Memorize

A long time ago … . When did it happen?

As a matter of fact, I was not a very good user at first. As a user, his spiritual arousal was considerably late, leaving only his ability and user information. Far from active action or ingenuity to survive, the world of this Hall Plane was afraid and hard to even stand up. I was so lonely in the city that I was endlessly shivering like a coward. But ironically, to survive, one day, we had to go to the world.

okay . . . Let’s try it once. ‘ I was not encouraged by the idea. My first step to the world was when I had no funny money, so I was hungry. However, the luck of the novice was followed, and the first step that I managed to make was a success that I managed to achieve. I can not forget the taste of the meat I had bought with the first money I paid.

But it was not always a success. No. Rather than laugh at the 0-year-old user who knows nothing, the reality that had to be experienced afterwards was extremely cruel.

‘Was it our first expedition to go out with us?’
‘no wonder. Still, the potential for growth seems to be quite good. If it’s okay, then let us go with the next expedition. ”

In the second expedition that I did not know, I was in charge of the bait. When I was able to barely escape to the sky, the woman who was the leader of the caravan frowned and looked at me. And until I throw a little bit of money just like it used to. At that time I had to turn around with the money without saying anything stupid. I just crouched in the corner of a homeless place in the city, only shedding a tearful drop of unrighteousness. Looking back, I was reckless at the time. It was not just reckless but even stupid. I must have experienced something like that as an experience of the event, and nothing has improved since then. When I was exploring, I was always used, and on a day when I could not go on an expedition. Rather than providing a place for sleeping, it was troublesome to have a meal for a day.

That’s it. I was betrayed to a user who I believed to be a friend, and I was stolen for a while. Then there was no place to complain, so I swallowed it and cried. Even though I did not cry on the outside, I kept crying all the time in my mind.

One thing I did not mind was that at least I had an opponent to hate. I blamed my opponent who used me and blamed me for lacking. But some day I believe the sun will come and wait. Maybe that was the last time I was pure.

The problem, however, was that it had been a long time since the sun came up. Since I really happened to be involved in the creation of a new caravan at the initiative of a company, I have always looked around the caravan. Maybe it would be a bait, and it would be discarded after being used again. However, the users of the caravan sincerely treated me and thought of me as a person, not a user.

One day I asked the man who was in charge of the leader.

‘Why did you take me to the caravan?’

That said, the man said:

‘Why? That’s simple. Surely you are not a very attractive user. But I’ll tell you one thing. Even though the user Kim Soo-hyun is a little tired, Kim Soo-hyun as a person is full of charm. At least for me. ‘

‘Since I am very proud of the eyes that people see. You will be betrayed, but you will not betray yourself first. So I have you in my caravan. I want to make our caravan not as a priority group, but as a family that can trust and trust each other. ”

Maybe it was because my heart was hurt by the horse. I am delighted to have met a trustworthy person for the first time in this rugged world, and since then I have always believed in the man. Then I was able to secure my caravan position. In any circumstance, after trusting and relying on my colleagues, I was able to be impressed as a colleague from a certain moment. My happiness comes first in my life as a user who is stained with wounds and tears.

But the happiness did not last long. We have only once suffered the destruction of wasteland as a result of wrong exploration in the blue mountains. Leaders, as well as colleagues who laughed and laughed before the expedition were all killed. I survived only one other person who succeeded in escaping.

I lost those who thought like family. The shock at that time was so unbearable that I could not speak to each other and my colleagues left. In the end, I had to be lonely again.

But I wonder if I knew that time. The fact that the incident was only the outpost of a long time Hall Plane life to follow.

As I sometimes think, my first car memories have always been similar experiences.

Crying to lose a colleague.
Crying to lose a friend.
Crying to lose his brotherhood.
I lost the woman and wept.

Lost and crying repeatedly everyday.

Even if I recall now, it is just like a summer night dream.

And from a certain moment, I did not cry any more. The reason why I do not get tears even if I try to memorize all of those memories now is because I have been exhausted at some moment in everyday experiences that I have repeatedly experienced. I lost, hurt, shuddered and cried, and I finally gave up.

At the same time, I finally realized. I mean, I instinctively realized how I would not be hurt anymore.

It was simple. If you treat your opponent as a user, not as a person, it was enough. We treated as need not to treat as pure. As a result, it became more natural to think of tools and tools.

Certainly there was an effect. As a simple example, Helena was killed in this attack, but she did not feel that much sadness. I just felt sorry that my vision was not wide. I can not feel regret or regret because I did not attach the original.

So, I tried not to give a name to other users except my brother and Han So – young.

By the way, by the way.

Darling

Now a woman has begged me to give my name to her. With my father ‘s desire to push my shoulders heavily. That gave me a fresh shock. Because Gehenna really wanted me.

There is no doubt that what I have heard is true. As I thought before, in this hell, Gehenna is in the position of a thorough armor. It would not be about not letting me get out if you just want to.

But Gehenna did not. Rather, he glared at me with a sad voice, shining with patience. I will not hold you for life. It ‘s good for a moment, even if we think of our child to be born in the future. What kind of emotion did I feel when I thought of it as a backlog?

“please… ”

When I heard an angry voice one more time, I felt that I was starting to turn around a little bit. At the moment of the moment, I thought that I should get out sooner. And though my brother and Han Sang – young and other clan members rubbed their faces in the face.

“…….”I could not ignore the request of Gehenna to stay with me now, just for seven nights, not for the rest of my life.

So I slowly walked towards Gehenna and quietly opened his mouth.

gehenna I’m really sorry. ”

At that moment, Gehenna sang like a wave of eyes, but she snorted.

“I do not think I can stay with you forever.”

okay . . . This is the right answer. I think I should apologize if I think of it as a backlog. As Gehenna said, the child she conceived was also my child.

Ah…

Finally, it was something unexpected, and he opened his eyes with a glass lamp.

“If it’s all right for seven nights … ”

Seeing Gehenna like that, I have one more word at the same time.

“He, you?”

I knelt slowly in front of Gehenna. Then he grabbed Gehenna’s embarrassed ship with both hands and slowly pressed his ears closer. Although I did not hear anything, I focused my ears on my ears in expectation of feeling something.

After a while. I closed my eyes with a warm hand touching the crown.

* – New continent, Atlanta.

A young man is staring at the ceiling of a tent while lying on a couch. The eyes that seemed at first glance seemed like a dead person reminiscent of a haze. So, it looks like there are tears on the bed sheet as well as water marks on the sheets.

Then suddenly the tears flowed down again, and the young man frowned and smiled a little. I wanted to put up with it for a while, but in the end I turned and started killing me. Tears flow down from the frowning eyes.

The young man who lay down in a bunk now is no other than Ahn. About three weeks from now, after Kim Soo-hyun was pulled by the hell air force, he cried all night for a few days. Instead of food, I did not even get a sip of water and kept weeping.

After that, he helped to make up his mind only with the help of people around him, but there was no more Ahn Hyun, who always appeared bright and cheerful. Almost always in a tent, he was helpless to lie down in a bunk bed. Even though the poor master or Jeon, Yoon – yeon tried to sneak into the soul, but when he saw him crying, he paddled his head with a sore head. Both women were also very saddened by the disappearance of Kim Soo-hyun’s death, because he knew what he had always thought of Kim Soo-hyun.

Above all, the sound of crying was not really sad. I try to devote myself to somehow endeavoring to cry, but the more weeping like a moaning, the more weeping flows. Just like now.

It was then.

– Come on.

There came a sound of careful visitation, and the woman of simple impression walked into the room. The woman who comes in with a tray with a bowl of food in her hand is no different. I was worried about Ahn Hyun ‘s body and brought his own food and water.

Hyuna My sister came. Try this one. Yes. it is.

In fact, the situation was the same in the case of Im Han Hwa. But other clan members, especially Kim Su-hyun and the children who have been together since the rite of passage, could not make tea. To the point of forgetting the sadness of the viewer for a moment, Ahn Hyun was revealing his feelings in the whole body.

Ahn did not open his mouth for a while. He just closed his mouth and started to steal his eyes with his fist-clenched hands.

“Yes. Are you here? ”

Ahn Hyun, who laid a tear for so long, spoke with a loud voice, with a strong voice that forced her voice to calm down. And surprisingly I raised my body to face Imhanna.

In fact, there is no appetite in this situation. However, Ahn did not want to give direct damage to the clan members at least. It was because he had accidentally seen Ulhanah, who brought a bowl of food just the same as he did a while ago. At that time, although he understood his feelings, he did not want to do that. There is no sin for Im Hanna.

Ahn slowly pulled his eyes and looked at the gentle eyes of Imhanna and bowed his head.

Sibling Thank you.

I’m fine. Eat it because it’s okay. I am so thankful that I ate like this. ”

I think I know what that means, and I smiled at her. The tray smelled like a soft soup with the attenuated body of Ahn Hyun. I listened to the spoiler, but the speed at which he was eating was slow. I do not want to eat like I’m forced to eat. I can not help it because I have no appetite.

At that moment, I feel like I will vomit, and when I am forcibly puking the pancake.

“What do you mean? What does that mean? ”

Suddenly, the gongs heard from outside the tent sounded in the ears of Ahn Hyun and Lim Hanna. At the same time, the two men and women crossed each other. Ahn hinted at the wonder of her, and Imhanna closed her eyes. It was like saying that you were finally here to come.

“You say you went! You can only find out if you have a contract! By the way,

As soon as I heard the voice one more time, I wondered if I remembered something. And soon I tried to raise my body, I was restrained by the hand of Imhanna.

“No. Go out and eat. ”

Lynn hurried to her face with her lower lip. It was the eye that it was not able to yield as much as this.

But

The next moment, the two eyes of Ahn Hyun, who was dead, shone suddenly. Then he poured the soup into the mouth and poured out the tent and went out of the tent.

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