My 1979

At night, it was raining harder and harder outside, and the wind was blowing harder and harder. He suddenly remembered that he had forgotten to ask his wife if she had brought enough clothes, how was the place where she lived, and if she still had any money. Annoyed by his own carelessness.

He woke up in the morning and drove to pick up Zhang Wanting in the heavy rain. He thought it was better to live at home and bring Zhang Wanting back. It was not good for his wife to live outside.

He arrived at the place, sat in the car, opened the window, and saw no one from morning to afternoon. He was a little anxious. He went out in the rain to find a phone booth and called Lao Zhao, "Can you help me go and have a look? Lao Zhao, I'm sorry to trouble you."

Zhao Yongqi hesitated for a moment, but still couldn't resist Li He's request, "Okay, let me make a call."

Zhang Wanting came out holding an umbrella. He hurriedly opened the car door and stepped out despite the pouring rain. He said happily, "I'm here."

She scolded, "You didn't get a poncho either."

He said happily, "You are not a human being who doesn't know who I am. I'm in great shape. Do you remember that when I was in Wang'er Mountain, I would take a bath with cold water in the winter?"

She covered him under the umbrella and asked, "I heard from Zhao Yongqi that you have been waiting here all day. Please let me know in advance next time you come. I'm usually very busy."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't know, I don't have your number." He felt that he was just a pig, forgetting to ask for her address, forgetting to ask for her number, and forgetting to care about her life.

"You are still like this. You are self-centered in everything. Can you worry about other people's feelings? I am at work. What will others think if you suddenly come out like this?"

He hurriedly explained, "I just wanted to forget to ask you where you live yesterday, and I was afraid that you didn't have any money, so I gave you some money. It will be all expenses when you come back."

Zhang Wanting closed her eyes, took a deep breath and said, "I don't know what to say to you."

"It's raining heavily outside, get in the car." The thin silk skirt fluttered slowly in front of his eyes. He also saw her bright eyes, but the smile on her lips was gone, the smile that once made him rippling.

She shook her head, "I'll go find you in a few days."

He happily agreed, and then sat on the threshold every day, looking left or right. He didn't know which direction she would suddenly come from.

He waited for a week but didn't get it. He still wanted to find her, but he was afraid that she would be bored because she was very busy.

He moved his battle line to the road, sat on the steps at the intersection, and looked at the crowds of people passing by on the road. He thought that if she forgot the road, he would be able to pick her up. It was raining heavily, but he didn't move.

Qin Youmi grabbed Xiao Wei's ear and asked, "Is Mr. Li having a mental illness?"

"My brother is watching the scenery." Xiao Wei also knows the principle of being unyielding.

Qin Youmi squatted in front of Li He holding an umbrella and asked, "What's wrong with you? I have an acquaintance in the mental hospital. Can I introduce you to one?"

Li He ignored her. He only felt cold all over, like a layer of gelatin covering his body. He picked up the bench and turned around and went home.

The door clicked shut.

Qin Youmi said, "It's over, it's over, I'm crazy."

He couldn't remember when he had eaten, he was just sleepy and went straight to bed.

He got up in the morning, rubbed his head and didn't know how long he had slept, as if he had slept for several years. He hesitantly got out of bed, but couldn't find his slippers. He usually put his slippers under the bed when he went to bed. He was still trying hard to figure out where to put the slippers, but thinking about it made his head hurt, so he decided not to think about it anymore, so he walked barefoot to the ground.

When I opened the door, the rain outside was still falling heavily, as if it would never stop. The raindrops hit the leaves of the locust tree without mercy, making a crackling sound.

He was finally hungry, so he boiled some water in the pot. When the water boiled, he found that there were no noodles at home and could not be boiled.

After putting on clothes and shoes and going out, Xiao Wei saw him coming out and said happily, "Brother, you haven't been out for two days."

"oh."

He ordered pig head noodles at a noodle shop at the entrance of the alley and ate bowl after bowl, three big bowls in a row.

Zhao Yongqi is here again.

Li He greeted him with a smile, "I'm late, otherwise I'll give you a bowl of pig head noodles. It's very delicious."

Zhao Yongqi was silent for a long time, and finally said, "She came to see me."

"who?"

"Zhang Wanting."

Li He smiled uncomfortably, "What does she want from you?"

"Actually, I shouldn't have told you that she returned to China."

Li He said unhappily, "Old Zhao, what are you talking about?"

"She didn't want you to know that she was back." Zhao Yongqi's voice became louder unconsciously as he spoke, "She has been back for half a year. Do you understand that it has been half a year?"

"She is usually busy, I know this. Just keep talking."

"Ask her yourself. I'd better not be this mouthpiece anymore."

Zhao Yongqi hesitated to speak, shook his head, could not say anything, stood up, turned around and left.

Li He shouted at Lao Zhao's back, "Hey, Lao Zhao, you are crazy!"

"It's you who's sick! It's you yourself! Do you know it or not?" Zhao Yongqi finally turned around and couldn't help but tear up his throat.

He waited on the threshold of his home for several days, rain or shine, and finally saw her. This afternoon, the sun finally came out. In the scorching sun, she got out of a car, wore a black skirt, and walked under the eaves of Li He's house.

He jumped up from the ground, "Come in, come in."

She said calmly, "I'm sorry, I should have told you earlier."

"What?"

"I'm leaving after the stage."

He was shocked, "Where to go?"

"U.K."

He smiled a little and said, "Can you please stop making trouble."

They loved to joke around when they were together.

"I'm not a child, will I make trouble?" She looked at him and continued, "Erhe, I really don't know how to tell you, I really don't want you to know when I come back, I don't want to break you I don’t want to get involved in your world, you know?”

"I can go to England with you without delaying your work. Really, I can go to England too." He knew that children always need to be coaxed when they lose their temper.

Zhang Wanting cried, "Erhe, it's not like this, you don't understand. There are some things we said but couldn't do, that's because we are still young. There are some things we did but didn't say, that's because we are gradually maturing. I don't want to I mean, Erhe, why don’t we just stay quiet like this?”

"What are you talking about? Don't you love me anymore?" He finally said the word 'love' with a slight stumble. He rarely said this word, and he always felt it was a bit pretentious.

"I used to think it was love. Looking back from the first moment you met me, I was a poor thing, a poor little ant. You pity me and you take care of me. Yes, I really don't need your pity. This It’s pity, right? Don’t you admit it! Li Erhe!”

"I" His mind buzzed, everything was messed up, everything was messed up.

Under the sunlight, she showed a kind of elegance. Her hair was slightly hanging down, very long, her legs were slightly crossed, and she said softly, "We have grown up and are not children anymore. Erhe, really, I hope you Good."

"Don't make a fuss," he said tremblingly, "You know I've earned more money for you than you can spend in a lifetime. It's really more money than you can spend in a lifetime, really."

"I'm sorry, Erhe." She turned around suddenly and ran out.

"Wife!"

He was stunned for a moment, and then hurriedly caught up with him. He could only see the car speeding away, but he shouted this with all his strength. He stared blankly into the distance. The sun was dazzling and could cut people.

On the table was a paper bag left by Zhang Wanting. He opened it and saw a thick stack of U.S. dollars. He happily gave it to her. All the things he cared about and all the things he worked hard for were Prepared for the future, but the future no longer exists.