Music For My Unspoken Words.... Chase Me For Your Second Chance
Chapter 94 - 94 Louie Chen…….realizes the biggest mistake in his life
The minute you start compromising for the sake of massaging somebody's ego, that's it….. GAME OVER ---- Gordon Ramsey
"Luna dared to move on without you now. Because as much as she loved you, she loved and respected herself more and she already has someone in her heart". These are Yuan's words that Louie gave a pang to his heart, he knew that he hurt Luna so much. He didn't treat her well, but still, he wanted her so much. He wanted her body and soul, that's why for their 9 months of marriage, she is the only woman that he has touched.
He remembers what his Grandfather had told him after their civil marriage. Their grandparents planned all this even before their parents gave birth to them; his grandfather told him to take good care of Luna, his grandfather told him that "Luna needs someone who would see the magic in her eyes. Someone who will fall in love with the way she sees the world. Someone who will support even her wildest dreams." His grandfather also hopes that he could be that someone for the Moon. He also remembers that his grandmother is very fond of Luna….. She loves her o much; they were very excited to see that Luna signs the marriage contract. After their wedding at the Civil Affairs, his grandparents Jane and Robert Chen together with Luna and her grandparents Eva and Lucas Cheung ate their meal as a sign of reception after marriage. He was not happy and the Elders can feel it...
FLASHBACK
"Luna Darling why not sing for us" Luna's grandmother Eva Cheung requested her precious Moon.
"My granddaughter is a very good singer Louie" she added. Louie just smirks as he already knows that it is not true….. Sofia told him that Luna pretends to be a good singer.
"The song you will sing for us will be your wedding song darling…. It will mark as your wedding vows to each other" Clara Chen said to Luna. Luna just nodded; she stood up and went to the stage and ask the band to play there that she will sing, she gave the title of the song.
END OF FLASHBACK
Louie: "I remembered now... Luna used to sing a song after we got married…. On that day she sang our wedding song. Grandmother Clara told us that it will mark as our wedding vows to each other."
Kim: "What's the song, Louie? Maybe through that song, we can have clues about her identity nor where we can start finding her."
Louie: "I don't know the title but I can recall some lyrics."
Yuan: "What's the lyrics, Louie?
Louie: "That you won't say goodbye. Just tell me how you feel, I don't know what you're thinking anymore And if you need me, you'd kiss me Then tell me how you feel And if you want me, you'd show me That your love is for real And if you love me You'd hold me in your arms where I belong So while I'm feeling strong I sing you one last song."
Harry and Ethan said in unison: "I know that song…. The title is "One last song by a1". Yuan search for the title of the song through his phone and played it.
One Last Song
A1
Take my hand, touch my face
Let me see in your eyes
that you won't say goodbye
Just tell me how you feel
I don't know what you're thinking anymore
And if you need me, you'd kiss me
Then tell me how you feel
And if you want me, you'd show me
That your love is for real
And if you love me
You'd hold me in your arms where I belong
So while I'm feeling strong
I sing you one last song
Let me ask time has passed
Do you feel this could last
If you don't, why then stay
Take your wings, fly away
I love you way too much
To wanna be the one who brings you down
And if you need me, you'd kiss me
And if you want me, you'd show me
That your love is for real
And if you love me
You'd hold me in your arms where I belong
So while I'm feeling strong
I sing you one last song
One last song I sing for you
Like I always did
This time it's for real
Expecting you to turn my kiss
And if you need me, you'd kiss me
Then tell me how you feel
And if you want me, you'd show me
That your love is for real
And if you love me
You'd hold me in your arms where I belong
So while I'm feeling strong
I sing you one last song
As they listened to the song, Harry chuckled and said to them "Louie…. What did you do to Luna? Even after your marriage…. She is already conveying to you what she feels… what is inside her heart….. The song itself is speaking up the voices of her heart."
Louie: "I am blinded by Sofia before…. Even though my heart says that she is different but my mind says I must believe Sofia. Luna didn't tell me who she was….. I mean her identity….. If she could have told me…. Things will be different now."
Yuan: "Louie…. The only thing she was afraid of was losing you. You were the most valuable person in her life, even when she felt you weren't feeling the same for her….. She can see it through you and your eyes, that's why that's the song she has sung for you as your wedding song nor shall we say her wedding vows to you."
Ethan: "As I remember Louie….. Even though you are married to Luna you never treated her as your wife…. She has never been your top priority…. But you were always hers. The relationship is meant everything to her... your marriage. Even when you broke her heart into a million pieces, she remained strong and compassionate."
Kim: "Yeah….. As I remember Luna was too naive to believe your sugarcoated lies. She kept telling herself you will change, you just need some time. She gave you many second chances, and all you did was neglecting her."
Harry: "And now you are telling us that you love her? That she was your wife and she was yours?! My God Louie…. You deserve to be like this."
Louie; "I know!!!!! I am now regretful for the things that I have done to her. I wish I could listen closely to the songs she has played…. Cause those songs….. those lyrics speak the words she failed to say to me... her unspoken words but still I am blinded…. I shut my heart to her. If I could just listen for one last time, the songs she used to sing and plays, her I LOVE YOU and TAKE CARE of words and other things."
Harry: "Louie…. The reality is that; the things that are happening right now don't hurt, but the flashbacks of everything that follows you and even in your dreams lingers on it."
Louie: "All I want is to talk to her….. I'll talk to her and be with her for one last time…. I am sick of this kind of madness happening to me. All I want is that… to tell her how much I LOVE her…. My Luna... My Wife... I LOVE her and always will. She is the part of my heart that will never stop beating."
Yuan: "Louie, at some point in your life…. Especially what is happening right now... you have to realize that Luna can stay in your heart but not in your life anymore."
Harry: "You need to set things right Louie… you need to do something about everything….. don't be stubborn enough as you always say that Autumn and Luna are the same people. We can just say those things if we have pieces of evidence…. We can get some DNA samples of Ms. Autumn Vallini but what about Luna? Where we will find her DNA samples?
Louie: "I can ask James Su for his samples….. if Autumn and James are matched… it only means that James is her father and it only means that Autumn is Luna.
Yuan: "If we say that we can get the positive result….. what will you do Louie? Will you intervene in her happiness? She never did that to you when you are married to her and you are having an affair with Sofia."
Ethan: "Louie…. My friend... Luna loves you genuinely, with all her heart and soul. She devoted every last bit of her energy to make sure you feel loved and treasured. Luna was very proud that she was your girl….. your woman....your wife. But you take her for granted that time. Luna held her heart on her sleeve, with the confidence of a woman who was honored to be with a person like you. She was never ashamed to show her feelings for you or to be seen holding your hand because she loved the fact she was yours."
Yuan: "Yet, you didn't have the eyes to see her exceptional selflessness. You became indifferent to her kindness, empathy, and kind-heartedness. But her kindness wasn't her weakness. She wasn't blind to see your true intentions. She wasn't someone you could neglect forever at that time. And she was not someone you could play your nasty little mind-games with but she turned herself blind eye because she loves you so much. The second you tried to manipulate her, she let you know your attempt will be meaningless especially what happened to the anniversary party….. that she was drowned and save by the Wu sister's friend.
Louie can't utter a single word, all the words of his friends pierce his heart too deep. He knows that no matter how many years have passed, he still dreams about Luna…. His Wife…..every little thing about Luna…. He still dreamed it one. Nothing has changed, he still longs for her touch… for her scent…. All are the same and he knows that it will never fade until the end of time. He didn't know what to do right now….. all he knows is that he is very jealous….madly jealous every time he sees Autumn in the hands of Francois. This is the same feeling he felt when Luke was saving Luna from the swimming pool 5 years ago.
If he can just bring back the time…..if he can only ask Luna the words…. Will you please tell me you love once more…..? I'm dying to know it once again" he will ask her those words. Luna means more to him than everybody will ever know. But now he regrets it….. He regrets that he can't show it to her anymore….. He wants to fight for his right to her as her husband….. His right for the twins….. But how? Where he will start?
He remembers the day he fell in love with Luna…. He first saw her in the garden of the Mystic Hotel and that day he fell in love with her….. Luna smiled at him at the moment he asks for her name... and it was written in her diary that she also fell in love with him…..
"Luna dared to move on without you now. Because as much as she loved you, she loved and respected herself more and she already has someone in her heart". These are Yuan's words that Louie gave a pang to his heart, he knew that he hurt Luna so much. He didn't treat her well, but still, he wanted her so much. He wanted her body and soul, that's why for their 9 months of marriage, she is the only woman that he has touched.
He remembers what his Grandfather had told him after their civil marriage. Their grandparents planned all this even before their parents gave birth to them; his grandfather told him to take good care of Luna, his grandfather told him that "Luna needs someone who would see the magic in her eyes. Someone who will fall in love with the way she sees the world. Someone who will support even her wildest dreams." His grandfather also hopes that he could be that someone for the Moon. He also remembers that his grandmother is very fond of Luna….. She loves her o much; they were very excited to see that Luna signs the marriage contract. After their wedding at the Civil Affairs, his grandparents Jane and Robert Chen together with Luna and her grandparents Eva and Lucas Cheung ate their meal as a sign of reception after marriage. He was not happy and the Elders can feel it...
FLASHBACK
"Luna Darling why not sing for us" Luna's grandmother Eva Cheung requested her precious Moon.
"My granddaughter is a very good singer Louie" she added. Louie just smirks as he already knows that it is not true….. Sofia told him that Luna pretends to be a good singer.
"The song you will sing for us will be your wedding song darling…. It will mark as your wedding vows to each other" Clara Chen said to Luna. Luna just nodded; she stood up and went to the stage and ask the band to play there that she will sing, she gave the title of the song.
END OF FLASHBACK
Louie: "I remembered now... Luna used to sing a song after we got married…. On that day she sang our wedding song. Grandmother Clara told us that it will mark as our wedding vows to each other."
Kim: "What's the song, Louie? Maybe through that song, we can have clues about her identity nor where we can start finding her."
Louie: "I don't know the title but I can recall some lyrics."
Yuan: "What's the lyrics, Louie?
Louie: "That you won't say goodbye. Just tell me how you feel, I don't know what you're thinking anymore And if you need me, you'd kiss me Then tell me how you feel And if you want me, you'd show me That your love is for real And if you love me You'd hold me in your arms where I belong So while I'm feeling strong I sing you one last song."
Harry and Ethan said in unison: "I know that song…. The title is "One last song by a1". Yuan search for the title of the song through his phone and played it.
One Last Song
A1
Take my hand, touch my face
Let me see in your eyes
that you won't say goodbye
Just tell me how you feel
I don't know what you're thinking anymore
And if you need me, you'd kiss me
Then tell me how you feel
And if you want me, you'd show me
That your love is for real
And if you love me
You'd hold me in your arms where I belong
So while I'm feeling strong
I sing you one last song
Let me ask time has passed
Do you feel this could last
If you don't, why then stay
Take your wings, fly away
I love you way too much
To wanna be the one who brings you down
And if you need me, you'd kiss me
And if you want me, you'd show me
That your love is for real
And if you love me
You'd hold me in your arms where I belong
So while I'm feeling strong
I sing you one last song
One last song I sing for you
Like I always did
This time it's for real
Expecting you to turn my kiss
And if you need me, you'd kiss me
Then tell me how you feel
And if you want me, you'd show me
That your love is for real
And if you love me
You'd hold me in your arms where I belong
So while I'm feeling strong
I sing you one last song
As they listened to the song, Harry chuckled and said to them "Louie…. What did you do to Luna? Even after your marriage…. She is already conveying to you what she feels… what is inside her heart….. The song itself is speaking up the voices of her heart."
Louie: "I am blinded by Sofia before…. Even though my heart says that she is different but my mind says I must believe Sofia. Luna didn't tell me who she was….. I mean her identity….. If she could have told me…. Things will be different now."
Yuan: "Louie…. The only thing she was afraid of was losing you. You were the most valuable person in her life, even when she felt you weren't feeling the same for her….. She can see it through you and your eyes, that's why that's the song she has sung for you as your wedding song nor shall we say her wedding vows to you."
Ethan: "As I remember Louie….. Even though you are married to Luna you never treated her as your wife…. She has never been your top priority…. But you were always hers. The relationship is meant everything to her... your marriage. Even when you broke her heart into a million pieces, she remained strong and compassionate."
Kim: "Yeah….. As I remember Luna was too naive to believe your sugarcoated lies. She kept telling herself you will change, you just need some time. She gave you many second chances, and all you did was neglecting her."
Harry: "And now you are telling us that you love her? That she was your wife and she was yours?! My God Louie…. You deserve to be like this."
Louie; "I know!!!!! I am now regretful for the things that I have done to her. I wish I could listen closely to the songs she has played…. Cause those songs….. those lyrics speak the words she failed to say to me... her unspoken words but still I am blinded…. I shut my heart to her. If I could just listen for one last time, the songs she used to sing and plays, her I LOVE YOU and TAKE CARE of words and other things."
Harry: "Louie…. The reality is that; the things that are happening right now don't hurt, but the flashbacks of everything that follows you and even in your dreams lingers on it."
Louie: "All I want is to talk to her….. I'll talk to her and be with her for one last time…. I am sick of this kind of madness happening to me. All I want is that… to tell her how much I LOVE her…. My Luna... My Wife... I LOVE her and always will. She is the part of my heart that will never stop beating."
Yuan: "Louie, at some point in your life…. Especially what is happening right now... you have to realize that Luna can stay in your heart but not in your life anymore."
Harry: "You need to set things right Louie… you need to do something about everything….. don't be stubborn enough as you always say that Autumn and Luna are the same people. We can just say those things if we have pieces of evidence…. We can get some DNA samples of Ms. Autumn Vallini but what about Luna? Where we will find her DNA samples?
Louie: "I can ask James Su for his samples….. if Autumn and James are matched… it only means that James is her father and it only means that Autumn is Luna.
Yuan: "If we say that we can get the positive result….. what will you do Louie? Will you intervene in her happiness? She never did that to you when you are married to her and you are having an affair with Sofia."
Ethan: "Louie…. My friend... Luna loves you genuinely, with all her heart and soul. She devoted every last bit of her energy to make sure you feel loved and treasured. Luna was very proud that she was your girl….. your woman....your wife. But you take her for granted that time. Luna held her heart on her sleeve, with the confidence of a woman who was honored to be with a person like you. She was never ashamed to show her feelings for you or to be seen holding your hand because she loved the fact she was yours."
Yuan: "Yet, you didn't have the eyes to see her exceptional selflessness. You became indifferent to her kindness, empathy, and kind-heartedness. But her kindness wasn't her weakness. She wasn't blind to see your true intentions. She wasn't someone you could neglect forever at that time. And she was not someone you could play your nasty little mind-games with but she turned herself blind eye because she loves you so much. The second you tried to manipulate her, she let you know your attempt will be meaningless especially what happened to the anniversary party….. that she was drowned and save by the Wu sister's friend.
Louie can't utter a single word, all the words of his friends pierce his heart too deep. He knows that no matter how many years have passed, he still dreams about Luna…. His Wife…..every little thing about Luna…. He still dreamed it one. Nothing has changed, he still longs for her touch… for her scent…. All are the same and he knows that it will never fade until the end of time. He didn't know what to do right now….. all he knows is that he is very jealous….madly jealous every time he sees Autumn in the hands of Francois. This is the same feeling he felt when Luke was saving Luna from the swimming pool 5 years ago.
If he can just bring back the time…..if he can only ask Luna the words…. Will you please tell me you love once more…..? I'm dying to know it once again" he will ask her those words. Luna means more to him than everybody will ever know. But now he regrets it….. He regrets that he can't show it to her anymore….. He wants to fight for his right to her as her husband….. His right for the twins….. But how? Where he will start?
He remembers the day he fell in love with Luna…. He first saw her in the garden of the Mystic Hotel and that day he fell in love with her….. Luna smiled at him at the moment he asks for her name... and it was written in her diary that she also fell in love with him…..
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