My alternative life

To tell you the truth, before I met Jiang Shushan, I was in a state of panic.

It's not that I don't believe in the energy of Jiang Shushan, Li Kan and Tian boguang. I'm worried about the revival of salted fish in Qiantong.

As a matter of fact, the big guys standing behind these guys have jointly made a decision that no matter how difficult it is, they should also take action against Qiantong water treatment company Well, I understand that no one can save Qiantong except for the existence of the top leaders!

But who among the top people who focus on the overall situation will have the mind to mind their own business?

Therefore, Qiantong will die!

I have no doubt about that.

Therefore, the reason why I was scared was not that I was worried about something going wrong, but that I suddenly didn't know how to face Jiang Shushan?

Are you happy? It seems that I should be happy. After all, I have no reason not to be happy.

Therefore, the reason why I have such a panic mentality is that I don't know what kind of mental outlook to face Mr. Jiang!

This kind of mentality is very strange and annoys me.

In psychology, this condition is called success anxiety syndrome.

It's not a mental illness, but it's not normal.

Especially when people are very concerned about a matter, watching a thousand years old daughter-in-law boil into a mother-in-law, they will soon be able to enjoy their hardships. However, a few days or even longer before the final confirmation of the information, this person's mentality will not be very good.

Maybe very excited, maybe very confused, but will be restless.

And once the dream comes true, in addition to putting down one thing, many people will even feel lost and meaningless.

For example, a person who complains about how bad the company is all the year round and wants to retire early will feel very sad and reluctant once he reaches his age and has to retire to the second tier or even to the end.

Therefore, this kind of mentality will cause a very common situation in Chinese society --- reemployment!

It's very similar. I'm in the same mood now. I don't know what attitude to face Jiang Shushan and others.

Are you excited?

Actually, it's not. I don't seem to be so anxious or angry.

That's normal. It's not proper to pretend that you've been expected and show the demeanor of a general?

Even worse, because it's not a normal reaction.

In this way, until I got out of the taxi and stood at the door of the villa resort where Jiang Shushan was, I didn't know what appearance I should appear in front of Mr. Jiang and Li Kan.

He simply squatted on the ground and took out Bai jiaozi to hold it in the corner of his mouth, but he didn't go in, just smoking one by one.

After a full forty or fifty minutes, a guard came up to me and asked, "are you Jiang Feng?"

"It's me, you Oh, Mr. Jiang asked you to ask me? "

The gate where I am located is a straight road. It is about 20 meters away from an office building. Jiang Shushan's residence is separated by several buildings in the back.

I guessed that maybe Jiang Shushan and others were working in the office building and inadvertently saw me from the window, so they asked the guard to ask.

"Jiang Ting, please go in. Mr. Jiang Feng, please register in the reception room. I'll show you in."

I already know that Jiang Shushan is a cadre at the Department and bureau level, so it's no accident to hear the other party call him Jiang ting.

"All right, check in."

The guard and I followed each other to the reception room, and the other handed me a shabby notebook, which recorded some visitor information.

There are not many people. It seems that there are only two and a half pages. About a dozen items can be registered on one page. That is to say, Jiang Shushan and others have been stationed in Xijing for more than half a year, and no more than 40 people have come here to find him or his colleagues or subordinates.

According to the doorman's instructions, I filled in my name, work unit, who I was going to visit and why.

Then, according to the other party's request, I put my ID card and police officer's card here. He registered and gave me a note that said something about me.

I've been to this place, and I'm familiar with this process. I know that there will be some ink and time delay, so I don't care too much about it.

There are no rules and regulations. Mr. Jiang's place belongs to a very confidential unit. He came to Xijing to perform special tasks, so he was heavily guarded.

In addition, Jiang Shushan had been killed before, so the relevant registration requirements are more stringent, which I can fully understand.

When the other party did the registration, I looked down at the register and felt bored, so I handed a cigarette to the other party.

Someone else's guard certainly won't want me to smoke. I took the opportunity to hold it in my mouth and said, "I'm addicted to smoking. Ha ha, I smoke one, just one..."

Don't wait for the guard to speak, I have already set white Jiao son on fire, happily smoked two.

Smoke diffuse, the guard calmly looked at me, but did not say anything.I am a little embarrassed, standing at the door, squinting at the sun has some sunset charm.

Do not know why, my heart suddenly rose a strange feeling.

This kind of feeling is not very good. It makes me nervous!

I'm sure it's not because I'm going to see Jiang Shushan and Li Kan, and they're old acquaintances. Even though I'm in a complicated mood and I don't want to open my heart in front of these sophisticated guys, I'm not afraid.

This kind of taste is like suddenly realizing that there is a poisonous snake hiding around me. I don't know when I can bite me so hard that I will die within seven steps.

But what is it?

I can't think of it, but the feeling is more and more obvious, warning me that something must be wrong.

The guard made a record and gave me a note, which said entry time, departure time and so on. I knew that the departure time was filled in when I needed to come out.

Walking with this guy to the main building that has been requisitioned as a temporary office space, my mind is spinning fast, filtering out every detail that comes here today.

After several dozen steps, I suddenly stopped when I was about to enter the main building.

"Wait, wait a minute."

"Mr. Jiang Feng, what's the problem?"

I said immediately, "man, can you come back to the reception room with me?"

"What for?"

The other side is not satisfied.

Yes, he has been struggling for a long time. What should be registered has been recorded, and he has given me the note of ID card and police officer card. He certainly can't understand why I want to go back suddenly.

"Comrade Jiang Feng, we have been delayed for a long time. Jiang Ting must be in a hurry. I think if there is no particularly important situation, we'd better go first. If we have any requirements, we can wait until we come out!"

"No way!"

I can't hold my breath. "Comrade, I must go back to the reception room immediately. I mean, it's urgent. Now!"