My Adorable Sweetheart

“…… Because it's one thing to lose one's beloved, but it's another thing to lose one's beloved because of one's own mistakes or incompetence. What torments people in that way is not only missing, but also endless regret and lifelong guilt. Even if love is lost, that kind of torment will not be lost... "

Yan Jinyu gazed at Mi Xiaobai deeply and ran her fingers across the outline of her cheek. Her voice was extremely low and slow: "honey, don't agree with this plan, OK? No matter Tong Yu or your friends, I believe it, but if you have any accident, the pain I bear is beyond anyone's share, please

Mi Xiaobai looks at Yan Jinyu in a low voice, and her heart is tingling. But she thinks of her mother and Nangong Feng, and she leans down and kisses him on the forehead: "Jinyu, I know you are worried about me, but doctor Qin has also said that your excessive paranoia towards me is a sequela of mental stimulation, which makes you feel very insecure, and I happen to be you It's a snap, but it's not a normal emotion. Believe me, it's not that bad

"I love you, I worry about you, why is it abnormal feelings?"

"But no normal husband will resolutely object to his wife's going out. He will ask his wife to be in his control all the time and not give her any free space. Even if his wife has a word or two with a stranger, he will know the details of that person for fear that his wife will encounter something unexpected, won't he? Just like the victim of delusion, although Nangong Feng is terrible, he is an individual, not an omnipresent God with supernatural power. We don't have to be so afraid of him. "

"Not afraid of..." Yan Jinyu held Mi Xiaobai's hand and sighed, "dear, this is a special period, do you understand?"

"If Nangong Maple doesn't appear in one or two years, will it always be a special period? Will you always lock me in such a safe attitude? "

Yan Jinyu was silent. He didn't deny it, because he did.

Mi Xiaobai put his hand on Yan Jinyu's shoulder: "Jinyu, the way to untie your heart knot is also the way for me to find my mother, which is to root out all my worries, isn't it?"

Yan Jinyu's eyes twinkled at Mi Xiaobai: "but I can't let you..."

Mi Xiaobai also looks down at him, then holds his face and kisses his dark and bright eyes, which used to be so evil, playful and firm, but now, as long as there is something about her, it will become hesitant and flickering, even fragile.

It was only at this time that MI Xiaobai remembered that Yan Jinyu had been a patient who had suffered two serious mental stimulations and had taken medicine for two years.

He is not mentally ill, but in dealing with her, he does become nervous, which makes her feel happy and worried. Happily, she is his only one, worried that he will become more and more sophisticated, and even she is not sure whether he will become a prisoner in the future.

Now the problem is, if she doesn't appear, Nangong Feng won't take the bait. If she appears, Yan Jinyu doesn't agree.

It's like a dead end.

"You can't and you have to. You're not a child. Even Xiaojin and Xiaoyu don't stick to me as much as you do." Mi Xiaobai takes her hand off Yan Jinyu's shoulder. For the sake of the future, she is cruel and her voice becomes more serious and resolute. "I have to save my mother. If you don't have a better way, just listen to Tong Yu's advice."

"I shouldn't let Tong Yu get too involved in our affairs." Yan Jinyu clenched her fist and said fiercely that she had a killing intention in her eyes.

"Yan Jinyu!" Mi Xiaobai shakes Yan Jinyu, a little angry, "what are you talking about?! He's my brother now! How much he has helped us, and what he has done is for our sake. Even if his advice is not correct, you should not be like this. What do you want to do with your appearance of killing people? "

Yan Jinyu closed her eyes, and the fierceness in her eyes instantly disappeared. She recovered her pure brightness. She looked like a child who had done something wrong. She hung her head and slowed down: "I didn't want to do anything. I just felt that I gave him too much power, such as directly contacting you and discussing plans with you."

Mi Xiaobai frowned: "Jinyu, do you hope that one day, I will not contact anyone except you? Am I your cage bird? "

Yan Jinyu immediately realized something and said, "I'm not restricting your freedom or your contact with others. I'm just, just..."

Yan Jinyu was so poor that she didn't know how to explain her extreme thoughts.

"Yan Jinyu, don't say it." Michelle decided, "this is settled. Before you have a better way, accept Tong Yu's suggestion and plan!"

Mi Xiaobai stood up, wiped Yan Jinyu's body and went to the door, showing a very cold feeling: "I'm eager to solve this matter earlier."

Yan Jinyu grabs Mi Xiaobai's wrist.

Mi Xiaobai looked at Yan Jinyu's side face: "I have decided, Jinyu, no matter how you advise me, we should always do something, instead of sitting here waiting to die."

"No I just want to apologize to you. Don't be angry, Xiaobai... " Yan Jinyu closed her eyes, then showed a gentle and bright smile on her serious face, hugged Mi Xiaobai's waist and said intimately, "honey, I promise you, so don't be angry, OK? Don't ignore me. ""As long as you can understand me, of course I'm not angry." Mi Xiaobai saw that Yan Jinyu was back to normal. He immediately laughed happily and hugged Yan Jinyu, "thank you for your promise. I love you."

Yan Jinyu laughed and rubbed her head with her chin. She said in a low voice, "silly girl."

Mi Xiaobai remember that moment, although Yan Jinyu is smiling, but the smile is very bitter.

So sad, so helpless, so helpless and at a loss.

She hurt him.

Then, because of his own way, he did not save his mother's life. Instead, he buried his life.

She forgot that he had begun to stop taking drugs and was trying to get back to normal. She said that he was restricting himself and interfering in freedom. How much pressure would he have in his heart.

He must think that he is really extreme, very annoying, very afraid to let the people like him dislike him, abandon himself, so he would like to plead and apologize like that, he was confused and didn't know whether to let go or to keep.

He is a proud prince, but in order to cater to her and against the noble nature.

Because too deep love, too afraid with other, so he will be like this, but this is abnormal Yan Jinyu, she ignored.

Or deliberately ignored.