My alternative life

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"team Jiang, it's hard to answer, isn't it?"

Fang Ya continued to persevere and insisted that I give a clear answer.

In fact, if I change to other aspects, such as work, I will definitely look up at Fang Ya's persistence, and even think that she will be my best helper and best partner.

But at this moment, I think she is too stubborn. Why do you have to get a positive answer to this kind of ambiguous question?

Does she fangya not know that Jiang Feng has long been attached to me? To be exact, the famous grass has its owner. Even if I want to break through a layer of relationship with her and develop more deeply, is she really willing to be that Small?

After a while, I used my other empty hand to light the fire and slowly puffed out various shapes of the smoke ring. Then I said, "Fangke, in fact, I'm not afraid of..."

"What are you not afraid of?"

"I'm not afraid of one more woman!" I am a little angry, simply provocative to say this sentence, special, I directly point out!

Fang Ya's delicate body trembled in my arms, but she didn't escape. Instead, she seemed to be afraid of the cold. She held out her hand and hugged my waist from behind, sighed and said, "ah, you men, who would be afraid of taking advantage? Is not there a saying, good, cheap do not occupy do not occupy, occupy also white occupy You are all bad guys who eat fishy food and then wipe their mouths and leave. "

I wry smile, "Fang Ke, we are like this now, don't you think some ambiguous?"

"Don't call us Fangke, call us fangya, or Just call me Ya, will you

She finally raised her head and met my eyes with a kind of bravery like death, "Jiang Feng, when there is no one in the future, you can call me ya, OK?"

"Not so good..."

"There's nothing wrong with it. People say it's time for nobody! I'm a big girl. Every family doesn't care. You Jiang Feng or you're not a big man. Why are you shrinking? "

I stood still and then responded to each other with a kind of searching, questioning and uneasy eyes, "fangya, it's no big deal for me to call you by your name, but Well, let's be frank. We were supposed to talk about reporting the performance. Why are we talking about it now? "

"I don't care!"

Fang Ya is stubborn. "Jiang Feng, at this moment, I don't want to avoid it, and I don't want to hide my mind in the untouchable corner like before. Fang Ya is not that kind of person! I know you have a woman you like. Is Lan Lan one of them? Hum, you and Cheng Yaoxin fell off the stairs the other day Don't think I can't guess. She must like you, too. Is she also trapped in love? "

I have nothing to say but smoke.

Fang Ya said, "you must be very strange. You and I really don't have much in common. What should not have happened to us But I don't understand. What about you and Hao ru? You two have less chance to deal with each other. Why are you with her You, you are, you are lovers

I was so shocked that I didn't even know that the cigarette I was holding between my fingers fell to the ground.

My body trembled a little, and I asked, "fangya, why do you say that? What happened to me and sister ru? Tell me, what do you mean by that? "

"Well, that time in the city, you were eating together in" Jingu Yichuan "with Hao Ru's son. You You even feed her! Jiang Feng, can you tell me that you and Hao Ru are also pure revolutionary friendship? If that's the case, why don't you feed all the women in our Shashan canteen one by one? "

I was completely speechless and defeated by her. Even in Fang Ya's questioning voice, my steps were a little faltering!

I deeply feel the horror of private love, and if this kind of underground love is exposed, the consequences will be unimaginable!

It's just Fang Ya's private questioning, which has scared me. If it's known to all, even if it's just spread all over the city in our Shashan female prison, I can carry it, but Hao Ru must die!

Taking a deep breath of the cold air, I held Fang Ya's arm, a little annoyed, "Fang Ke..."

"Call me ya!"

"Fangke!"

"Call me "Elegant!"

Our four eyes are opposite, for a long time, it turned out that I couldn't bear it first. I dodged my eyes and sighed, "Ya Why are you suffering? Well, we How can we be together? Besides, I don't understand. How can you like me? My Jiang Feng is just a small teacher who has just been a regular for a few days. He is used to hanging around and doing things according to his feelings Especially, I think I can't get along in the civil service system. Why do you like me? "

Indeed, I can't explain Fang Ya's attitude, let alone understand the woman's mentality.

So, in this chilly autumn night, I feel at a loss, and in this loss, I feel some kind of fear sneaking in, which has not yet completely erupted.

To be honest, I'm afraid of these women in my life!My heart was originally a whole. All my love for three years in college was only for a woman named Lin Fen. I was even indifferent to the beautiful young girl Li Xin'er who was chasing me so hard At that time, how simple and pure I was!

Yes, purity, that's the word!

There is some sadness in my heart. I, Jiang Feng, should not be like this. Like many men and women who fall in love, I yearn to be one and the same. I yearn to spoil the only woman, and I am also regarded as a treasure by the other side

However, when did all this, which was once firmly in my mind, change?

It Where did I leave it?

Seeing that I was silent and worried, Fang Ya might feel that her attitude was too much, so she put her hands around me and put her head on my chest.

I want to struggle reflexively, but fangya doesn't allow me to push her away. She not only hugs her more tightly, but also raises her head and kisses her on my lips.

"Oh, fangya, Fangke, don't, oh, don't!"

Fang Ya ignored me and bit my lips so hard that I didn't dare to struggle.

If I had to dodge back, my poor lower lip would break away from my body for the first time.

For a long time, Fang Ya loosened her teeth and said to me with a miserable smile, "Jiang Feng, do you know, this is my first kiss!"

"..."

"you, why don't you talk? Do you think our elegance is unreasonable? I I can't even kiss, I can only bite you, I Wuwu, I'm afraid you will push me away! "

Fang Ya began to cry, sad, and the resentment in my heart was also in this cry, and disappeared most of the time.

I, Jiang Feng, can't see a woman shed tears after all.

"Wuwuwuwu, Jiang Feng, are you very strange? I wonder why I like you for no reason, right? Well, you give me a hug, give me a real first kiss, and I'll answer you, sobbing, um, um ~ ~ "Fang Ya choked," and I won't pester you any more... "