Monster Integration

After making my mind, I crawled toward the small practice room of the airship; it was just a few steps away from where I was lying and only took me a minute to reach there.

The practice room is quite small, but it will be enough for me; now, the only thing I have to do is muster enough energy to practice the method when at every moment, a large chunk of my lifeforce is slipping away.

I am feeling quite weak, but I have no choice to practice the methods and finish them within one and half hour or die. 

So, even if I am weak, I will perform the methods and take them to completion; only then I might get out of this predicament.

Gulp!

Gritting my teeth, I got up and took out the small bottle, from which I took a gulp. The small bottle is a bottle of Soul Tempering Essense, and instead of taking a few small drops of it which I usually do, I took a gulp.

Normally, I would not do such thing as it would be akin to suicide, as I had to refine all the essence in the soul through the Secrete Method. 

If I fail to do that, then this soul tempering essence will turn into poison and poison my soul, not to mention taking this much of the Soul Tempering essence would make my soul extremely heavy that I would not be able to perform a simple bodily function.

The curse is already going to kill me, so what of little poison as for the feeling of weight, it had been completely drowned under the soul burning effects of the curse that I did not feel anything, seeing that I took another gulp of Soul Tempering Essence.

It was a suicidal thing to do, but nothing happened; even with a second gulp, I felt nothing that made an empty whole bottle into my mouth. If anyone sees me now, they would think me mad, who is trying to kill himself.

But I did not think that way, since I had decided on my target, I have to give my all, and since I had broken through a new level of the Secrete Method just three days ago, it is impossible to make another breakthrough three days later, especially in the Secret Method.

So, I did the craziest thing, I drunk the whole bottle of Soul tempering Essence, and to be honest, I still do not feel any effect of it. 

I could see the soul tempering essence spreading through my soul, pressuring it, but I am not feeling anything; the curse is too powerful for it to let me feel anything else than the pain it gives.

After I had done that, I started to perform three methods. This time I did not keep the cores in my mouth; I don't think I could coat them with my energy and keep them safely in my mouth.

If I eat a bunch of cores right now, they all will slide down my throat a few minutes later. The power of all those cores will be too much for my body to handle, and I will die, so it is better for me that I do not eat any cores.

I started to perform and felt tired in just a few pose; something like this never happened; I would always get tired in the end but not the starting, not to forget my speed would be way faster.

Despite feeling tired, I continued with gritted teeth and also increased my speed with every move; I only have one and half hours; if I continued with this speed, I would not be able to complete my target in one and half hours.

So, with each move, I kept increasing my speed, not only of the Physical Exercises of Body Cleansing Technique but also the circulations of Secrete Method and Supreme Combat Exercise.

All three methods are important, and I have to complete the target of all three methods if I want to have any chance at surviving for more than one and a half hour.

I kept pushing myself harder and harder every second; every second is a challenge to myself. Ive never challenged myself so hard as I am doing right now. I am bleeding the grey blood through every hole of my body due to the pressure I put on myself, but I did not care.

This one and half hour is the time I have to live, and if I did not give my all in this one and half hour, then I will not remain on earth for regret; I will die.

There are many things I have to do in my life, and first and foremost is to remove the curse on my mother. I could see the pain of losing her powers in her eyes and how she missed it every moment she lived.

I have seen that strange empty look my mother had since I was a child, but I was never able to know the reason for it, and now I know the reason, and I want to fix that; this has become my greatest dream.

Though I know it will be extremely difficult to do, the one that cursed my mother was Peak Tyrant Curse Master. I don't know anything about the curse or how to remove them.

The Mistson, with all their shame, would have tried their all with their power to remove the curse, so the shame of their organization lessens. If a supreme could not remove the curse, it would be impossible for me.

I have to perform that impossible; to do that, I will have to survive, and I will survive.

With the flame of hope burning in my heart, I started to perform faster and faster and faster without caring about a weakness that is increasing in my body as my lifeforce burned like a candle, lessening every moment.

Still, I continued as this is the only option I have; giving up means death, and I am sure as hell will not give up until I give my everything to achieve my target.