My alternative life

Qiao xiao'e and I sent Pangya to preschool together. When we came to the school gate, we happened to meet the children of the same class. The other party called her and asked, "Pangya, who is this uncle?"

Qiao Xiaoe hesitated and looked at me, while Pangya stood up for the first time and said with pride, "it's my father. My father is so kind to me. He wants to buy me Barbie dolls!"

The little guy looked envious and said, "fat ya, can you let me play for a while when you buy Barbie?"

"No, last time I asked you to draw with colored pen, you didn't give it. Hum, this time I won't let you play!"

I immediately grabbed Pangya and laughed at her embarrassed young mother. Then I educated Pangya and said, "Pangya, you're not right. When you buy a new toy, you have to share it with the children. This is what a best little Pangya should do. Do you understand?"

"Oh, really?"

"Well!"

I nodded my head for sure, so Pangya took the little boy's hand and said, "OK, my father told you to play, so I'll give it to you, but you can't break it ~ ~"

with a smile, the two children walked into the preschool door hand in hand, and I watched them disappear in the distance. Then I turned around and looked at Xiao e with tears in her eyes again My sister-in-law said, "let's go. I hope I can go back to my childhood and experience the childhood again."

Back in the community, I saw that it was still early, so I didn't get in touch with Jiang Shushan for the first time. I told Qiao xiao'e that I would buy breakfast and let her take time to contact Hong Lei.

Ten minutes later, I knocked on the door with soybean milk, fried dough sticks and steaming spicy soup

Suddenly I was stunned.

At the door, there was a person standing in a swaying posture. She was smiling at me, but her tears kept falling down. The light makeup, which had been carefully painted, was also washed away by one tear after another, and painted colorful on her beautiful face.

"Brother, brother Feng ~ ~"

"Hong Lei?"

All of a sudden, I feel as if my nose is blocked by something, and a great sadness will annihilate me.

When Lin Fen left a few months ago, the feeling of losing my love could not be stopped. I burst into tears.

Seeing that I was crying, Hong Lei rushed into my arms like crazy, beat me on the chest and cried, "brother, Feng ~ ~ ~ you are so cruel, don't you want to see me again? What is your heart made of? I really want to cut it open and ask if it's black... "

I don't know when the breakfast in my hand has fallen all over the ground. My hands can't help embracing Hong Lei, and then I burst into tears in her cry.

I know that I have feelings for Hong Lei, and they are quite deep.

It's just that she wants too much and I can't give it to her. Hong Lei has a strong temper and will never hurt herself like Qiao xiao'e. although I have several women, I just hope I don't leave Finally, in desperation, Hong Lei decided to fly away, leave me far away, abandon this evil relationship and start a new life.

In fact, she and I are very clear, although no one has said anything, but we all know that this parting, may be how many years will not meet again, or even farewell to this life.

Unable to bear being surrounded by sadness, I took Hong Lei to sit down and asked her, "Hong Lei, when did you fly? Where to go? "

"I I don't want to go! "

I know her answer is not only sincere, but also insincere, so I have to exhort her with a sigh, "silly girl, it's not like you don't come back after you leave. Now the transportation is so convenient, you are homesick. If you want to come back, you can buy tickets at any time. If you don't have money, I'll give you money!"

She still bowed her head to tears and said nothing.

I also advised, "besides, we can contact through telephone, wechat and e-mail. Girl, I can make it clear to you. You don't want to leave at once. I want to monitor remotely. I want to know everything you say and do!"

Although knowing that my words were just to comfort her, Hong Lei finally stopped her tears and said to me, "brother, I can't help you as soon as I leave Ah, in fact, I'm sorry to think about it these days. Anyway, I should wait until your brother-in-law's case is known Now leave you alone in Xijing face all this, I am really not at ease Brother, or I won't go. Will you stay with me? "

I understand that this is the last time Hong Lei expresses her feelings to me, and also the last time she hopes that I can change my mind and keep her.

However I couldn't open my mouth.

In silence for a long time, I lit a cigarette, gently stroked Hong Lei's hair, and said, "Hong Lei, some things are predestined. If either party is unwilling to make changes, it can only follow the path of fate planning I know it's cruel for you and me, especially for you, but our life is not only about each other, there are many people, many things, many things to pay attention to Maybe you think what I said is a cliche, but if you think about it carefully, is that what life is all about? "

She poured herself into my arms and said, "brother, why are you so playful? Can't I have my sister-in-law? Two women can't satisfy youI don't know how to explain to Hong Lei, but I know that the more I explain, the more chaotic it is. I'd better not say anything.

In fact, even I don't know how to straighten out my life and how to deal with one woman after another and one emotion after another in my life. How can I make sense with Hong Lei?

Therefore, long pain is better than short pain. I should give up this relationship after all, and give Hong Lei a chance to start a new life.

People are either selfish or cold.

I don't know which type I belong to. In short, in love, my Jiang Feng is a retarded son of a bitch!

…

Qiao Xiaoe told us that she was going out to buy vegetables, and let Hong Lei and I chat. After all, we don't have much time to get along with each other. We should have a lot to say.

However, when this space is really left to us alone, Hong Lei and I don't talk to each other.

It seems that I would rather hug each other like this, and listen to each other's heartbeat in this quiet, which is much better than saying those words that are meaningless and more sad.

But the silence can't bring me and Hong Lei a moment of happiness. After a long time, Hong Lei finally broke the boredom and asked me, "brother, you didn't just come to see me off this time, did you? Is there anything new in the case of my brother-in-law? "

I know Hong Lei is very smart. At this time, I don't have to look ahead and hide from her, so I nodded and said, "yes, in addition to sending you, I also need to finish my brother-in-law's case as soon as possible."

"What's the matter? What happened? "

The girl's sensitivity made Hong Lei instantly realize that there was something in it. She sat up and asked me, "what's the matter, can't you tell me?"

"..."

I am speechless. I really don't want to say something to Hong Lei on the eve of her leaving.

But Hong Lei didn't want to give up. Instead, she said angrily, "brother, in your heart, is Hong Lei not important at all? Do you want to talk to me or not? Well, you don't say it, right? I'll ask myself. I'll call uncle Jiang and I'll ask him for the result directly! "