My alternative life

Insulinoma? What's the disease? Listen, it's just scary.

I tried to calm down and asked her, "fangya, I don't quite understand the meaning of this disease. Can you tell me something about it?"

After thinking about it, I said, "what's more, you just said that you" feel "that you have insulinoma. Why do I feel so awkward? In the end is to go to the hospital to make a definite diagnosis, or you have nothing to scare yourself, a few blind guesses! "

Fang Ya frowned, "Why are you so rude?"

"And the time to talk to me?"

I glared. "Do you know I was almost in a hurry just now? If you weren't lucky enough to meet me here to promote your blood circulation and breath, you might be lying in the intensive care unit now! "

"That's true."

Fang Ya stopped making noise and began to smile at me, "Jiang Feng, why are you so serious? Anyway, I've already been like this. You don't have to be so fussy. We can't afford to scare you back! "

"Who's scared? I'm not I'm not worried about you! "

"Hee hee, Jiang Feng, are you really worried about me? It's warm to hear that. "

"Come on, come on," I said impatiently, "what's going on?"

"Ah..."

With a sigh, fangya finally began to explain. I knew that her uncles and grandparents had suffered from insulinoma. The symptoms were hypoglycemia, epilepsy or fainting.

When Fang Ya was in University, she fainted many times and was sent to the university hospital for examination. She came to the conclusion that she was suffering from hypoglycemia and weakness. The specific cause of the disease can only be diagnosed after further examination.

I asked, "did you go to the hospital later?"

"No!" Fang Ya grinned bitterly, "why should I go? Can going or not change anything? I've got it all. It just makes me feel worse. I don't want to live so hard all day. "

I stare, "nonsense! What are you doing? Do you know that you are not responsible for yourself? How can life be a child's play

"Oh, how can I return it to children's play? I'm a child's play. Can you manage it?"

I was so angry with her that I didn't know how to say it.

Fang Ya turned around, went to the living room to make two cups of instant coffee, handed it to me and said, "OK, don't be at war with me, as if we had a big feud in the past and this life..."

"Hum!" I took the coffee, but frowned, "fangya, tell me about you. How can you be so grown-up that you don't know how to cherish yourself?"

"You know! You, you know how to cherish Lan Lan, Hao Ru and Cheng Yaoxin, but But who cares for me? "

With that, fangya began to sob again. I could see that she was really sad this time.

When I stepped forward, I wanted to hold each other, but my outstretched hand was awkwardly stopped in the air, forced by whether I should comfort her in this way or not.

"Give me a hug, will you?"

Fang Ya nestled up and said, "Jiang Feng, I feel that my health is getting worse and worse recently. Originally, after I took part in the work, I usually paid attention to taking medicine on time, so I had two attacks at home. It's almost two years, and I've been well all the time Alas, I didn't expect that a cruel man came suddenly this evening. He almost lost his life... "

I scolded her, "blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah

"What? Do you love me Fang Ya leaned on my chest, raised her face and asked, "Jiang Feng, do you still like me a little? After all, after all You've run out of people, hee hee. "

"Nerve, you!" I can't do anything with her. "What light do I see? I didn't see anything that day! "

"What about today? You see that? And touched it, didn't you? "

"You

I took a long breath and shook my head. "But you Ya, you tell me, since you didn't go to the hospital for examination, why do you think you must have insulinoma? Also, what kind of medicine do you say you should take? "

"I saw the medicine my uncle took, so I went to the pharmacy to buy the same medicine as him and came back to take it!"

I stopped for a while and then said, "have you seen my uncle's medicine? I really don't know how to tell you! Ya, the patient should take medicine on time, according to the amount, according to the doctor's advice My God, you peep what medicine uncle takes, and then you can mess around? This I can't even scold you. It's unreasonable! "

"The effect is good anyway!" Fang Ya was unconvinced and said, "every time my uncle wants to get sick, he takes that kind of medicine, and it's very effective. Later, I feel uncomfortable, so I try to take it once, and immediately feel better Then you said, "isn't it right?"

I really don't know how to persuade her and feel sad for fangya at the same time. Because no one knows that she has a very serious hidden disease all the year round, and she wanders alone in T City, has no boyfriend, and can't tell anyone about her illness She's really pathetic.

Embracing the delicate body leaning on my chest, I finally sighed, "forget it, I don't want to say more. Ya, I will accompany you to the hospital tomorrow to have a comprehensive and in-depth examination...""Are you with me?" Fang Ya was a little moved and asked, "but, in what capacity do you accompany me? Well, I know that for a disease like this, maybe the doctor will ask his family to let me be hospitalized But Jiang Feng, who are you? It's up to you! "

"I..."

Hard headed, I replied, "it's not exactly what's going on! Go and have a check first! "

"No way!"

Fang Ya doesn't plan to let me go easily, "Jiang Feng, unless you promise to go to the hospital with me as my boyfriend, otherwise I won't go, nor will I die!"

"Why are you so stubborn?" I was very dissatisfied, "do you know, it's not me but you, you need to be responsible for your own health, for your parents!"

"Enough ~ ~"

as soon as I ordered her to be sad, she cried and choked, "Jiang Feng, don't stimulate me any more, OK? I sent three times because of this disease died of relatives, I am afraid, really, in the heart good uncomfortable and good nervous, I dare not go to the hospital, dare not and mom and dad said, I Wu Wu ~ ~ ~ "

Fang Ya finally lost her voice, while I felt that the dark night was so long and life was full of too many thorns and frustrations in her crying voice.

Surrounded by this sad atmosphere, I feel that from the bottom of my heart to my hair, I feel uncomfortable everywhere.

Stroking Fang Ya's hair, I murmured and sighed, "Oh, silly girl, come on, let's not cry Can't I promise you? I'll be your boyfriend tomorrow. I can't wait for such a beautiful cheap girl

"Really?"

Who would have thought that after listening to my words, Fang Ya stopped crying. She looked up at me and asked, "Jiang Feng, can you hold me to sleep tonight, just like a real boyfriend?"