Mature Man's Sweet Love

He? What is he doing here?

Is it to question her?

Fang Xiyou's heart is very uneasy.

She didn't know how to deal with the situation. She didn't know what other women did.

At this time, Fang Xiyou knew that he was really an idiot! I don't know anything.

No wonder, no wonder he didn't like her, no wonder she paid so many years for him, but still didn't get his love, sure enough, she deserved it!

But what should we do?

The knock on the door is still going on. In addition to the knock on the door, there is his voice -

"Xiyou, are you asleep?"

"No, no, I don't know how, she didn't even think about it, so she answered directly, but she blamed herself.

But there is no way, she didn't sleep, can't open the door!

It's just, what should we do now?

There is no time for her to think. Fang Xiyou really hates himself!

Go to the door, hand on the door handle, but no strength to open.

"Xiyou, can we talk about it?" His voice came through the door.

Talk about? About what? Talking about what happened just now?

Is he disappointed in her? Did he hate her and decide to divorce?

It's clear that the divorce is proposed by himself, but Fang Xiyou doesn't want him to come in and say divorce to her. What a contradictory and strange mood!

As the door opened and the crack of the door widened, Fang Xiyou looked up and saw his familiar face, his elegant face.

There was a palpitation in her heart.

"What's the matter?" She asked

she felt that her voice was very strange. It sounded like someone else's voice from distant time and space, not her own.

"Well, can I come in?" He looked down at her and asked.

She didn't speak.

He paused and said, "well, why don't we go to the next room and I'll get some wine." Then he walked away and went downstairs to get the bottle of red wine that she and Gu Xi had brought from the cellar.

Fang Xiyou's heart was very flustered. She felt that he wanted to say something important to her, but she was afraid that it was his decision to leave her.

People, it's strange that they can be abandoned, but they can't be abandoned. If she was abandoned, wouldn't it be her failure?

As he came up the stairs, she pulled down the collar of her nightgown, closed the bedroom door, and followed him to the next lounge.

Zeng Quan turned on the light and she went in.

"Come on, let's have a drink." he put the bottle on the tea table and poured some into each of the two glasses.

She sat on a sofa and brought a cup.

"Thank you." She said.

It's better to have a drink. It should be better and calmer, she thought.

"Are you ok?" She asked.

He looked at her, and she immediately regretted that she had said it. Didn't she just admit it? Doesn't that mean she just knew that he was drunk?

Really, Fang Xiyou, your brain is out of line!

Looking at her embarrassment, Su fan's words suddenly came out of Zeng Quan's mind. "When a woman is facing a man she loves deeply, she is often at a loss. If she loves too much, she will look ahead and look back and become unlike herself.".

Yes, Xiyou, she loves him. He knows, but there is something wrong with her way of expression. He can't do what he used to do.

Sufan is right, right!

I can't imagine that I would be persuaded by Su fan. It's ridiculous!

The sofa Fang Xiyou was sitting on was a princess bed. She often lay in the sun, drank red wine and read books. As a result, she habitually sat down and didn't think much about it.

And suddenly, when the position beside her sank down, she was shocked and looked at him.

He was also a little nervous, as if he had done such a thing for the first time.

Zeng Quan smiles and eases his tension.

"That -" he said.

"Well." She bowed her head.

"Well, let's have a drink first!" He said.

"Well." She still answered mechanically.

She didn't look up until his glass touched her.

"Sorry." She said.

"We, like for the first time, drink alone, don't we?" He said, "well, I mean, after marriage."

"Well, for the first time." She said, sipping the wine.

At this time, Fang Xiyou still did not think of a good plan, did not think of a perfect plan to deal with the current situation. If she did anything else, it would not take so long at all. She would have more than three sets of plans in her mind at the same time, and these three sets of plans were impeccable. It's just, tonight, what's going on? Did the brain circuit stop working?Zeng Quan was also a little nervous. He took a swig and finished everything in the cup.

She watched him pour wine for himself, trying to persuade him to drink less, but she didn't say it.

He wants to tell her something very important. Even if he hasn't talked about the point, she can feel it.

However, with the passage of time, she felt that her heart was in her throat, and she was very nervous.

"Xiyou --" he called her.

"What?" She looked up at him.

His eyes, is a mature man's appearance, but, still as her childhood memories, so let her heart.

"Can we, can we, start over?" He looked at her seriously and said.

Start over, start over?

Fang Xiyou was stunned and stared at him.

He could see the accident in her eyes, but what did he mean? What is a fresh start?

At this time, Fang Xiyou could not even think of the correct interpretation of a Chinese phrase.

His hand, gently holding her hand, her shaking hand.

It was her hand, but she felt that he had caught her trembling heart.

"Xiyou, let's start over, OK?" He repeated, his eyes searching her face for her answer.

She bowed her head and remained silent for a long time.

What should I do? What's the right thing to do?

"Follow your heart. When you don't know what to do, follow your heart, right or wrong, and choose what you want to do most." Huo Shuqing's words suddenly appeared in her mind.

That's what Huo Shuqing said when he advised her to have a good talk with Zeng Quan. That's how he advised her. Only that time, she didn't succeed.

Yes, follow your heart and do what you want to do most.

Fang Xiyou, what do you want to do now?

She took a deep breath and looked up at him.

Zeng Quan's eyes are still the calm Fang Xiyou that he is familiar with.

"Ah Quan, thank you for saying that to me." She said.

Zeng Quan a Leng, she also felt his hand under.

"Just, ah Quan --" she looked at him.

Just what?

Zeng Quan's heart was a little confused.

"Ah quan -" she called him.

"Well."

"I'm sorry, so many years, I, I don't know what's the matter with me, I don't know what to do with me," she bowed her head and Zeng Quan hugged her.

Both were silent.

"I love you, ah Quan. I love you. In my life, the only one I love is you." she cried.

"I'm sorry, Xiyou!" He hugged her tightly, "so many years, I also, I have done a lot of wrong things, I -"

in the past, the entanglement of gratitude and resentment, right and wrong, has long been unclear, hasn't it?

But she shook her head, looked up at him and said, "ah Quan, we, I -"

he held her face, raised his hand and gently wiped away her tears, and she closed her eyes.

"Do we still have a chance?" She asked softly.

"Do you think it's gone?" He asked back.

She gave a bitter smile, turned her face, looked to the side, and said, "I've been obsessed with your feelings for Gaines for so many years. Indeed, it's my fault. I shouldn't be so careful, I shouldn't, I shouldn't understand your sadness, "she said, looking at him." but ah Quan, I, really, don't have confidence. I, I don't know how to face you. I don't know if you are thinking about her when you are by my side. I - "

he didn't speak, and she stopped.

"I'm sorry, ah Quan, I'm sorry!" She bowed her head.

For a long time, Zeng Quan did not speak, nor did she.

What is this? He came to implore her to start over, but she was still entangled in the existence of Sufan?

"I won't force you to accept anything." He broke the silence, Fang Xiyou still did not look up.

"It's true that the matter of Gayne has influenced us over the years, but you know very well that Gayne is not the crux between us," he continued, but her words were interrupted.

"So, what's the crux between us?" She looked up at him and said.

"Over the years, I've been thinking, if we didn't want to get married at the beginning, wouldn't it be so embarrassing for us to be together now? Maybe we will continue to maintain our friendship with ease, just like you and Yi Heng. But, in fact, we can't go back to the past, can we? Our marriage was made long ago. And this kind of marriage is obviously not what we both want. " He said, and she looked at him seriously.

It was the first time in all these years that they had been married that they had talked so frankly.

"But I don't want a divorce, Xiyou. This is my bottom line. I won't divorce you. You know what our marriage means, and you know what the situation around us is like. If we divorce, don't you think it will affect the current situation? No way. I don't have to say that. You know that. As for Ye Li, "he pauses when he mentions the name.However, Fang Xiyou's expression didn't change at all. She didn't feel guilty. She didn't feel guilty. She didn't feel guilty. What's the good point of being guilty?

"You know what kind of person he is, and you know what he's flying around you for. As for those rumors, I can not care, but our family, they will not care, the people below will not care. You understand what kind of signals your actions convey. " Tseng Chuen road.

"Don't you think it's prudent enough?" She asked.

"No, it's not your fault that someone pursues you and appreciates you, and there's nothing wrong with your handling." He said.

He's a very rational person, she knows.

And she also knew that he would not be jealous because of Ye Li. People like Ye Li would not have any influence in front of Zeng Quan. Even though she never thought of using Ye Li to test Zeng Quan, Zeng Quan's reaction and calmness made her feel defeated.