Mr.Li's Baby Wife

Xi Mobei took care of Su all night. He was sleeping soundly and vaguely. He seemed to hear a slight sob around him.

Xi Mobei forced himself to turn around and open his eyes. He suddenly woke up: "little night, what's the matter with you?"

Seeing Xi Mobei sit up and want to come over and hold himself, Su Wan shrinks himself into a ball more and more, keeps beating his arm, and doesn't allow Xi Mobei to approach him.

The almost hysterical appearance made Xi Mobei panic.

Despite Su Wan's resistance, Xi Mobei took Su Wan into his arms and let Su Wan beat his chest constantly.

"Xiao Wan, tell me, what happened? Or did you have a nightmare last night? "

Su Wan was still silent, just sobbing in a low voice. Xi Mobei was in a panic, but no matter what he said, Su Wan was unresponsive and could only hold Su Wan more tightly.

I don't know how long it took, Su Wan's cry finally weakened,

Looking at Su Wan's hand hanging down bit by bit, he no longer resisted his arms hysterically as before. Xi Mobei gently patted Su Wan's back with his hand and said softly, "Xiao Wan, it's okay. I'm here. No matter what it is, you say it first and hold it in your heart. It will be more uncomfortable to bear it silently alone, It'll be more comfortable to say it. "

"Mobei, I really... Can't accept premarital sex." She has her persistence and concerns. More importantly, when she was a child, things have already been engraved into the shadow of her heart, so she really can't accept it for a moment and a half.

Xi Mobei suddenly realized that Su Wan woke up in the morning and saw himself sleeping next to her, so he misunderstood, which was a little relieved.

"Xiao Wan, I will never force you." Xi Mobei's gentle voice made Su Wan feel like a child in a trance, enjoying endless doting and love.

Just, what did Xi Mobei just mean? Is it

"But last night"

"Fool, nothing happened to us last night. You're drunk like a puddle of mud. How could I do anything to you? Don't think about it. "

"Nothing happened?" Su Wan raised his head, looked at Xi Mobei with tears and asked.

"Yes, you drank too much wine yesterday. After I took you to bed, you kept holding my arm tightly, so I had to sit next to you. Later, I fell asleep unconsciously, fool. It turned out that you were thinking about it."

"But why do I feel so painful..." Su Wan looked at Xi Mobei's eyes, which didn't seem to be lying.

Xi Mobei released a hand and gently rubbed Su Wan's hair: "you really don't remember anything. You were drunk last night and couldn't stand stably. I left for a while and wanted to get a hot towel to apply your face. You fell out of bed. How can it not hurt?"

"Mobei, is that true?"

"Of course, believe me, Xiao Wan."

Su Wan carefully looked into Xi Mo Bei's deep eyes. At that moment, she suddenly felt very relieved, unprecedented relieved.

Xi Mobei looked at Su Wan's relieved look, and suddenly felt a burst of sadness in his heart. It was not because Su Wan doubted himself, but because he really didn't know what happened to this girl who always looked so simple and kind. Why, he always felt that she seemed to have a lot of insecurity in her heart, Xi Mobei didn't know what he was going to do, so he could let Su Wan completely put down all his defenses.

"Mo Bei, I'm sorry, I just..." a worried heart finally came down. Su Wan looked at Xi Mo Bei with sad eyes and suddenly felt guilty. Was he too hysterical just now?

"It doesn't matter. Xiao Wan, I understand. I don't need to explain." Xi Mobei's face still wore a faint smile, but Su Wan's heart suddenly felt a little pain.

"Mobei, in fact, there are some things I haven't told you about my family." Su Wan suddenly stopped and wanted to tell Xi Mobei everything frankly. However, when he really wanted to say it, he found that he was not ready to speak at all, and he didn't know where to start.

"Xiao Wan, if you're not ready, you don't have to tell me now. You just need to know that I'll always be with you. When you're really ready to tell me, just say it again." Xi Mo Bei bent his head slightly and kissed Su Wan's eyes gently.

It's like a butterfly gently falling on the eyelid. Su Wan closed her eyes, but the past was like a movie, playing back in her heart one after another.

"Don't come to the study!"

"I'm very busy. Don't call me if you have nothing to do. Won't you solve it yourself?"

"Stay away from me. I'm annoyed when I see you. When I see you, I think of my mistakes."

……

I heard those words countless times when I was a child. It seems that all of them are intertwined and buzzing in my ears at this moment.

Su Wan couldn't help it anymore. She covered her ears tightly with her hands, and tears ran down uncontrollably.

Except for her sister, no one can understand her inner loneliness. Although her identity is embarrassing, she has been trying so hard to get her father's approval.

"Xiao Wan, Xiao Wan, what's the matter with you?" Xi Mobei looked at Su Wan's mood and lost control again. The whole person panicked. He didn't know what to do. He could only hold Su Wan tightly and want to pass all the warmth to Su Wan's body and the deepest part of his heart.

But Su Wan didn't seem to hear it. What echoed in his mind was the picture of being despised and abused by his father when he was a child. l

As clear as yesterday.

No matter how hard Su Wan tried, as long as she thought that she was born in the world with trade and interests, her heart was as painful as a needle.

Su Wan knew that it was for this reason that his father always hated himself. From small to large, in his father's heart, his sister Jianxi was the only daughter from beginning to end.

Although she was reluctant to admit it, Su Wan knew that for her father, she would rather never have her own daughter. It seemed that every minute of her existence was a great torture for her father.

So, just now, Su Wan was really afraid. She was afraid that she might waste an innocent life when she got pregnant before marriage. She was even more afraid that her children would take the road they had taken again.

"Xiao Wan, Xiao Wan, look into my eyes!" Xi Mobei tightly grasped Su Wan's hand, took Su Wan's hand away from his ear and let Su Wan look into his eyes.

Su Wan raised his head. Xi Mobei's eyes were full of heartache.