Mommy, Please Wait To Be Loved

Seeing things and thinking about people is something she cannot control, not to mention there are too many things that belong to her and Jin Nanfeng in this apartment.

Was left behind.

Li Yunxiu first asked Chenchen to go back to the room, and he started to clean up Jin Nanfeng's things from the bedroom.

She originally wanted to call Yang Yun and ask him to come over and take away Jin Nanfeng’s things, but after another thought, Jin

Nanfeng may not need this old thing at all, so it is better to just throw it away in order not to cause trouble.

Thinking of this, Li Yunxiu simply found two large garbage bags and put Jin Nanfeng’s clothes, shoes, toothbrushes, etc.

Throw it all in.

"Mum, why are you throwing away Dad's things?"

Chenchen's voice came from not far away weakly.

After the incident, no one told Chen Chen what was going on, but this child will always grow up. Jin Nanfeng will not

She will come back again, she has to give Chenchen an explanation.

Of course she did not intend to say that Jin Nanfeng was so unbearable, even if Jin Nanfeng was sorry for her first, even if she hated her a little

Jin Nanfeng, but Chenchen is his child anyway. She didn't want this hatred to be transferred to Chenchen's heart.

So Li Yunxiu walked up to Chen Chen, squatted gently, and looked at the little guy in front of him seriously, then

Say, "Daddy won't come here again, so these things will be thrown away."

"Why won't Dad come here?" Chenchen's eyes turned red in an instant, "Dad doesn't want us again?"

This is the first reaction of the little guy.

Li Yunxiu was very helpless, "It's not that Dad doesn’t want to be a man, and Dad has his own life to live, he and

We are not the same. "

"Why is there no Mummy in Dad's life?"

Chenchen's voice was tinged with crying, "I want Dad to come back!"

"Hey, Chenchen." Li Yunxiu looked at this little devil who had been following him from snacks with a particularly distressed heart.

She felt like she was punched fiercely. She endured it for a long time before she suppressed the soreness that she couldn't help crying.

Chu smiled hard and said, "Didn’t I say it? We have our own lives, and Dad has him too.

life……"

"I don't want it, I want Dad to be with us... I don't want to be without Dad."

Chenchen finally couldn't help crying.

"You don’t have a father. Jin Nanfeng will always be your father. If you want to see him, Mommy can send you to see him.

Is he good? "

Li Yunxiu coaxed Chenchen.

Chenchen kept wiping tears, crying "Woo".

"Why does Dad's life have to be separated from us? Aren't Mommy and Dad a husband and wife?"

Li Yunxiu's heart tightened fiercely, even his face paled by three points, his eyes dimmed, and he was deep for a long time.

After the silence, she couldn't help but smile, "Because he is going to marry another woman soon, he chose to treat him

Say the best kind of life, you will soon have a little brother or little sister. "

"I don't want any little brothers and sisters! I don't recognize it because Mommy and Dad were born!"

Chenchen cried and ran back to the room and closed the door heavily.

Li Yunxiu was very helpless. It seemed that it might take a while for this little guy to accept reality.

Li Yunxiu put all Jin Nanfeng's things in the trash bag, and then threw it into the trash can downstairs.

The room was cleaned and it was approaching early morning.

She lay on the bed tiredly, looking at the familiar ceiling of the room, and suddenly remembered that the last time she slept on this bed

At that time, she and Jin Nanfeng couldn’t help but linger, but now, she always can’t help but think of Jin Nanfeng and others

The scene of a woman turning over and over in bed, the overwhelming sense of nausea hits instantly.

Li Yunxiu could no longer stay here. This bed, including this apartment, made her feel extremely disgusting.

Seeing a pack of cigarettes left by Jin Nanfeng on the bedside, she simply took it and went to the balcony to light one.

The first sip brought a choking sensation, the second sip was slightly sour, and the third sip was already comfortable.

Li Yunxiu took a deep breath of cigarette, then spit it out heavily, only to feel that there was a trace of depression in his chest.

The irritability was all driven away.

No wonder Jin Nanfeng liked this stuff so much before, and after quitting several times without success, cigarettes are indeed a good thing.

Can make people forget something temporarily.

The next day Li Yunxiu did not go to work in the company. She sent Chenchen to school, and then went to several real estate centers to plan.

Change a house.

Jin Nanfeng’s things can be thrown away, but memories are hard to remove. In the original apartment, she can’t control

Control your own thoughts.

Fortunately, the population of Yangcheng is not very large. For those with economic foundation like Li Yunxiu, it is not difficult to find a house.

In the morning, Li Yunxiu found a small villa on the second floor.

It’s very close to the company and Chenchen’s school. The house is a second-hand house that has been renovated. The landlord took his daughter to go abroad.

I studied abroad, so the house was left vacant. Li Yunxiu can move directly to it, which is quite convenient.

After signing the contract, Li Yunxiu called the moving company and took Chenchen's few luggage to the villa.

She spent an afternoon cleaning the new home, and added some new things to the home, which looked completely new

In his villa, Li Yunxiu suddenly had the courage and confidence to start life again.

It’s really difficult to forget Jin Nanfeng. She needs time, and she doesn’t want to set a goal for herself.

She decided to believe in God once and let time heal everything.

Maybe she still can't let it go, but when Jin Nanfeng and Yu Xi get married, when their children are born,

Maybe by that time, she will be relieved.

Thinking of this, Li Yunxiu smiled gently.

Seeing that it was late, Li Yunxiu went to school again to pick Chenchen from school.

The little guy was listless all the way, and didn't say a word.

Li Yunxiu knew that he was angry because of Jin Nanfeng’s affairs, so he smiled and said, "Chenchen, Mommy will take you to eat ice

Is the cream good?"

"Don't eat."

Chenchen shook his head.

"Then buy you Coke?"

"I don't want to drink."

Chenchen still shook his head.

Li Yunxiu sighed helplessly when seeing that neither of these two things could make the little guy happy.

"From today we will live in a new house. Your room is much bigger than before. Mommy will prepare it for you.

A toy playroom. "

"Oh."

Chenchen sounded unhappy at all.

Back at the villa, he immediately locked himself in the room.

Li Yun embroidered and knocked on the door, but the little guy ignored him.

Li Yunxiu's heart seemed to be screwed tightly by one hand, and he could barely breathe.