Mature Man's Sweet Love

Neither of the two people in the mirror said a word.

Zeng Quan looked at her and at himself.

Once, when they were young, they played together like this. At that time, no one thought what would happen in the future. However, when they really became husband and wife, they were so indifferent, so indifferent, even the friendship of the past could not be found.

Her long hair, slightly curly, hung on her chest. Zeng Quan looked at her and couldn't help laughing.

Fang Xiyou's heart is like the waves in the sea. Her seemingly calm face actually covers up her heart that can't be calm at all.

What happened tonight, how suddenly -

"OK?" After a while, he asked.

When she came back, she turned off the hair dryer and said, "I'll come out after finishing. You go to change clothes first. 1

Zeng Quan got up, watched her clean up the hair dryer, took out the comb and combed her hair. After standing for a while, she said," I'll give you a try. "

She was completely stunned.

Without saying a word, he pressed her shoulder and let her sit on the stool. He took the comb from her wooden face and combed it carefully.

She has been taking care of her hair all the time. In fact, she is taking care of her whole body. She usually has nothing to do, so that although she is over 30 years old, her physical fitness seems to be several years younger than her actual age. The skin that can be broken by blowing is clearer than those 20-year-old girls in his city government. It's different, of course, when it costs money.

Fang Xiyou has always been willing to invest in his image. He spends a lot of money every year to maintain his body and keep fit. And Su fan completely different, Su fan is really, in fact, is a wild girl, up to now is also.

Thinking of this, Zeng Quan couldn't help laughing silently.

Fang Xiyou thinks what's wrong with him. Did he react a little too enthusiastically just now, which made him dislike? Or --

"ah Quan?" She called him.

"Well?" He asked.

Her hair is very soft, comb down, comb will slide down the feeling.

"If you think I have any questions, can you talk to me?" She was very careful. She looked at him in the mirror and asked.

He was stunned. He didn't know why she asked.

"What's your problem? Why do you ask? " He asked.

Originally, no!

She was suddenly relieved.

"Oh, that's nothing." She squeezed out a smile.

In the mirror, he is carefully helping her to comb her long hair. Although he really has no experience, and has pulled out her hair several times, his scalp hurts a little, but in his heart, there is a kind of unspeakable joy.

At this time, it seems that they have never been so close.

She didn't expect that one day, he would help her comb her hair. Really, I didn't expect that.

Looking at the two people in the mirror, Fang Xiyou's eyes filled with tears.

She closed her eyes and remembered that when she learned about him and Su fan before she married Zeng Quan, her father warned her, remembered that she had no hesitation, and remembered the past of these years. Tears welled up uncontrollably.

Zeng Quan had been combing her hair seriously, but unexpectedly she began to cry.

Originally silent tears, into a low sob.

"What's the matter?" He put down his comb and asked, puzzled.

She, in front of him cried a few times, a lot of times, she is smiling at him, he knows her.

"Xiyou?" He called her again.

Fang Xiyou turns around and hugs his waist. Tears stick to his body. Zeng Quan is stunned.

He stood still, feeling her sticky tears in his abdomen and gently hugging her head.

She cried out, in the bathroom, for a long time, only her cry.

"Ah Quan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, ah Quan, I'm sorry --" she murmured.

Zeng Quan released her and squatted in front of her, looking at her tearful face.

"I'm sorry, ah Quan, I'm sorry," Fang Xiyou did not expect that he would one day --

Zeng Quan took out a piece of paper and gently wiped her tears, just like the night when she ran to his house.

He was so patient, so -

Fang Xiyou held his hand and stuck it on his face for a long time.

Tears came out of her eyes and her lips trembled.

"Well, can we go inside and say it?" He asked.

She didn't answer. Zeng Quan took out his hand and picked her up.

This is the first time, the first time after marriage, he hugged her like this. At the wedding ceremony, he hugged her like this. Today, it's the second time.

She closed her eyes and the tears continued.

Fang Xiyou didn't think that he would shed so many tears and cry like this in front of him, as if his long-term persistence had all collapsed.Zeng Quan sat beside the bed with her in his arms and put on a nightgown for himself. He came over with a tissue box and gave her a piece of paper.

Fang Xiyou looked at him.

In fact, he is not not gentle, he is not changed, is her, her heart has changed, is she changed!

"Ah Quan, I'm sorry, these years, I'm sorry for you, really, I'm sorry!" She murmured.

"Don't say that, it's nothing --" he said.

Fang Xiyou shook his head and said: "at the beginning, at the beginning, I shouldn't have forced you to get married. I know, I know you, you agreed to marry me for the sake of Gayne. I know you like her, but I pretended to know nothing. Looking at Dad, they forced you to come back, forced you to marry me, forced you --"

Zeng Quan's nose Inside, a stream of liquid gushed out.

"Sorry, ah Quan, it's all my fault. Everything is my fault! It's all my fault She held Zeng Quan's hand, tears from her eyes flow to his hand, has been flowing to two people's hearts.

Zeng Quan's eyes are a little blurred.

At the beginning, at the beginning -

"for so many years, I know you can't forget her, even after she comes back -" she still said, "I'm sorry, ah Quan. Every time I see you talking to her and watching you smile at her, I'm really, really jealous and angry. I'm really jealous of her. I shouldn't do that. I know, my heart is very sad I'm very sad to see you talking and laughing with her. It hurts to see you guarding her in the hospital, but -- "

Fang Xiyou can't cry.

Before, the two of them had a big quarrel about Sufan. Later, none of them talked about the quarrel again. However, the knot left in their hearts by that matter never disappeared.

She knows everything. Fang Xiyou knows everything. Is there anything she doesn't know in the world?

He knows her, even better than herself. After more than 30 years of getting along with her, what is in her mind, doesn't he know? He knew the meaning of her every expression, even her expressionless face, and every word she said. However, he did not expect that she would be like this tonight, that she would be charming under him, that she would cry in front of him, and that she would say these things to him.

He grinned bitterly. What is that?

"Sorry, ah Quan, all the time, all the time, I just think about how hard I am and how hard I am. But, I forget, forget you, you are the most bitter one, forget the pain in your heart, forget what you can't say, what you can't say -" her tears kept flowing.

Zeng Quan closed his eyes.

"Ah Quan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry --" she was already sobbing.

For so many years, it seems that for so many years, after so many years of marriage, or more than 30 years of knowing each other, Fang Xiyou expressed his feelings in this way for the first time, and this one by one I'm sorry, in Zeng Quan's heart -

how should he deal with it?

Tonight, is he out of control? A bed thing leads to such a change? Is it Fang Xiyou's problem, or his problem for so many years, is he wrong, or is she wrong?

She knew that he would marry her for the sake of Su fan, but she could always pretend that she didn't know. She could always be his wife and her perfect Fang Xiyou.

Today -

Fang Xiyou can't speak any more. She just holds Zeng Quan's hand and cries.

"I'm sorry!" He gave a long sigh.

Fang Xiyou looked up at him with tears in her eyes. She saw his bitter smile.

"You tell me you're sorry, but why? I'm sorry for you, too! " Zeng Quan said, turning to look at her.

The tears in Fang Xiyou's eyes suddenly stopped.

Zeng Quan turned his head and looked ahead, as if he was looking far away.

"I don't know why I like her. I don't know why. In those days in Cloud City, I was alone. In fact, I didn't care about being alone. I also like to stay in a strange place for a long time, as if I could leave the world. I like that feeling. I got to know her when I went to the foreign affairs office, but we never talked. She always smiles to everyone, but her smile is different from yours, and she has different feelings. " Zeng Quan fell into memory.

This is the first time he and his wife talked about Sufan head-on, the first time.

The days over there are very boring. Occasionally, governor Yao Xilin will invite him to dinner or something, but he doesn't go every time. He knows the propriety, and he knows what Yao Xilin is for. Sometimes Qin Chunming would invite him. After all, Qin Chunming and his stepmother Luo Wenyin are relatives. They invited him in this name.

Even so, he was alone.

He is not afraid of loneliness, and even enjoys such loneliness, enjoying the life that no one knows who he is. However, after a long time, it's still boring. He doesn't like boring.Therefore, the Luhua town flood, foreign affairs office to send people down to relief, he took the initiative to go, but did not expect and Sufan is a group. Even in the car, on the way to Luhua Town, he didn't look her in the eye.