Master of the city

"What did you say? What do you want to bring to you? Ma'am, wait a minute. Don't say it. It doesn't matter if you don't remember. Look at this. Is it this person? "

This time I heard about my grandfather, Zhang Fan was not so anxious as last time. After all, it was a few years ago. Even if there was news, it was a few years ago. It didn't help him to find his grandfather, but what he didn't expect was that the old lady of the Jiang family said that Zhang Banxian had left a message for her noble man.

Zhang Fan almost takes out his wallet from his pocket in a hurry. In his wallet, there is always a picture with his grandfather. Every time he thinks about his grandfather, he will take it out and have a look. Today is a useful day.

"Look, auntie. Is that Zhang Banxian you're talking about the old man in the picture?"

Zhang Fan felt his hands shaking when he handed the wallet to the old lady.

The old lady took Zhang Fan's wallet and looked at the photo carefully. The light in her eyes gradually brightened up.

"It's him. It's Zhang Banxian. He told me that he would be supported by a noble man. Help me through this. Master Zhang, do you know Zhang Banxian? Oh, you are all surnamed Zhang. Is Zhang Banxian yours... "

"Well, the man in the picture is my grandfather. Aunt, do you think my grandfather has something to say for me? What is it? "

Zhang Fan felt his heart beat faster than ever before. My grandfather has been missing for so long, but I haven't heard from him. Now I know he left a message for me. That kind of excited feeling is really hard to describe in words. As for why grandfather is sure that the news can reach his ears, Zhang Fan has no doubt.

I just learned the secret record of Lord Yang for a little time, and I have achieved what I am now. My grandfather has learned it all his life. It seems no big deal that he can figure out that he can meet this old lady and become her destined noble.

It's just At the same time, Zhang Fan has a doubt in his heart.

He has seen other people's doom and fortune, most of which can be changed artificially. Of course, it's also possible that we think it's our artificial change - the arrangement in the dark, maybe let us help those people to change their fate.

But what about grandfather's divination? After several years, I figured out that I and this old lady Jiang were destined to meet each other. What are the things I have experienced? Is God has arranged, just need to play according to the basic?

So what's the meaning of diligence and hard work? Since these are all destined to be good, what's the difference between diligence and laziness? In the end, isn't it a piece in heaven's hand?

At that moment, Zhang Fan felt that his brain had completely become a paste, and he couldn't figure out what was in it. The years of chaos were pounding his mind.

Who am I? Where am I? What am I doing?

These three questions are usually taken as a joke by us, but now they don't seem funny at all. Is he just a chess piece? So what is the meaning of survival?

Zhang Fan felt that more and more miscellaneous thoughts began to appear in his mind. For a moment, he could not even care to ask the old lady what the grandfather left behind. His body shook in bursts, and his hands hugged his head. The gushing thoughts made his brain AChE, as if it was going to crack.

Zhang Fan's endurance was excellent, but in the face of this pain, he even screamed.

"Dr. Jiang, take a look. What's the matter with Master Zhang?"

Seeing this scene, Jiang boguang shouts Jiang Qianxue, and Chang Xinrui grabs Zhang Fan's arm and asks: "Zhang Fan, Zhang Fan, what's the matter with you? Are you sick? How suddenly it's like this. "

"I I'm fine Brain, brain disorder What a mess If If our life now Yes, it was arranged by others, so What's the point of what we've done? "

Zhang Fan in pain, but also the heart to say, it seems to be asking others, like asking themselves.

"This kind of problem, for God's sake, Master Zhang is not a monk. He met the demons in the novel. Otherwise, how could he think about this and think about himself like this?"

"The devil? What shall we do then? "

Chang Xinrui looks at Zhang Fan's twisted expression and doesn't know what to do.

"Meaning, what's the meaning..."

Zhang Fan's face became more and more twisted. It was obvious that the pain in his head was aggravating, and both eyes began to turn red. The old lady in the hospital bed frowned when she saw this scene. She didn't realize that she recognized the young man's grandfather, but she made the young man who saved her life look like this. If she had known this, it would be better not to tell him.

"Meaning? What's the point of living? Do you really like the person you like? "

Chang Xinrui's brain is full of cold sweat. It's said that the spiritual demons of the monks sometimes just need to be solved, but she doesn't know how to solve Zhang Fan. Finally, she only says this.Chang Xinrui's words shocked Zhang Fan's body.

Do you really like the person you like?

This question seems very simple, and it doesn't even seem like it should be said to people like him. But Zhang Fan asks himself, do you really like Li Mengmei and Bai Shuying?

Yes, yes, I really like it!

When he was most helpless or even desperate, Li Mengmei stretched out her hand to him, which was a kind of redemption. From then on, Li Mengmei's shadow was left in his heart. After entering Jinxiu, Zhang Fan often silently fantasizes what it will be like when he and Li Mengmei are together. It's just because he is poor and has no ability, he doesn't dare to show it at all.

Having been with LV Rong for such a long time, he didn't even touch LV Rong. Just because he was too simple, did LV Rong deliberately shirk responsibility? No, it's not. It's because there is a shadow hidden in his heart, that is Li Mengmei.

As for Bai Shuying. At first he didn't like Bai Shuying. When I get along with her, I don't want to get along with Liu Rushi. Later, when he was most lost, Bai Shuying came into his life and gave him his body. He began to accept this woman slowly.

Bai Shuying is different from Li Mengmei. She is just like a bird depending on others. She has no temper, no edges and corners, and can tolerate everything of Zhang Fan. No matter what he does, she will gently lean on him, tolerate him and forgive him. Now the family can be harmonious like this, isn't it because of Bai Shuying's softness and tolerance?

I like it.

Zhang Fan touched his heart and said that he really liked the two women.

Well, what if it's all arranged by God?

Hehe, right. Even if it's arranged, how about it? They are very happy when they are together. Is that not enough?

What is Tao?

Is it not enough to follow the natural way, follow the trend and live in the present?

At that moment, Zhang Fan felt that his thoughts were accessible. The astronomical question marks in his mind were swept away in the blink of an eye, and his mind was clear. What's more, Zhang Fan feels that the flow speed of Qi in his body has been slowly increasing by several percent. Is this the legendary enlightenment? Once figured out, even if there is no special exaggeration of the cultivation, strength can also be in the blink of an eye advanced enlightenment?

"Zhang Fan, Zhang Fan, are you ok?"

Seeing that Zhang Fan's face gradually regained calm, and even a little joy on his face, Chang Xinrui's heart finally fell back to his stomach. This old classmate is so nagging that people feel worried when they look at him.

"Well, it's OK, thank you. Some things, as long as you figure them out, nothing will happen."

Zhang Fan spits out a long breath of turbid air. The situation just now is really dangerous. If you can get through the demons, you have to thank Chang Xinrui. Without her words, Zhang Fan's thinking is likely to fall into a dead circle, and finally let the demons drive him crazy.

Jiang Qianxue, who was yelled by Jiang boguang, looks at Zhang Fan as if he is looking at a psycho. The goods perform there. Why do you want to shout yourself over? It's a waste of time.

"I'm sorry, ma'am. I just lost my mind. Where were we? What message did my grandfather leave me? "

After finishing his thoughts, Zhang Fan asked the old lady on the bed again.

"Distracted? I said, young man, it's really frightening that you are wandering

The old lady teased Zhang Fan, then continued: "in fact, the old man didn't say too much, just a word. Come on, when you have a chance, take it easy. "

Come on, you got a chance?

All the people in the room were listening to it for no reason. It was endless. Let's just say it. I didn't even say where I was going. There was still a chance. Could it be said that Zhang Fan had just encountered a demon?

"Auntie, just 15 words? Are you sure there's nothing else to say? "

Zhang Fan had no idea that the words left by his grandfather were so inexplicable.

"Oh, no, No. Although I don't remember the old man's appearance, I remember this sentence very clearly, as if it was printed in my mind. Oh, yes. At that time, I also asked Zhang Banxian where he wanted my noble man to go. As a result, Zhang Banxian said, "I don't need to say it clearly. The obedient man knows."