Mature Man's Sweet Love

Zeng Quan did not look at her and did not answer.

After a long silence, Zeng Quancai said: "in fact, when I think about this matter tonight, I've embarrassed you for so many years. 1

Fang Xiyou was stunned, and her hand movement also stopped.

Did you embarrass her?

Is that what she has been waiting for so many years?

Fang Xiyou's heart is aching.

"You're welcome." She struggled with the pain in her heart and said.

With that, she continued to trim with scissors.

Zeng Quan didn't care about her politeness, and then said: "over the years, you have paid so much for me, for this family, for Gayne. I didn't thank you well, neither did I, and I didn't understand your situation very well --"

every word of him seems to fall heavily on her heart.

That night, the night they were at home, he said it was the year to start over, and he said it too. Now, even if it's the same, Fang Xiyou seems to have a different feeling.

"Don't be so outspoken. They are your family and are very kind to me. I should do all that." Fang Xiyou said.

Zeng Quan did not speak, looking at his wife.

"What about your decision?" Fang Xiyou asked, "do you want to guard her?"

"Do you think it's possible?" He asked.

"Why not?" Fang Xiyou looked at him and said, "in front of the family, you are so affectionate in your confession - forget it, I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to talk about it any more."

"Well, let's not talk about it. Since we are not divorced and we are still husband and wife, I want to tell you that I think you have the right to know. " Tseng Chuen road.

Fang Xiyou looks at him in silence.

"I'm going to quit!" He said.

"Quit?" Fang Xiyou was stunned.

"Tomorrow I'll go to the city to talk about it. I think I should talk to you first." Tseng Chuen road.

"Why should I know? It's your business. If you want to do something, you can do it well. What do you tell me? When did you think we were husband and wife? When would you like to discuss it with me? " Fang Xiyou is a little excited. His hands with scissors are shaking.

"I've already told you, what do you think? I didn't --" Zeng Quan said.

Fang Xiyou stood up and stared at him, tears streaming out of his eyes.

"Zeng Quan, what am I in your eyes? What am I? I always don't understand why, why you can love her so much, why you -- "Fang Xiyou said.

Zeng Quan didn't speak or look at her.

He wants to escape from this world, from this familiar and breathless world!

"Have you ever thought about my mood? Have you thought about my feelings? Over the years, you smile at her in front of me, you talk so happily with her, you joke with her, you flirt with her, have you considered my feelings? Do you think you've always been right? Do you think, when she's at home and in front of you, you can be what you want to be, right? " Fang Xiyou said.

"Yes, you are right. In front of her, I can be nothing but myself. I just want to be myself. I don't have to think about Zeng's family, my father and everything about me. I just have to do it myself. Only in front of her can I relax and be myself! " Tseng Chuen road.

"What about me? Do you hate me that much? Ah, ah Quan? You're like that -- "she asked, holding his arm and staring at him with tearful eyes.

Zeng Quan closed his eyes and turned his head.

"Everyone wants me to understand you, your pain and your hardship, but who can understand me? Do you understand me? You to me, only this thank you and sorry. Do I need your thanks and apologies? " Fang Xiyou took Zeng Quan's arm and cried.

Zeng Quan turned his head and didn't look at her.

"For so many years, I have loved you since I grew up. What I want is to be with you. Even though I know that you married me for her sake, I didn't go back on it. I thought that as long as we got married, I would make you fall in love with me. But what did I wait for? No matter how much I pay for you, I have no way, no way into your heart! Is it because this marriage is dominated by me that I should be punished like this? That's why I deserve it, right? You deserve to be left out, don't you? " Fang Xiyou said.

Zeng Quan said nothing.

What can he say to her? What else can he say besides apologizing and thanking?

With tears in his eyes, Fang Xiyou stared at him, but neither of them could say another word.

"Well, if you want to go, go! I will not retain you, I know that even if I retain, you will not listen to me, I in front of you, has always been so insignificant. If you value anyone, you will not value me. So, I won't advise you any more. If you want to resign, you should go and resign! Divorce, then divorce! I won't stay any longer. Ah Quan, in my life, I've had enough of it. I'm really, enough of it. Fang Xiyou said, sitting powerlessly on the sofa, covering his face and crying.She is desperate, for such a marriage, she is desperate, how many years, no matter how much she paid, there is no way for him to fall in love with himself, in the end, he has to watch in front of himself with another woman! A husband, in front of his wife, confesses to another woman. What woman in the world can bear it? What woman can be indifferent? Which woman can calmly accept and say "I understand you" to her husband? No one can't, can they? No one can do it. Why should she do it? At such a stage, why should she go to safeguard everyone's peace?

Zeng Quan looked at her and watched her cry in front of her.

For years, he had never seen her cry like this. She seldom cries or smiles. Whether it's tears or smiles, it's just like being programmed by a computer. It's just right, no more, no less, just so much.

"You don't need to understand me," said Zeng Quan, sitting beside her.

She didn't answer. She covered her face and wept silently.

"It's my fault. When we get married, it's not your responsibility or your leading role. At the beginning, it was me -- "Zeng Quan said.

"It's you, it's you for her. Don't remind me of this again." Fang Xiyou choked, "I know how failed I am. I don't need you to remind me again and again."

"Well, I mentioned that. I just want to say that you don't have to blame yourself like this. I should apologize to you. I'm too selfish. Over the years, I know everything you have done for me, and I thank you for doing so. You are a good wife, but I am not a good husband, Zeng Quan said.

"What are you talking about?" Fang Xiyou said, "do we need such self-examination? It doesn't make any sense anymore. "

Zeng Quan handed her the tissue, but she didn't take it. She picked up the tissue and wiped the tears on her face.

"I don't want to be so mean. I'll figure it out. After so many years, we've tortured each other for so many years, it's time to end this. Just think of it as giving each other a way to live! " Fang Xiyou looks at him and says.

However, as soon as she looked at her, she couldn't help suffering. She had never suffered so much. She couldn't see him and couldn't figure out what she was doing for so many years.

"Over the years, our common property is not much. What you buy is yours. What I buy is mine. Xiyuan is mine. I'll take it away after divorce. You can share the rest! There are not many of them anyway. " Fang Xiyou said.

Xiyuan is the house that Su Yiheng gave to Fang Xiyou and Zeng Quan.

"I have no problem." Tseng Chuen road.

"Well, when do you want to go through the formalities, tell me in advance to go through the formalities." He wiped away his tears.

Zeng Quan said nothing.

Is this a relief? Are you both free? Is that the end?

I don't know how other people get divorced. Their divorce is so simple.

"It's getting late. Go and have a rest! I want to go to bed. Tomorrow I will tidy up the things here and move them to my parents. I wish my father and aunt Wen good luck. I will talk to them, too. " Fang Xiyou said.

Is she in such a hurry to get rid of him? Fang Xiyou never thought that one day he would be so determined to leave the people he had loved for so many years. So determined, without the slightest nostalgia, she could not help but doubt whether she had ever loved him, in the end, had ever loved him? If you love, you should still be nostalgic, right? But why is she no longer nostalgic?

Why on earth? Can't it be that the love she started as a child and lasted for nearly 30 years, the only love she had for so many years, was released so easily?

Why is that?

"Well, I'll go first. I'll leave early tomorrow morning --" he got up.

"You don't have to tell me any more. We don't matter." Fang Xiyou interrupted him and said.

Zeng Quan looked at her, she still sat there, motionless, just did not look at him.

"Then you should rest early! I'll make an appointment with you in advance when I finish my resignation and come back to handle the formalities. " Tseng Chuen road.

Fang Xiyou did not speak, as if waiting for him to leave.

What's going on? She, how could that be?

"I'll call Yi Heng tomorrow and ask his lawyer to deal with the matter of property division. You can take everything you want. Don't discuss it with me." Tseng Chuen road.

Fang Xiyou still didn't speak.

Zeng Quan gave her a deep look.

Listen to Zeng Quan close the door to leave, tears, from Fang Xiyou's eyes.

She opened her eyes and looked at the empty and luxurious room. Everything was vague, just like her life for so many years.

Heart, a trace of pulling pain, she looked down, saw the tea table on the flower scissors and flower vase, slowly stretched out her hand.

Hand, reached to the flower scissors, trembling, stretched over.

What is she doing? Stick yourself to death with this pair of scissors? She's not that stupid. Even if she thinks her life is a joke, she won't kill herself with scissors!Only Sufan kind of coward will commit suicide, she Fang Xiyou will never, only weak and incompetent people will choose to die, she, won't!

Grabbing the scissors and shaking them in front of her eyes, she saw the flowers in the vase, the delicate flowers --

"click click". The light reflected by the scissors was dancing everywhere in the room. Although the light in the room was very bright, which covered the light of the scissors, she moved quickly, and all the flowers were cut off. Petals fell on the tea table, on the floor, on her skirt.

He likes Su fan's flowers, Su fan grows flowers, Su fan -

suddenly, Fang Xiyou grabs the flower branches in the vase that have been cut off, gets up and knocks over the valuable antique vase with the flower branches, and the broken porcelain pieces of the vase are scattered all over the ground, together with the flower leaves.

There are flowers on the tea table, and the flowers that make her think of Sufan when she sees them -

the branches of flowers, which she grabs and hammers on the tea table, fly everywhere, fly to her scattered long hair, fly to the air, and fall on the tea table and the ground. And the blood on her hand also flowed down the branches, drop by drop, on the tea table, on her skirt and on the floor.