Mature Man's Sweet Love

"Don't be silly. I'll tell you whether you do it or not now. You've lost your reputation and been scolded. If you don't do it to the end, you've been working for nothing for so many years." Jiangjin Road.

Qin Yifei was silent for a long time.

Is what is happening now really what he wants to see? He always wanted to see her happy smile, but now she only has tears.

He got up and went to the French window. Qin Yifei looked at the night outside.

Once upon a time, Su fan came to his company with the dinner that Aunt Jiang had made for him. Her smile in the sunset, the smile of that day, he could never forget. What he always wanted to see was the smile of that day, but in the hospital, Shao Ruixue called the nanny at home and asked her to deliver the food quickly. After hanging up, Shao Ruixue sighed deeply.

Back in the ward, Shao Ruixue saw Sufan sitting on the bed with a pillow and looking out of the window. She could see nothing except the light on the distant building.

"Xiaofan --" Shao Ruixue smiles at her, walks over and says.

Su fan looks at Shao Ruixue.

Looking at the friend in front of her, how Sufan hopes that the experience of so many years is a dream! How I wish they were the same as when they were in college!

"Xiao Fan, what's the matter with you?" Shaoruixue sees Su fan's eyes drifting and asks nervously.

Su fan shook his head and said: "Xueer, I, it seems, have done a lot of wrong things!"

With that, she laughed bitterly, but her eyes were full of tears.

Shao Ruixue sat by the bed and handed her a tissue.

"Xiaofan, in fact, I don't know what to say. I don't know whether I should envy you or pity you." Shao Ruixue looked at her and said.

Su fan looked at her and said, "what can I admire? I -"

"there are so many people like you. Uncle Huo and President Qin are so excellent. Oh, yes, there is Zheng Han." Shao Ruixue said with a smile.

Referring to Zheng Han, Su fan couldn't help laughing and said, "it's 800 years ago. Do you still mention it?"

Shao Ruixue also smile, after a while, just say: "Xiaofan, how do you and uncle Huo do?"

Su fan shook his head and said, "I don't know what to do, I don't know -"

"I have to find a way to solve it if I don't know." Shao Ruixue interrupts her. Su fan looks at Shao Ruixue.

"Xiaofan, now you are not a child. You have two children. Your husband is a governor, and he is a very young governor. Your marriage is not the marriage of ordinary people. You can't procrastinate like this, and you can't deal with it passively. You have to figure out what to do by yourself." Shao Ruixue stares at Su fan. Her tone and eyes are never serious.

"At this point, what should I do?" Su fan sighed.

"You can think about it slowly, but you can't escape just because you don't know what to do. Xiaofan, you're not a person to escape, are you? You never run away, do you forget? " Shao Ruixue holds Su fan's hand and says.

Sufan looks at her.

"If you don't deal with this in the future, how will you deal with it? Do you want them to think that their mother is a bad person who destroys other people's happiness? " Shaoruixue road.

Su fan's eyes suddenly widened.

"I'm sorry, Xiao Fan, I shouldn't say that, but we are good friends. I don't want to just say good things in front of you. I can't watch you make mistakes again and again. It's out of control." Shao Ruixue looked at her and said.

Sufan turned and looked out of the window.

"Do you think Yifei and I are both wrong?" Su fan asked.

"If it's wrong, it's meeting the right person at the wrong time," Shao Ruixue said seriously. Su fan looked at her.

"Xiaofan, even if you meet the right person at the wrong time, it's also wrong. You can't do anything except sigh. Xiaofan, are you really Mr. Qin Shaoruixue road.

Su fan opened his mouth, but didn't say it.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask you such a question, but --" said Shao Ruixue.

"Cher, why do you always say sorry to me? We shouldn't be like this, should we? " Su Fan said.

Shao Ruixue smiles and doesn't say it.

"Cher, is there something wrong with me? I -- "Su fan asked.

Shao Ruixue didn't know what to say.

After a moment of silence, Shao Ruixue said: "Xiaofan, I only ask you, do you still love uncle Huo? At the beginning, you can give up his work, give up his name, leave his family and friends, a person here to bear hardships also want to Nianqing born, also don't disturb him, so, now? Would you do that for him? "

Su fan is silent.

"I remember the time when we went to Dongping Lake, because Aunt sun came, you were afraid that Aunt sun would find out about your relationship with Uncle Huo, and you were worried about giving uncle Huo trouble. At that time, you told me that you felt that you had done something wrong and that you had interfered in his family, but that was because you loved him, right? So, I don't think you did anything wrong. You're right. You chose your love and gave uncle Huo the love he wanted. Now, "Shao Ruixue looked at Sufan and said," you're wrong, Xiaofan. You shouldn't marry uncle Huo, and you can't tangle with Mr. Qin like this. You shouldn't marry uncle Huo when you can't put Mr. Qin in your heart. "Su fan opened his mouth, but he couldn't say a word.

"Xiaofan, I shouldn't say that to you. I know it's hard for you. No matter who is in your position or who has experienced your experience, it's hard to make a choice. However, no matter how difficult it is, each of us should be responsible for our own actions and choices. Since you chose to marry uncle Huo, you had to put down Mr. Qin. No matter how hard you feel in your heart, you should put him down. Even if you can't let go, you can't have a connection with his love life. Because, he did not put you down, he has been in love with you, you said to him any word, an expression, even if it is unintentional, in his here is very important, he will attach great importance to Shao Ruixue said, pausing.

"Just like this time, I know you won't let him retire. Uncle Huo also knows you won't do that. However, Xiaofan, words are terrible. We live in the world, and we live in the public opinion of others. We believe you, but what about others? They will add these groundless guesses to you, comment on your marriage with Uncle Huo at will, say those words that embarrass uncle Huo, say those words that embarrass your parents and children. Can you accept these, Xiao Fan? " Shao Ruixue looked at her and said.

Su fan closed his eyes and tears came out of them.

Shao Ruixue looked at her and said, "Xiaofan, don't be angry when I say this, I --"

"why should I be angry? Thank you, Cher. Thank you for talking to me Su Fan said, wiping the tears from his face, and said, "in fact, over the years, my mother and Huo Shuqing have all told me about this, and they have all said that they want to keep a distance from Yifei. I did. I moved Nianqing to Los Angeles. I didn't come to Rongcheng. I didn't call Yifei. I did everything, but -- "

Shao Ruixue held Sufan's hand and looked at her tears.

"I know, I know, it's sad, isn't it?" Shao Ruixue asked.

Su fan did not speak, let tears flow out of his eyes.

"It's OK, it's OK, just cry out. It's OK. Shao Ruixue hugs Sufan, and Sufan is crying on her shoulder.

Once upon a time, when they were young girls, Shao Ruixue did not know how many times she cried on Su fan's shoulder.

Ward, for a long time, only Sufan low sobbing.

"In fact, people's feelings, it's really hard to say what's right or wrong." Shao Ruixue looks at Su fan, smiles and says, "it's mainly because the men you meet are so nice. No matter Zheng Han, uncle Huo or president Qin, who is not a male god? They're all so good. If I choose, I'm sure I want them all. "

Su fan wipes his tears and is amused by Shao Ruixue.

"Because they are so good and love you so much, that's why you are so confused." With that, Shao Ruixue sighed, "if you meet a son of a bitch like Luo Yuhui, all your life --"

Su fan looked at her and said, "you won't miss him anymore, will you?"

"Sometimes I think about it! When Jiangjin makes me angry, I will think of Luo Yuhui, and I will feel that he is not good for nothing, and there are good places. " Shao Ruixue said with a smile and said, "I'm really a bit cheap! Mingming, Mingming married such a good man as Jiangjin, he was so tolerant of me and spoiled me, but I still - "

Su fan didn't speak.

"In fact, I always think about how to hurt my ex when I'm here. It's better for me to think about how to hurt my ex when I'm here." Said, Shao Ruixue looked at Su fan, "there is no perfect person in this world, even uncle Huo, there are shortcomings, there are also bad things to do, right? For example, he is very busy at work, and may not be able to appear at your side immediately when you need him. He may not have the energy and time to listen to you. At this time, you will think, if it is Yifei, I call him, no matter what I say, he will listen carefully. Is that right? "

"It's like you know everything." Su Fan said.

Shao Ruixue laughed and said, "I guess! In fact, uncle Huo and aunt sun at that time, we all thought that they might not be able to live, but Uncle Huo seemed to be indifferent. He spent so many years with aunt sun until he met you. Xiaofan, don't let another Sufan appear in your marriage, and you don't want to become another aunt sun, OK? "

Su fan didn't answer. After a moment's silence, he said, "Xueer, I don't want to be his shadow."

Shao Ruixue looks at her.

"Many times, I don't know who I am. When I look at him and listen to others talk about him, I know that he is such an excellent person. I admire him and admire him. But he is Huo Shuqing. Who am I? He is so excellent, what am I? What should I do? Maybe, I still feel inferior. As before, I don't think I'm worthy of him. Up to now, I don't think I'm worthy of him. " Su Fan said.

"Why do you think so? I don't think I'm not worthy of Jiangjin. How can you -- "shaoruixue said.

Su fan grinned bitterly and said, "I don't know why, but every time someone says to me, 'governor Huo is so powerful, governor Huo is really young and promising, I think, he is such an excellent and powerful man, so what am I? I'm just a lucky man who met him and married him. I'm nothing. I'm just his wife. I'm just a man standing in the shadow looking up at his light. What should I do to make him say "my wife is so powerful" with pride? What can I do without standing behind him or in his light? What do I do to say "Hello, Sufan" when I'm asked a greeting, instead of "Hello, Mrs. Huo" or "Hello, Mrs. Huo". When am I who I am? Not, one of his appendages? "