took out the key from the envelope she had been holding. She tried several times in the keyhole to open the door. Because her hands were shaking, she tried her best to control it, but in vain. Fortunately, the door opened.

Lin ran enters the door, turns around and closes the door. This action seems to have exhausted all of Lin Ran's strength. She is like a broken line puppet. She slides down against the door lifelessly and sits on the cold floor.

In fact, the tears in his eyes have never stopped, and have been pouring out. Lin ran just now would scruple to wipe it outside. Now he completely let it slide down his cheek. It's more numb than lifeless. His heart is numb.

Lin ran doesn't know how to describe his feelings now. In books, he often describes heartache as tearing heart and splitting lung. But until today, Lin Ran has completely understood that heartache is not tearing heart and splitting lung at all. Instead, he takes a very slow knife to cut your heart. One knife after another, it's so slowly sharpened that you can't suppress the pain, and you can't escape it. You can only suffer in silence.

It's getting dark. Now, it's time for people to go out of work to have fun. The light coming in from the window declares that the city is as prosperous as ever. At the same time, Lin ran should prepare dinner carefully in the kitchen and wait for Lu Hansheng to come back from work.

In fact, after being together with Lu Hansheng, he didn't want to make Lin ran work as hard as before, so he proposed to let his servants do the housework, but Lin ran was afraid that what they did didn't suit Lu Hansheng's taste. She clearly knew what dishes and tastes Lu Hansheng liked to eat, and she felt that every time she saw Lu Hansheng eating her own food, she had a good appetite Taste is particularly satisfied, it is a very happy feeling.

Originally, she thought that the goddess of luck would come, let her meet Lu Hansheng, let her also accept the sweet love, let happiness always around her, but the reality eventually woke her up. Lin ran only thought that he was very funny, and even simply believed that he would have love. It was the same with Chen Hao before, and now it is the same with Lu Hansheng

She thinks that Lu Hansheng is different from Chen Hao, but why is it more painful now than when she broke up with Chen Hao before? If it didn't happen, Lu Hansheng should have come home now and will turn on the light, because he knows Lin Ran is afraid of the dark.

Seeing Lin ran sitting on the ground, he would hold her up and gently put her on the sofa, and would keep telling her, just like coaxing a child, "don't sit on the ground in the future. It's so cold. I'll be distressed when you are sick. Be good and obedient."

Lin ran also said, "don't get used to me like this any more. I feel that you treat me like Xiao Bao every day."

"No, you are my big baby. I'm not used to who you are used to." Lu Hansheng said sincerely in Lin Ran's ear with his unique low voice.

Lin ran blushed, buried his face in Lu Hansheng's broad shoulder, and continued to say in a low voice, "then you are so used to me that I can't leave you."

"Is to let you can not leave me, however, I will not let you leave my side, I will hold the best things in the world in front of you."

At the beginning, these love words seemed to have become a knife. Once again, they stabbed Lin Ran's heart. Lu Hansheng, you said you would never let me leave you, but now it's you who push me away.

Lin ran tried his best to control himself from thinking, but Lu Hansheng's familiar and cold voice kept ringing in her ear: "this matter has nothing to do with me." And his heartless and strange eyes, which haunted Lin Ran's mind all the time, made her helpless to the extreme, and she didn't even know how to comfort herself.

Lu Hansheng, you are so used to me that I can only love you now, but you tell me that I have nothing to do with you, I don't need to love you any more Can you tell me, how can I not love you? How can I forget you as well as you forget me.

No matter how she dresses up, Cinderella can't dress up as snow white. She can stand beside the prince face to face, because she will return to the prototype one day. At midnight, when the bell rings, pumpkin carriage, crystal shoes, gorgeous skirt Everything will disappear.

Lin ran sneers subconsciously. She laughs at her own stupidity, a fact that children all know, but she is not willing to accept it. She even greedily hopes that she can really live happily with the prince like Cinderella in fairy tales.

Lin ran felt chilly. Subconsciously, she curled herself up. In this huge space, she was extremely small. She was holding the envelope with the key tightly in her hand. At that time, Lu Hua's driver handed the envelope to her without expression, and then said.

"Well, Miss Lin, you're home. We, Mr. Lu, know that you don't have a place to live or any source of income. This is the key to your new home. Mr. Lu also specially told us that we don't want you to get involved with the Lu family any more. Well, I hope you have a good stay."Well, the key, the so-called home, cuts off all the links between himself and Lu Hansheng. In fact, Lin ran also wants to tear the check and return the key to him, saying, "please go back and convey it to me. Thank you for Lu Dong's kindness, but I don't need the alms of the Lu family. I can take care of myself."

Then he pushed the door open and left without looking back.

But Lin ran didn't. at that time, she didn't have the strength to tear the check. What Lu Hua said poked Lin Ran's heart. Indeed, without Lu Hansheng's protection, she had no source of income, and even no place to rest. She didn't know what drove her to reach for the cold envelope.

After all, she gave in. In order to make a living, she had to depend on others and accept others' alms. Lin ran scolded herself countless times in her heart. How could she be so incompetent that she didn't even have the ability to take care of herself.

Lin ran just felt confused. He didn't know whether he was crying or thinking about something. The mobile phone in his bag had been buzzing since he got home. Lin ran turned a deaf ear to it, but it kept ringing again. Lin ran was afraid of something urgent. He wiped a handful of tears, cleared his throat, didn't even look at the screen of his mobile phone, and pressed the answer button directly according to his memory.