Mixed Feelings

Everything flashed through my mind, every single detail of his actions, I was shivering in fear.

"W..what are y..you d..doing here?"I asked while taking a step back from the door and tightly gripping the handle. 

Stepping inside, "you see you didn't answer my call, so I thought why not come and see you...do you really think I'll leave you my Nesse, do you remember who Am I or? Should I make you? "

Stepping back, "please... leave me," I said tears started rolling in my eyes.

"Aww my sweet little pet; Are you scared of me, are you scared of daddy...hah?" 

"Please leave me... please"

"Oh No No No Never"

Griping my chin "did you forget who you belong to hah?... Did you forget me my pet " he started kissing my neck,

"Did you miss my touch huh? Did you miss my lips on your skin? Answer me my pet."

I pushed him, but he was so strong that I couldn't even make him move. I quickly bit down on his shoulder until I can taste blood.

He released me and started shouting

"Ah! Leave it...Ah..."

I pushed me with all my strength he fell down on the floor. I ran towards my bedroom and closed the door and locked it.

I quickly searched for my handbag; it was lying on my table. I took my bag and ran into my washroom and locked it.

"Hiding from me again, my pet. Are we doing this game again" I can hear him say from my bedroom door.

The sound of the opening of my bedroom door was loud and clear to hear from where I'm standing.

"You *bang* cant * bang* hide*bang * from * bang* me"

I quickly opened my bag with my shaking hands and started searching for my phone.

*Bang*bang *bang *bang* bang*

I started sobbing.

"Please please please please please please please please please please be there be their phone"

I turned my bag upside down started to shake it, everything fell from my bag.

I sat down on the floor and searched for my phone, but I couldn't find it.

I was breathing hard and can hear he had broken my bedroom door.

"Where are you Nesse? Hiding from me is just waste of time you can't fucking hide from me Nesse"

I quickly stood up and tiptoed towards my bathtub and sat down at the corner of my bathtub and closed the curtains.

I closed my mouth with my hands tightly.

Flashback

"Please please, I will not do that again, please,"

I was pleading him.

He gripped my hair making me inches away from his lips.

"I told you not to talk to them but you bitch never wants to listen ha, you want them to touch you my little pet, you want them to kiss you, fuck you that's why you go to them wanting for fucks don't you bitch."

"No no no, I am not like that they're just my friends please listen to me," I said crying hard.

He pushed me; I fell flat on the floor.

He unbuckled his belt and started walking towards me with a wicked smirk.

"Please please don't hurt me, please."

Flashback ended

Crying hard I tried to forget those nightmares.

I snapped to reality when I heard him breaking my washroom door.

I started panicking.

God help me, somebody, please help me, please.

* Bang*

I flinched at the sound of my door. I can hear his footsteps coming straight towards me. I was breathing hard.

His footsteps suddenly stopped and started to go in another direction. Suddenly he opened the curtains.

"Gotcha,"

I screamed.

He caught me by my hair and pulled me towards my bed.

"You think you can hide from me, you ungrateful bitch."

I threw me on my bed.

"I told you, your virginity would be mine your body everything is mine. After searching for you for years, you are here! Hiding like a cute little kitten"

He climbed up on me pinned my hands above my head.

"Your body is mine only mine not even yours everything belongs to me," he said sucking my neck.

His left hand was holding my hands above my head and his right hand started to go inside my t-shirt and started touching my belly button.

"Please leave me alone" I started sobbing.

But he ignored my sob completely.

Please, somebody, save me.

Somebody

I was sobbing struggling to move away from him. But his body weight tons.

"Venessa "

I heard someone calling me.

I tried to reply but he quickly closed my mouth with his big hands And he dragged me with him towards my window curtains and offed the lights.

"Venessa, where are you?"

I can hear footsteps coming towards my bedroom. Tears were rolling down my cheeks.

Please look here please please please please I started to pray.

Footsteps came into the bedroom, Roaming around and it went outside again.

I felt shattered, I started to lose hope.

Nobody can save me from him. Nobody.

Suddenly curtains opened widely,

When I looked up and I saw Lorenzo's beautiful face.

He was very angry, He grabbed his collar dragged him from me and started punching him like a wild animal.

I just stood there crying like a kid.

After few seconds cops came in, They pulled Enzo from him. It was a very hard task for them. He was laying on the ground unconscious; they took him out. We walked out of my house.

They were taking care of him, Enzo talking furiously to the cops, I was numb, I couldn't feel anything; nothing was making sense to me.

I don't know where I was walking, but I didn't stop. I wanted to release my anger, disappointment with everything. It was a busy street with cars, buses, and crowded.

I saw on my left there was a band performing on the road but no one was there to hear them. No audience, everyone was busy in their phones and works. No one was noticing them. I walked towards them; The main vocalist was a man with, cute face, and a lean body. I walked towards him and he immediately handed his mike over to me.

I don't know why, but he didn't say anything to me he just handed over his mic to me maybe he can see that I was not in good condition.

I gripped the mic tightly took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

Started to sing while The band joined too

Song:- On my way.

Lyrics,

(My eyes were shut but of those painful memories played in front of me, All that pain which I buried deep down in my heart. My parents, Abuse, Deaths, **** and my heart clenched hard remembering them.)

Song ended.

I can feel my tears flowing through my eyes; I opened my eyes and quickly wiped my tears.

We were surrounded by the crowd and everyone were giving a round of applause to our performance, I turned around quickly ran out of that place.

When I reached a shopping mall, I took a turn from there, but someone caught my wrist and spun me around.