After Song Qingyi told me to break up, my heart began to tremble. In fact, after we began to fall in love, I knew there would be such a day, because there was such a big gap between me and her. In the real world, there was no story of a toad and a white swan becoming husband and wife.

But I didn't think it was because of Wang Yan, because of the child in her stomach, and whether the child was mine or not really unknown.

I don't believe that she would break up with me because of this. She is not so stupid. Maybe she wanted to break up with me for a long time, but couldn't find the reason.

I looked at her, sneered and said, "Song Qingyi, do you know? You are too cold now, you are really too cold! "

She is not talking to me, this indifference makes my heart completely cold.

There is no one in this world who can't live without leaving. It just hurts when we break up. She said such things to me. What can I do?

Reluctant to give up how, tear heart crack lung to detain, also is not willing to show just.

Even without me, she has enough conditions to find a man 100 times, 1000 times better than me, and there will be another man worthy of her love to cure her.

In her indifference, I finally replied without expression: "OK, I finally waited for your words, it doesn't matter, I'm fine It's just song Qingyi. What I want to tell you is that you may never meet a man like me in your life, and you can't see a man who has lived with you for several years. "

Song Qingyi did not have the slightest soft hearted, she is still so cold said: "I said that I should say, you take good care of yourself, I left."

"Go, you go, go! I never want to see you again... "

In my roar, song Qingyi leaves with no emotion, her footstep sound is gradually drifting away in the corridor outside

I closed my eyes and let out a long breath. I wiped my hands heavily on my face. I was numb. I didn't know what I had just said.

But I'm really in pain, but at the same time I feel so relaxed If it wasn't for the original damned encounter, with our background, our birth, our social relations, we would not have a trace of intersection, let alone fall in love.

We shouldn't have been one of the world's people, just like a snow that never belongs to summer.

Dong Dong Dong Dong!

There was a knock at the door. I looked up numbly and saw Zhang Tian come back again.

He stood at the door and didn't dare to come to me. I had nothing to say. Maybe he was outside the door all the time. He might have heard the conversation between Song Qingyi and me just now.

"Nange, are you ok?" After a long time, Zhang Tian asked me carefully.

I tried to control my uncontrollable emotions and said with a strong smile, "I'm fine!"

"Brother Nan, I'm sorry I heard it all. "

I continued to smile and said, "it's OK. We often make a little fuss like this, and we'll make up tomorrow."

"But I just saw her come out with tears all the time. She stopped at the door for a while before leaving. She cried Nange

I was stunned for a moment. Just now when she was in front of me, her face was expressionless and she didn't want to cry. How could Zhang Tian say that she went out crying?

Can't tears be wrapped in the moment she turns around?

If so, is she in heartache? Since heartache, why to say goodbye to me?

In my silence, Zhang Tian said to me again: "brother Nan, do you want me to chase her back to you?"

I hesitated for a while and shook my head and said, "no, she can't stay if she wants to go."

"What do you want now, brother Nan? Tell me, I will satisfy you."

I know he is afraid that I am too sad, so he wants to make me happy, but I am really not happy at this time. Even if he told me that he won the 5 million grand prize, I would not be happy.

I shook my head and said to him, "go back and I'll be alone."

With that, I closed my eyes, the corner of my eyes soon spread a touch of warmth, and my heart also filled with a sense of overwhelming powerlessness.

I was unable to retain her, unable to let her forgive me, let her stay with me.

I think, maybe I'm wrong. If I were her, it would be hard for me to bear such a blow.

I also gradually understand that the world's most can not be planned love, we can look forward to it very beautiful, but the reality is always tarnishing, let us lose in the mire of love.

I didn't think about anything. I just lay on the bed buried in the night. But in the quiet environment, my senses became extremely sensitive. The faint breath left by song Qingyi in the ward seemed to be still there.

I thought for a long time, and finally got an answer. Even if it wasn't because of what happened last night, it's hard for me to have a result with her.

I'm just a real nobody in this society. I'm not qualified to be with her. All I can do is to please her.Even though I can't understand the pain at night, I still can't understand it.

I think, my whole life, seems to have been unable to see the hope of love!

I'm going to be 27 years old. I should have children at this age, but I'm still lost in love

I can't remember how I spent the night. In short, I was so miserable, but I was so powerless. I picked up my mobile phone several times to call song Qingyi, but I still gave up.

I'm like a cripple now, with a broken head and broken hands. If I want money, I don't have money. What can I do to bind her?

After thinking about it all night, I also realized that I should not be sad. It will only make my life worse. I should try to change myself. I believe that one day the baby in Wang Yan's stomach will come to light.

……

I stayed in the hospital for three days, which was also the three days after I separated from Song Qingyi. I had been living in the dark. I didn't answer anyone's phone call. When others came to see me, I just forced myself to smile and tell them, "I'm ok."

I also did not contact song Qingyi, I know that even if I take the initiative to contact her, there will be no results, but make themselves more miserable.

On the day of discharge, it was still anzheng who came to the hospital to meet me. He had already known that song Qingyi and I had broken up. He had no accident. He also advised me to be more open-minded and said that she and I were not the same person at all.

I looked at him and said, "I'm not on the same path with her. Are you with song Qingshan again?"

"It's different. There's a big difference between them. Shanshan is not like song Qingyi. In short, don't think so much. There are many women in the world."

I did not speak again, standing at the gate of the hospital, eyes blurred at the front of the blue sky, white clouds, high-rise buildings, busy traffic.

"Well, don't think so much. The old ones don't go and the new ones don't come!" Ann was walking up to me, patting me on the shoulder and saying, "I've said for a long time that lovelorn means no successor So, you have to start a new relationship as soon as possible. Liu Qing, the stinky girl, usually flirts with you. I think she is good and suitable for you. "

I pushed him away, white his one eye said: "if you can't comfort people, don't comfort."

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