But today, I often find that I can't control my emotions well. Even if I constantly tell myself that I must be patient with failure and be gentle with him, no matter what I talk about or do, he can't be cruel to her. With their own gentle constantly tell her that he is serious about her, is sincere, is loving.

"I..." a word, let Mu Qing some dumb words in an instant. Mu Qing was surprised to find that she didn't know how to defend herself. He didn't want to hurt the man in front of him, but no matter when he said it, there was no way to avoid it.

Unless she can accept him, the anger on Jon's face may dissipate. But she couldn't do it. I'm afraid it's really a big hurt for Jon if you let him say something soft. Because she really has tried, she really can't fall in love with Jon.

"I just want to tell you that coffee is still the original taste, but because of the nature of my work, I don't drink much coffee every day."

"Are you rejecting me and telling me that you don't need me to make coffee for you anymore?" Jon's words, with three sharp. Discount money also has an invisible pressure, it seems to warn him not to say something that makes her unhappy. She can tolerate her arrogance and his misdeeds, but he can't tolerate her leaving him.

Mu Qing Leng for a few seconds, raised his head, fearless looking at Jon“ Joe, your work is too busy. It's totally different from mine. I don't think you need to make another cup of coffee for anyone. "

"No matter I'm busy, I can make time for you to make a cup of coffee." In fact, when he started a business, no matter how busy you are, as long as Mu Qing asked, he would do it for her.

But later, he didn't ask for it any more, so he didn't do it for him any more. But it doesn't mean that he can't give up his work for her.

Power was important to him, but he didn't want to have power instead of her.

"But I don't want to delay you." What Mu Qing wants to say is that she doesn't want to force him to do something because of her request. Connivance and solicitude, it will never become love. In fact, she has long known that she and he are not as simple as making coffee. Even if he really put down what he was doing and made her a cup of coffee every day, her heart would not be moved by it

After all, Jon has done more to her than making coffee. If there could be love, she thought that she had already fallen in love. Because there is no love, therefore, it is inevitable to refuse.

At this point, Mu Qing doesn't want to drag on like this any more. Even if Jon would be furious, she would say the same thing at this moment.

"Joe, you know, I've tried my best for so many years, but what I can't do is nothing. Before returning home, I talked with you, and you also said that you are willing to give me freedom to find what I want. And now, I gradually begin to understand what I want, but why do you insist on not letting go? "

"I will never forget your kindness, but as you know, I have never been a person who can deceive myself. I will not use a kindness to return your love, more will not because of guilt, and forced to let you and me together. It's not fair to you or to me. Although love is just a beginner for me, I also want to take it seriously. "

"For so many years, you have never forced me, and you have given me meticulous care. I know, that is because you also hope that I can use the same love in exchange for your sincerity. But, I tried, I really can't do it. I believe that you don't want to pay for love

Mu Qing breathed and expressed what she thought in her heart. I have always been a simple person. However, in the face of Jon's things, she is delayed again and again. In fact, at the beginning, she was determined. It's just that Jon doesn't accept her refusal at all, and doesn't mean what she says again and again.

Only think that she is because do not understand love, so will ignore his love for her. Once they insisted, it was for this reason that she would make up her mind to return home and leave his protection for a long time. Because in this way, the two people's constant feelings will end.

But did not expect, even if she ran far away, there is still no way out of his control.

Or it should be said that no matter how far she escaped, as long as Jon did not let go, they would never have an end.

"Are you sure that person can give you everything you want?" Jon gritted his teeth when he said that. You constantly remind yourself not to be angry, not to show your stinginess and jealousy in front of her. However, there is still no way to dissipate the stuffy air.

Mu Qing looks at Jon with surprise on her face.

Jon seldom spoke to him in this tone, no matter how cruel he was outside, but when he faced him, he was all indulgent. You don't say a word of reproach to him on weekdays. As long as it's what she wants to do and what she wants to accomplish, he will help her, except for the matter of his feelings. No matter how he is used to persuading, Jon still insists on not letting go.

"Jack, for me, was an accident. I never thought I would get involved in a relationship with him. I don't deny it. I don't hate him. I like him a little. I don't know if it's love, but I want to have a good try. Don't you mean that only after I really try, can I understand what real love is? But why do you embarrass him? You want to embarrass me? You won't even let yourself go? "

Strange tone, but also with three angry. She felt that her mind was really confused at the moment, and she didn't want to keep pestering. So what I said is a little split. He didn't even care if these words would hurt Jon. She knew best that she wanted to express her true feelings to Jon.

But obviously, it's impossible not to annoy Jon. That pair of sharp eyes, add a bit more cold“ Do you mean I'm trying to embarrass you? "

Jon was really upset to hear that. He may be sorry to all the people in the world, but he doesn't feel that he has done anything wrong to Mu Qing. With Mu Qing say such words, to her really big blow.

Such a shock is like telling Jon that everything he has done is wrong, useless and completely ignored.

Jon's return to the post also made Mu Qing realize that she was a little too excited. In fact, this is just the beginning. How can it not happen yet. In fact, she said this in order to prevent some things that should not have happened and the harm that should not have been caused. Whether it's Jon or Jack, he doesn't want any of them hurt.

Mu Qing calms down the excitement in her heart, looks at Jon and speaks calmly again.

"That's not what I mean, Joe. I know you haven't done anything to hurt me and him, but I can see you don't agree with me when I'm with him. I can't predict how you will react, but I don't want you to have any interference in this matter. "

"Although I'm not sure if my love for Jack is really love. But since I have decided to try, I will try with my heart. If one day, I still can't fall in love with him, I will break up with him peacefully, but it doesn't mean that I will come back to you again. I once said that I have worked hard for you. Although I haven't experienced love, I understand, I can never have any feelings for you. "

"But if one day, I really fall in love with him, I hope you can give us sincere blessing. I also hope that you can completely put it down and look for your own true love

Mu Qing expresses all her feelings and tells Jon clearly that no matter what, he and she can't be together. In fact, it's a statement he made before, but Jon never paid attention to it. Because at that time like the side, and no one else.

Or should say, Mu Qing's eyes and no one can make him interested in people appear.

Now, but when Mu Qing said this, Jon felt a kind of terror of loss, because the girl he had been caring for seemed to have someone else taking over. It felt like something you loved was about to be taken away by someone else. He is a competitive person, such a sense of failure he will never have.

He will never allow anyone to take what belongs to him. Even if you want to change her with your heart, you will be happy.

Jon was silent for a long time, as if he was sorting out his emotions, or he was thinking about what he was going to do next. And opposite Mu Qing, at the moment the heart is also uneasy, can't guess what kind of words Jon will say next?

But he sat still, waiting for Jon to sort out all his emotions. He hoped that Jon could see all the truth clearly and let it go. For all people, it was liberation. Only by letting go can real happiness knock on them.

But can Jon really let go so easily?

Mu Qing's heart is beating. He has never doubted Jon's kindness to him, but she knows Jon's character very well. He has always been in a high position and has never given up. How can he let go easily when facing feelings?

"You're not sure you're really in love with him yet?" After a long silence, Jon finally asked his doubts.

In the face of this problem, habit has never thought of cheating Jon, very seriously nodded“ In fact, I have a good feeling for Jack, but I still have no way to determine whether it's love, that is, there is a little love between us. If we live together, we can't live in harmony. I think we can't be together in the end. "

Just like his parents, before marriage, the man was glued to each other and had a very good relationship. But after getting married, they found that they had no way to adapt to each other's life. In the end, their relationship was even stranger than strangers.

He doesn't want his future husband to be like this. If her marriage is like her parents, she would rather not have such a marriage.

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