Mommy, Please Wait To Be Loved

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Outside the hospital.

When Shi Qing got out of the car, she was stopped by the scene in front of her.

I saw two rows of rigorous bodyguards standing at the gate. Everyone who entered and exited, even doctors and nurses, had to undergo strict investigation.

Looking at the top floor, it is even more impervious to the martial law, as if a mosquito can't fly in.

How to do?

Shi Qing leaned against the big tree, trying to calm herself, only to hear her heart beating wildly, thumping, as if she was about to jump out of her voice.

Can't just wait and die like this.

A lot of skin had been broken from climbing a tree, and the wound was fierce and painful. Now she is grateful for the pain, which can stimulate her nerves and allow her to calmly think of a solution.

Not far away, came a nurse who had just bought food from outside and is now returning.

Shi Qing's eyes lit up: "It's you."

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In the corridor of the hospital, two nurses walked in confusion.

The one walking in the back, wearing a tight mask, covering most of his face, is left with a pair of big eyes, filled with worry and panic.

She was holding a tray with the child's medicine on it.

The head nurse walked in front and said as he walked, "Xia, although you are relatively young, you have three years of clinical experience, and you are considered an'old man', but after you enter the ward for a while, you will do nothing. Let me do everything, don’t you know! The patient inside can’t make a difference and let it be done by anyone, I’m not at ease.”

Shi Qing nodded hurriedly, thanking the head nurse to be able to do this. If she really asked her to do anything, she really couldn't.

They were already in front of the ward when they spoke.

Li Jin stepped forward to investigate: "Who are you?"

The head nurse smiled: "It's me, I'll change the dressing for sister."

Li Jin glanced at the nurse behind her lightly, Shi Qing lowered her head, not daring to look in his eyes, for fear that Li Jin would recognize it.

The head nurse's tone was a little anxious: "Sister's illness can't be delayed, please let us go in first."

"Go in." Li Jin said with a cold face and stepped aside.

The door opened slowly.

Shi Qing followed the head nurse into the ward.

Even if she was wearing a mask, she could smell the strong smell of disinfectant in the air.

She looked towards the bed subconsciously, just a glance, she felt as if roots had taken place on her feet, she couldn't take a step at all--

Li Beixun!

The man is dressed in pure black suit trousers, and his upper body is also a customized shirt of the same color. The sleeves of the shirt are pulled up to his arms, revealing the strong and strong texture lines on the arms.

He sits quietly on the edge of the hydrangea bed, showing only a slash-like profile face, cold and perfect as if the art master carefully outlines it, with a thrilling suffocating beauty.

After two years of absence, all meeting can only be in a dream, but now, he has appeared in front of him so truly!

Shi Qing looked around, feeling every nerve in her body was freezing inch by inch.

Her chest was tight, as if someone was ruthlessly ravaging her heart.

Her throat was tingling, and hot tears were about to come out of her eyes. She used almost all of her strength to clenched her teeth, so that the extra emotions did not show.

He was there, even if it seemed to outsiders how unreachable and unfamiliar he was, but in the bottom of my heart, he still left a soft world for the child.

He is guarding his daughter...

Hydrangea closed his eyes and lay motionless on the bed. The whole body was filled with transparent tubes, connected with various instruments for vital signs.

Her skin was white and transparent, and her thin, narrow eyelashes drew a graceful arc under her eyes, making her palm-sized face more and more pitiful.

"Xia, what are you silly standing there for? Bring the medicine!" The head nurse's reminding voice recalled Shi Qing's erratic mind.

She was speechless, just nodded slightly, and then quickly walked towards the bed, her eyes lowered, not daring to look at any of the three.

I dare not say a word.

The head nurse skillfully changed the dressing of Hydrangea, Shi Qing watched her nose and heart, trying to reduce her sense of existence, as if she wanted to shrink her body into the wall to prevent Li Beixun from discovering her.

Obviously, her worry is totally unnecessary.

because……

Li Beixun never looked at her as a "nurse" from beginning to end, as if she was just dispensable air.

Li Yunjin's whole body's attention was also on his sister's body. He lay on the side of the bed, stroking his sister's forehead with his hands again and again, his eyes focused, as if his sister was the most precious baby in the world.

Her son, with his shoulders still like that, will carry the fate of the family, and even the laughter of normal children cannot be had.

Her daughter, from the moment she was born, has been calculated by others. She is severely ill for many years and lives in pain and danger...

The desire in my heart is like a beast coming out of a cage, tearing every inch of her nerves torturing her!

I really want to, as if, go back to them!

"Mr. Li, I have changed my sister’s medicine. Now she needs to rest more, and try to minimize the contamination of germs in the air. Please leave the young master first. I will take care of her. If there is something new about my sister, I The doctor and you will be notified as soon as possible." The head nurse respectfully bowed his head and advised.

Without a word, Li Beixun stood up blankly, then raised a hand to signal Li Yunjin to leave.

Li Yunjin's eyes were full of reluctance, but he knew that his sister's illness was the most important thing, so he stood up with an ugly expression, walked around the bedside, and walked to his father's side.

Li Beixun took the child and prepared to leave. At this time, he inadvertently paid more attention to the nurse beside him.

Shi Qing had been standing for a long time, keeping a posture and her neck was a little sore, and she just raised her head. It was a coincidence that she met Li Beixun's gaze.

Her eyes collided, it seemed to her that Mercury and Mars, billions of light years away, rushed toward each other, then collided in the air and exploded...

Shi Qing suffocated her breath, missed a beat, her pupils contracted violently, and she felt her soul frightened.

Was she... was discovered?

She knew how powerful Li Beixun's insight was. It seemed that she could not escape.

Cold sweat slid down her back greasy and wet her clothes.

When Qing was hesitating to take off the mask, she suddenly realized that Li Beixun had actually retracted his gaze, and then turned her head and looked at the hydrangea on the bed as if she did not exist, and then pulled her away coldly.

He brushed past her, barely touching a corner of her clothes, but Shi Qing felt the aggressive momentum on his body, like a huge heavy hammer, hitting her one by one. Body.

It wasn't until the sound of closing the door came from behind that Shi Qing felt weak and weak. Her body was like soft noodles boiled in boiling water, and she almost fell to the ground.

The head nurse walked to her: "I'm going out first, you take good care of my sister, call me if you have a situation."

Shi Qing gave a dull hum, and after a while, she was left alone in the entire ward.

Finally no longer carrying it rigidly, her shoulders collapsed, and she walked slowly to the bed, put down the tray in her hand, and then sat down by the bed.

Holding her daughter's hand, Hydrangea was very thin before. I didn't expect to see her for so long. She was even thinner, as if she could feel the bones through the skin.

Shi Qing couldn't help it anymore, tears fell in big drops, wet the skirt in front of her.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." She silently said these three words, trying to make herself feel better through these three words, but every time, her heart was like being stabbed abruptly, more painful and unbearable.

These three words are not her salvation, but her heavier psychological burden.

Maybe she doesn't leave, her daughter's situation has improved a lot.

perhaps……

Not so much, maybe, again, she will still make the same choice...

Shi Qing kept crying. She didn't know how long she had been crying. She wanted to leave early, but her vague eyes entangled the **** the bed tightly. After all, she couldn't bear it...

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The door of the ward was pushed abruptly.

Two people came in--

"Yours is obviously wrong! If the virus has the ability to regenerate, we only need to eliminate his ability. Why isn't the antibody that comes out like this?" Jiang Chengwan said a little annoyed.

"Miss Jiang, there is no problem with our antibodies. It's just that this virus has mutated. The new variant virus derived from it is too fast, and our antibodies have no effect on it... Jason just noticed before halfway through the argument. Shi Qing sitting by the bed.

Shi Qing's eyes widened, and her mask had already been taken off. Even if she didn't take off the mask, her red eyes were crying like rabbits.

Quickly let go of the child's hand.

A gleam of surprise flashed in Jiang Chengwan's eyes. Then, she withdrew her gaze, just as Mu Qianli saw her, walked to the bed as if she didn't know her at all, and took the child's hand, "Hydrangea, you must be good Get up and see the new mother your dad will marry. You will love it."

Shi Qing stood there awkwardly, Jiang Chengwan's words were like needles sticking tightly in her heart.

Can't stay any longer, Shi Qing covered her mouth and ran out of the ward.

When she ran out of the hospital, the wind was blowing, and the wind blew past her, like a slap in the ear, slapped her face violently.

Changed, everything changed.

She is no longer Shi Qing, no longer the mother of two children, and no longer has anything to do with Li Beixun. She has long understood these facts and thought she could be brave and calm.

However, why did she still feel unhappy when facing it in person?

"Sister Shi! Sister Shi!" Jason ran out anxiously.

Shi Qing stopped, turned around and waited in place.

Jason gasped and stood firmly in front of her. When she came out, she was stunned: "Sister Shi, I came to tell you that you are not suitable to approach Li Beixun anymore. You forget the past and start a new life... "

"Why?" There is no reason to approach Li Beixun, but Jason's expression tells her that things are not that simple.

Jason sighed, "Don't ask so much, anyway, just remember what I said."

"What about Ji Xiao? I called her before, and her phone number showed an empty number."

Jason shook his head: "I don't know the specifics. Anyway, soon after you disappeared, she disappeared for no reason..."

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