My alternative life

When talking about Tuoba Hong kneeling in front of Ren Xiaoyao's bed again, the old man gave a kind of explanation for the second time.

That is "repentance and determination"!

Ren Xiaoyao analyzed it like this: "Xiaojiang, I thought about your elder martial brother's explanation for a long time, and I felt that the reason was not enough!"

I asked, why do you say that? I think elder martial brother's idea is correct and innovative.

People like Tuo bahong can't speculate and guess with common sense. Maybe he really needs to share his feelings and let him be more resolute, neither soft hearted nor soft hearted.

The old man shook his head and said, "Xiaojiang, if Tuoba Hong needs to find a way to vent or share with someone, then this person should never be me!"

"Teacher, why do you say that?"

"Because to some extent, Tuoba is me, you, or even elder martial brother! Because, we are the same kind of people, at least in talent, there is a common language Well, sharing with people like us, especially me, can't bring Tuoba Hong any results he wants! "

I began to examine and reflect on the old man's words.

Ren Xiaoyao added, "not only do you not agree with him, on the contrary, with his understanding of me, Tuoba knows that I will definitely stop him. Therefore, in fact, Tuoba tells me three ambiguous points. Do you think that he has disclosed any words of practical value? No, I can guess from Tuo Ba Hong's remarks that he may go to extremes. Besides, who to retaliate against, how to do it, to what extent, when to start and when to end, and why not affect Han Mingyue Wait, all of this, is there? Did he say anything? "

Ren Xiaoyao sighed, "no, Xiaojiang, not at all! What does this mean? It means that Tuoba is still very scrupulous about me! Although he knows that if he asks me for help, I will promise him and do my best to help him However, if my help can't achieve the expected effect of Tuoba's psychology, if I reveal any details, it may cause his plan to fail or even die because of my interference! "

Finally, I nodded and began to recognize Ren Xiaoyao's idea.

Indeed, with the energy of Tuoba Hong at that time, his revenge plan was absolutely extraordinary, and no mistake could be made in any small link, otherwise it would be very likely to fail!

Therefore, in the face of Ren Xiaoyao and other super characters, it is impossible for Tuoba Hong to share his inner feelings with the old man, no matter the specific implementation plan (this has been confirmed, Tuoba actually said nothing), or his psychological feelings.

In this case, Tuoba Hong's kneeling in front of Ren Xiaoyao's bed should be understood from other angles.

He is so smart, it can be said that the most intelligent person will not know that his behavior will violate the law. Therefore, Tuoba must remove his inner fear or regret in some way.

For example, after death and later life, the heart did not care, will do those enough to lead to the end of the prison to wear the criminal act

Ah, from this point of view, Tuoba Hong's heart is actually struggling. Besides his parents who gave birth to him and raised him, perhaps Tuoba feels that he is most sorry that he regards him as Ren Xiaoyao, a descendant of his family!

Therefore, when things have been irreparable, when he has begun to implement the plan of revenge on someone, tuobahong finally expressed his deep repentance by kneeling in front of the window at this special moment when he can get along with Ren Xiaoyao alone

Yes, this explanation is better than sharing the past, because, Ren Xiaoyao said, and later confirmed, compared with Tuoba Hong's amazing talent, what makes the teacher sigh more is his utmost love!

To Han Mingyue and to her, Tuoba Hong will also recite Ren Xiaoyao's deep friendship. It is in this way that he expresses his repentance. In fact, he is saying sorry to the teacher

He needs persistence, relief and repentance to those who love him and care about him!

As for how Tuoba treats his parents, I can't guess, but I've been convinced that it's time to kneel down in front of the bed!

At that moment, I couldn't help sighing, alas, if Tuoba didn't How nice!

It's just that the world is changeable. Tuoba is not me after all. His choice is different from mine.

This is the second time that I talked with my father about this, and the third time is two years later. That day was a special day about Tuoba Hong. My father made an exception to drink wine and bitter wine and joined me.

we talked about this case again and that kneeling. "Xiaojiang," I said, "I had a case with the suspect. Finally, the suspect pleaded guilty. It was considered an atypical high IQ crime. However, this case has inspired me, so that I have another understanding and judgment of Tuoba's behavior that he couldn't get up on his knees. "

When I heard the old man take the initiative to talk about it, I asked, what is it? What new conclusions have you come to?At that time, the tone of my speech was deliberately relaxed, even joking.

Because I've noticed that the old man's mood is beginning to get low. I don't want to see an old thing that has been more than ten years. It will pop up suddenly, causing bad influence on the old man's mood from time to time and the trouble that can't be solved all the time.

but my words and attitude did not play a significant role. The old man drank the glass of wine in one mouthful and then said to me, "Xiao Jiang, the case I was following was a serial robbery. The suspect would walk out of some strange behavior at the crime scene every time, and he did not carry his back. Some of the traces found by the police through the investigation site were restored. Some were seen by eyewitnesses, some were photographed by cameras In short, the suspect did not deliberately hide. "

"Well, what's the purpose of this?" I can't help asking.

"the criminal suspect confessed that these are all his own" Rites "because he needs to strengthen his inner struggle and fear of repeated crimes through these ritual. Xiaojiang, I suddenly thought of Tuoba Hong. Do you think it's possible? That night, apart from a small part of repentance, most of Tuoba's mind was to kneel down and complete some rituals that only he could know? Could it be like this? "

I didn't think of this conjecture at all. I meditated too. Would it?

Is Tuoba Hong really carrying out some kind of ceremony?

However, if my guess and Ren Xiaoyao's are right and their views are unified, then what does Tuoba Hong want to do through such a ceremony?

I really don't understand