My 26-year-old Female Tenant

The next morning, when I woke up, Robben was no longer in the ward. I knew he had probably gone to the roof of the hospital to finish what he hadn’t done last night. Before I woke up, I put on my coat and ran to the top floor .

Standing on the roof, I looked up and saw that Robben was lighting a cigarette and standing by the guardrail. Although he was thoughtful, his expression was calm, which made me feel relieved. I walked to his side and found that he was He chose the best position for himself on this rooftop, not only had a wide view, but also the long-lost sunlight was falling on his body and beside the snow at the best angle.

There are some dead leaves blown by the wind on the guardrail, making the world under the sun a bit bleak and boring, making people long for the long-lost spring to come earlier, not to be full of parting in this cold winter that lacks vitality !

   Robben spit out the smoke from his mouth, and he said: "After staying in Suzhou for so many years, it is the first time that I feel that it has a taste."

   "Is it the taste of farewell?"

Robben shook his head: "It's the taste of warmth and coldness... I think, in this life, I will remember everything that happened in this city. It is not my destination, but it is not the end of my life either. .”

  "Besides old age and death, there is no second end in human life."

Robben smiled: "The end of life is not necessarily the end, just like a flower that withers and will bloom again, spring, summer, autumn and winter, the four seasons alternate, the tide rises and falls, the sunset rises and the sun rises, all tell us that there must be life in this world. Reincarnation, life will have reincarnation."

I patted him on the shoulder, and said with a smile: "You can talk about reincarnation with me, and I feel relieved. In fact, I have seen through the essence of existence, which is nothing more than separation and reunion, coming and going, and making things for others." Happiness, man creates pain for man!"

   "Hehe... Zhaoyang, if the rest of your life goes well, forget it. If it doesn't go well, remember what you said to persuade me, and then encourage yourself!"

   "You mean: after seeing through the essence of existence, it is nothing more than separation and reunion, coming and going, people creating happiness for others, and people creating pain for others, this sentence?"

   "Except for this sentence, you can't say anything more reasonable!"

Robben's ridicule made me smile, put his shoulders on his shoulders, and looked towards the end of the city together, but we didn't know where the end was...but we exist in reality, sometimes angry, Sometimes crazy, sometimes feel no growth!

  .......

The morning sun is getting better and better, the wind is blowing, bringing a confusing scent, looking back, Le Yao is already standing behind us, it turns out that the scent came from her body, no wonder so familiar.

   "I heard from the nurse that when I saw you two standing on the roof, I came up... Such a cold day prevents you two angry young people from feeling life!"

  I replied: "It's not surprising, just like we don't understand, you women are willing to put aside the food and drink that sustains life, and you want to dress up and show off."

Le Yao pinned her hair behind her ears, making sure that it would not be disturbed by the wind, and then said: "So, we all live for our own sake...Actually, where is the pain? The so-called living is nothing more than It's just for the extension of desire!"

Robben and I looked at each other, and I understood in my heart that she is a woman who can live beautifully and deeply, but most of the time, because of our own pursuit and desire, we ignore her charm behind the scenes. …

  The three of us stood side by side, the damp cold wind blew by, making the whole city seem to be under our feet, telling the sadness from winter, so we were silent for a long time...

  Finally, I said to Le Yao: "Roben is leaving, going to the United States... He said he wants to study for a few years to improve his music quality."

   Le Yao looked at Robben and asked, "Are you really going?"

"Um."

   "It will take a few years, have you thought about it?"

   "I haven't had time to think about it... Le Yao, you have been a buddy for so many years, after I leave, please do me two favors, okay?"

   "Tell me."

   "The first thing: help arrange the band that follows me, and help these brothers find a reliable artist or performance company. Their professionalism is top-notch in the industry, but there have been fewer opportunities."

   "No problem, this is a small thing, what about the second one?"

   "Don't send the girl back to that small mountain village, she doesn't want to go back, you take her by your side, or find a better place to house her, I can only take care of her so far."

  Speaking of the girl, Le Yao's expression was full of guilt and self-blame, and whispered back: "This is my responsibility, you don't need to ask me for help!"

Robben seemed to have a thought, raised his head, smiled against the scattered sunshine, and then hugged Le Yao tightly in his arms: "I have already applied for the visa to the United States, so I won't How long you stay in the country, you will leave the day after tomorrow, take care, remember to take care of yourself."

When parting was just around the corner, Le Yao finally huddled in Robben's arms, beat his chest, and cried uncontrollably: "You just left... I will be wronged in the future, and no one will come forward There is no one to talk to...how do you have the heart to go, you selfish bastards, you only want to... only want to end your own pain, run away, But don't think about it...how much pain your friends around you will have when you leave like this!..."

   Robben was so sorry that he could only hold Le Yao tighter, but he didn't know what to say... And this heartbreaking parting reminded me again of the day cc said goodbye.

Le Yao and I are two very emotionally deficient people, so we need Robben so much, we need cc to comfort us, but when they really want to leave, we are also powerless, the same I can't stop it, I can only say "Treasure Goodbye" in the heart-piercing pain...but I don't know how long it will take to see you again, what I feel is the farewell farewell!

  ...

At noon, Le Yao and I were waiting for her to leave school at the girl's school. Le Yao's expression was very melancholy. Feasible resettlement method, I know, at least at this time, it will be difficult for her to bring the girl back to Beijing.

   After waiting for a while, Mi Cai also came to the school, which surprised me. When she parked the car and came to me, I asked her, "Why are you here?"

   "I promised the girl that I will pick her up after school at noon."

I nodded. Although she was busy with work, she still cared about the girl, so the three of them waited together. During the waiting process, Mi Cai asked Le Yao: "Have you thought about it? How did you arrange the girl?"

  Mi Cai's proactive communication surprised Le Yao, who was a little taken aback before replying: "Not yet."

   "This incident has caused a lot of psychological pressure on her, so you should solve it quickly."

Mi Cai's kind reminder made Le Yao look sad, and then fell into silence. Mi Cai and I looked at each other, and fell into a helpless silence. What a wonderful place to be by my side!

  Le Yao finally said to me: "Zhaoyang, can you help the girl find a good place to live first? I will bear all the expenses. For the time being... it will be difficult for me to take her to Beijing!"

Before I could answer, Mi Cai accepted Le Yao's words with a frown and said, "I really disagree with this point. Wherever she goes, she must have a sense of belonging as the premise. Does the family we help find? No one can guarantee that you can give the girl a sense of belonging. If you send it to the wrong family, it will be the mistake Zhaoyang and I made... In addition, I would like to ask, which family is willing to cultivate a relationship with the girl, etc. It's convenient for you to take the girl away? This matter itself involves feelings, and money is already difficult to resolve the essential contradiction, understand?"

  Le Yao's complexion was a little ugly, and he replied: "I'm just an actor in the entertainment industry, and of course I'm not as thoughtful as you in thinking about issues."

   Mi Cai seemed to be choked by Le Yao, she didn't speak for a while, but her attitude was still very clear, she couldn't agree with Le Yao's solution, and a girl can't just find someone to foster.

After I was silent for a while, I finally said to the two of them: "Why not, let the girl be fostered at Wei Xiao's house first. Both of these two children's families are incomplete. They must have a common language, and they can easily identify with each other emotionally. In addition, they go to the same school, and they take care of each other... Can you accept this proposal?"

  Le Yao naturally has no problem, she looks at Mi Cai, waiting for Mi Cai to express her opinion, maybe in her heart, she already thinks that I am only Mi Cai, this matter can be done as long as Mi Cai nods.

  Mi Cai is not an unreasonable woman, after a little weighing, she said: "Then ask Wei Xiao and his grandfather for advice first, if they are willing to take the girl in for a while, it is still a good home!"

I nodded, and then said to Le Yao: "Don't worry about the girl's living expenses, the 600,000 deposit you left her is still kept with me, it is enough to train her until she has the ability to work ...Actually, the most important thing about this matter is: can the girl herself have a sense of identity and belonging to the family that adopted her!"

   "Anyway, what Mr. Mi said is right, and what I did was thoughtless!......"

Le Yao's response made me a little bit at a loss. In fact, she has really done her best for the girl. Maybe she really has something difficult, but Mi Cai and I just blamed her from the girl's position, but we didn't. Consider her difficulties.

In the cold wind, Le Yao turned around and ignored me and Mi Cai, but I saw some unspeakable pain in her back. so happy...

  Hope, this is just my illusion!

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