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In a dark pit. Shin Jae-ryong is dying.

‘I am… . ‘

I lay down on the floor with Shin Jae – ryong and look at me again. I took another Elixir out of my arms.

‘I hope that Shin Jae-ryong lives.’

I do not see any hesitation and open the stopper and tilt the bottle.
Another one feeding Elixir was really worried about Shin Jae-ryong.

That moment.

“!”Suddenly the spirit came back. My eyes turned right away. As I looked around, the tent returned late at night.

A central table, an entrance with a curtain, a flat chair and so on. It was all right. Nothing has changed. …Then what happened? Did he have a dream?

Suddenly I felt the air tethered to buy cool. At the same time, the fatigue that is piled up in the layers pushes the whole body heavyly.

But instead of sleeping more, I chose to get up in bed. I felt like I would not sleep without knowing why, but even if I was forced to sleep, I wanted to speculate more about dreaming like before. I do not think it’s complicated these days … .

I walked out of the tent and walked out. I could see the dawn sky yet.

If this is the time frame, it is time for the primary search teams to be active. There is no indication yet, but perhaps the users who are participating in the pit attack are likely to wait quietly today.

So, I think it would be better to participate in the exploration team to move the body and forget the thoughts. Like yesterday.

Eventually, I set my morning schedule with my first thought, and I moved slowly toward the North Chambers. If you are waiting in your vicinity, you will be able to meet with navigation teams to go out like yesterday.

However, as a result, my prediction was only half-fit.

“purpose. Surrounding Boundary and Keystone Exploration. ”

“C – 12 trillion won. Seo Ji-ee Tantelrou’s Lee Jong-hak and 11 others confirmed. ”

“I have verified the commander’s permission record.”

“You can leave.”

Users who were standing at the north guard completed a simple checkup process. Lee nodded his head as if he understood, and sent a signal to the guards to wait a moment. Slowly, he looks back at me and sighs.

“after. I’m sorry, but I will refuse. Mercenary Road. ”

“User heterogeneity.”

“No, no. I am really grateful that you will help me with the exploration, but I will refuse it politely this time. ”

“…….”Lee, Jong – hak, the head of search for the C – 1 group, not only decisively voices, but also steers his head. I had a headache in the expressive expression.

“why not… ”

“Seek is the task that is given to us. We do not include Mercenary Load, however. You know. ”

“But yesterday … ”

“Mercenary Road. please.”

I do not listen to the end of the word, and it is said to be unconditional. I could feel the feeling of drowning. I did not do this when I asked to join the exploration yesterday. No, I was rather frightened and welcomed.

Then he says he can not start from scratch.

Yesterday I laughed pleasantly, letting me go together, why can not I say today? It is so sudden.

“…Please help me. ”

It was then.

Lee Jong – Hak suddenly grabbed my shoulder and asked me for his innocent voice. I did not know what was going on in the organizers, but I was really keen on the face, so I kept my mouth shut.

“That’s me. Did you know that our explorations yesterday and our clan roads were broken? ”

What is it? It’s broken? If you’re a Clan Rod of Lee Jong Hak … . Of course it is Han So Young.

No. Why is the … ”

“Because of Mercenary Road.”

“……?””I surely did not just take out the users who participated in the pit attack. But why are you holding on to the tough Mercenary Road? This is so … . No, he did not! ”

Suddenly Lee Jong Hak raised his voice.

“Still, our clan rod, once you get angry, you’re terrified! Do you understand? No, you do not! I’m not the only person I saw! ”

It is a kind of Lee Jong Hak who revolves around the word ” …That’s it, I know. Han So-young, when she is singing every single mistake in her voice with no emotion, and then looking at the slippery … . Hmm. It’s a little scary.

“Could not we just tell the truth? User Lee Jong Hak did not come to me, but I came and asked him. ”

“Yes, it is! Yes! I certainly said so! But do you know what he says when he says so? Even if it did, it did not get rid of it! and also

Lee Jong Hak, who was in charge of the explosion, stopped suddenly, so that his face seemed to be as painless as possible. Then … .

awhile. What about that face?

“Anyway, is not it user Lee Jong Hak who you are allowed to do? So do not try to take responsibility for Mercenary Road. …That’s it! ”

Lee Jong Hak scorched the voice with a loud and loud voice, just as he imitated Han Sang-young’s tone. I could barely endure a big laugh at the moment. I do not think Han So – young would have said that, but it was pretty funny.

“Do you know why I’m really angry?”

I do not want to stop at this time.

“Oh yeah. No matter how strange this world is, one can live and worry. By the way. I do not think I’m going to get sick from my side though, but just two of you are going to open up like that ~ Danya, that’s the word! ”

“…Yes

“Damn it, hire solo troops! Hurrah Hurrah

“…….”…I heard words that were out of focus, but I had to stay quiet. It is because the voices calling for ages were so sad to tackle.

So once again, Lee Jong-hak, who was a big brother, said “Hmmm.” Soon, he blushed his face and blushed.

“…Then my colleagues are waiting. So let’s just go. Mercenary Road. ”

“Wait a moment… ”

“I hope you understand my position.”

“…….”In the end, Lee Jong Hak turned his head without hesitation and walked away. Without misunderstanding each other. I did not catch such heterogeneity. No, I could not catch it. I do not know why, but it is not so, because the idea of ​​solving the misunderstanding is strongly thought to be the process of killing Lee Jong Hak twice.

“…….”So Lee Jong Hak left the morning schedule that had been set up at that time.

Suddenly the cold dawn air passes over the body in the wind. …Where do I go now? I do not want to be quiet like this. Do you want to go to the injured station?

Suddenly, Shin Jae-ryong and Helena thought of it. Both were seriously injured, but luckily they had adequate treatment and no disruption to their lives.

Not only that. I was able to hear that the messenger that I sent from the station last night had finally set me up. Although I did not say a few words because of the slight dizziness as soon as I woke up.I had to come out as the priest said stability was top priority.

The current time is a little bit, but it will be fine now.

I thought of it and I turned right to the injured station. It is not hard to find the canteen that the two clan members are recovering as they have already visited once at dawn today.

“Uh, Clan Road?”

But the moment I stepped into the tent, I had to face some unexpected circumstances.

Helena does not even see where she is going, and the place is sleeping with her sons. And in the side bunk bed, Shin Jae – ryong was staring at me with my upper body alone. When I saw the food bowl on my thigh, I was probably eating at full speed.

“Dee, come in.”

A new bristling mouth, Shin Jae-ryong said, putting the bowl out of silence. This is what happened here, I figured out a little out of the way out here, I decided to go in without a specification. I am sorry for some, but I have to leave early.

“It’s still a long time. You must have been very hungry. ”

“Yes. I’ve been starving all day, but can I have a few more? Hahaha

I sit on the outside of the bed and laugh with a nice face. I felt that my mind was a little uncomfortable when I saw the smile of Shin Jae – ryong ‘s wisemen, but he barely grasped and smiled forcibly.

“It’s a good phenomenon. Wanting to eat is proof that you are healthy. ”

“Yes. I think so too. Oh, did you eat Klan Rod? ”

Sudden question. Suddenly, my chest became rough.

strictly speaking… . I did not eat very much, but it was only about one or two drinks. I did not have any appetite, but the food did not go well.

just… It’s not a meal time yet. ”

Hum… That’s right. Still, this place seems to be ready to eat at any time. ”

“It’s a casualty man. Oh. By the way, where did Helena go? ”

“Helena does not have to worry about sheep. After waking up, I continued to feel dizzy and grumbled, and eventually went out for a walk. ”

“You do not have to worry as you say.”

“Heh.” Oh, Sang – yang just fell asleep. Maybe he was tired of nursing us all night. ”

Well, is not it? I was nursing all night. And then I have to talk to Ansol … . But it will not be right now.

okay . . . Anyway, I have just finished the second round. It will not be too busy for the time being, so going slowly will not be too bad.

I gazed at the sleeping Ansol for a while, and stared at the road Shin Jae-ryong.

“Anyway, I’m glad it looks good. In particular, I was really worried about the prefecture. ”

“Oh, I thought I’d be hated. I’m glad you were worried though. Hahaha

I decided to leave my seat now. It is safe to say that it almost recovered if it was enough to eat or take a walk. Maybe by tomorrow you will be able to return completely, then you will have to deal with what is left and what you need to do.

At least I want to relax now.

I slowly raised my body.

“uh. Are you up? ”

I nodded my head as if I had already gone.

“Yes. The rest is a priority yet, and the food will cool down. I was sorry to interrupt the meal. ”

Ah… jamsimanyo Clan Road. ”

Yes

“Before you go … . I actually have one question. May I ask? ”

Shin soon opened his mouth. It was a voice that seemed to be a little but urgent.

Anyway, I do not have a distance.

Sure do. You say. ”

“that… ”

“……?””Maybe, when you saved me, did not you see other users around?”

Other Users

I felt a strange feeling and I was still thinking.

Was it?

No. none

I might not have seen him concentrate on Shin Jae-ryong, but the only thing that I felt at that time was the one identified.

“I can not be sure, but I do not think so. At least in the vicinity. ”

“Umm . . . “Now you have.”

Is something happening? Suddenly, one stem was young in the face of Shin. But that was only for a while.

Clear right. I’m sorry I asked you to do it. ”

Soon Shin-ryong smiled and shook his head and nodded slowly.

I shrugged to the point that I did not care.

And…

And I was about to leave the tent.

“Thank you very much for your help. Clan Road. ”

One more time, Shin Jae – ryong ‘s voice continued.

Thank you for saving.

I had no idea how to respond at the moment, but I left it before it was finished.

“…….”Suddenly, the strength of the whole body seems to fall out, and a severe sense of urgency comes to the whole body. At the same time, my mind became more complicated.

But I feel a little staggering, but I forced my legs. …Where do I go now?

Before that, why am I wandering like this from the morning.

Time is running.

I walked in a hollow feeling, and I saw a fence standing on the ground. It is different in the outer part of the camp.

I looked up at the sky with my head turned, and I can see the blue sky slowly coming and going. It was a bit hazy because the dawn still did not stay.

I sat on the fence slowly, pulled out a tobacco, and bit my mouth. And it was quietly thought.

The dream I had this morning. And thinking about it.

In fact, it was something I did not want to face. So you may have been intentionally wandering away.

Because it was related to my inner self.

From the first car to the second car until now.

I’ve killed a lot of sinful users, but I’ve also killed innocent users.

I have tried to save my colleagues, but I have lost many of them.

Through repeated experiences of such processes, inner wounds that can not be erased have arisen.

I had to find a way to live by myself in order to survive the ongoing scars.

Probably from then.
Drawing a line, separating it into black and white logic, and starting to associate users with tools.

I have a sense of value and I have been working in this world of Hall Plane as my motto.

When I came back to the car twice, I had only one thing in mind.

It is a kind of purpose to focus on unconditional brother and Han So – young.

No matter what else happens.

It was a fact that other users thought of it as a kind of means to achieve the purpose.

By the way, yesterday, I saved Shin.

Of course, I do not think anyone would think it is wrong. There is no disagreement in the result that I have sought.

But what I really want to ask is the process of saving Shin.

Then.

So when Anzol’s miracle as a precaution was lost and he knew that the clan members would not come back. I had no idea in my head. No, I just thought I should save them.

But that is not so.

‘Mercenary Road. You have to think a little more reasonably. ”

It was not wrong. I had to think a little bit about whether I could save it or whether it was worth living.

I did not hesitate even to use Elixir.

‘I will save my clan members, do not you know what I mean?’

okay . . . At that time, I had no idea that I had to live alive, but maybe there was another future. The best future in my view that Shin Jae Ryong also saves and Elixir also loves.

Ironically, however, that choice has given the best result of Shin ‘s survival. It would have had irreversible consequences if you were to delay for a short period of time.

The disturbance conveyed from there made me mad.

It feels right now that everything is done. The difference between the values ​​that have supported me and the other actions that are 180 degrees apart from each other is becoming clearer, and the gap is revealed.

Other users may think and applaud without hesitation … . The gap was a contradiction to me. I feel like something that has kept me in this hell so far. …Actually, I do not know. Why am I doing this?

What do you do in front of Ahn Hyun?

Profit, profit.

“…Yes. it is.

Suddenly I looked down at the slightly warmer aura, and I could see that the fire was burning to the end of the beginning of the year. It was a long thought.

When he comes back, he feels suddenly thirsty and has a dizzy feeling in his forehead.

Then, did you ever rest properly after coming out of the pit?

“…Huh. ”

Who is insulting? It’s my fault.

A sigh came to me, but I stepped out of the tobacco and stepped on it. And as I pulled out the tobacco line and tried to drop the gaze, I dropped my head without knowing it.

And that moment.

“Oh,

The dizziness suddenly got worse, and the dizziness and the sudden suma were found.

Tukhamyeon

Almost at the same time, something hot broke out when the liquid flowed in.

Small, red blood stains. Reflectively scanning his nose, blood stains appear on the back of his hand.

The moment I confirmed it was a nosebleed, I thought I was being pathetic myself. The chest is full of water.

Real

At first, I thought I would stabilize from dizziness, I leaned my hand slowly and supported my forehead.

“What?” So … ”

And I could not overcome the surge, I closed my eyes.

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