My alternative life

Can you accept me?

Although I asked such a question, I didn't expect Hao Ru to give an answer immediately.

Because I know that no matter what she says now, there will be repetition and regret in the future.

I stared at Hao Ru's beautiful eyes and said firmly, "sister Ru, I'm not an irresponsible person! Now that we have a close relationship today, sister Ru, as long as you want to keep it like this, you will be my Jiang Feng's woman from now on, and I will be responsible for you to the end! "

I held her tender face, which was crying like a tearful person, and said in a soft voice, "believe me, I am not a pickling who takes advantage of the fishy smell, pats my ass and gets out of bed and doesn't recognize people. I must, and I am willing to, bear my due responsibility to you!"

I didn't make such a promise to marry her directly, because I knew that even if I said it, Hao Ru would not agree, let alone believe it!

That kind of words seemed that I was acting, and I was just fooling her with some beautiful words.

I and her actual situation, just like the earth's south pole and North Pole, the distance between each other is too far!

It's not only that we are seven or eight years old apart, but also that Hao Ru is a single mother with a five-year-old son

And I can't give her a reliable and stable life, or even help her financially for the time being

So, even if I said that I would go through the difficulties with her, it seemed very weak, not to mention the promise of marriage.

To say the least, even if I don't care about it, can Hao Ru be indifferent to the rumors of those irrelevant people?

Can you be indifferent to others' comments and scornful eyes?

Is it anger that I can't pull out a few pieces of Ocean when I need my help?

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Too many questions, fill between me and her, like suddenly in each other's hearts, there is a spiritual chasm!

In my eyes, her present situation is even more difficult than Wang Jian!

Wang Jian, after all, is the senior leader of Shashan female prison. Even with her income and a daughter suffering from depression, she can still make a simple living and save money for Xiaoxiao to see a doctor.

In contrast, as a deputy section cadre, Hao Ru is not much different from ordinary prison guards in terms of income, and she is also alone with her children, which seems to reflect her difficulties

There are many difficulties and obstacles between her and me, and it is doomed that sister Hao can not accept my love and role openly.

However, even if I can't marry her, I will help her through the difficult times and accompany her through the difficult years of her life!

Don't explain anything, because she is my Jiangfeng's woman!

"Believe me, sister Ru, if I can do it, I will try my best to do it!"

I looked at her and said it like a knife, with a firm determination.

"From now on, your dilemma is my Jiang Feng's dilemma. I have only one request. No matter what problems you encounter, you can't hide it from me. Do you hear me? You have to tell me, we're going to face it together... "

I look at her, eyes like water.

At this moment, I feel that I really am Hao Ru's man, the man who can help her hold up half of the sky and be in charge of her family!

"Wu Wu, Wu Wu ~ ~ ~ Jiang Feng, Feng You, you are so good. How can you be so good? "

Hao Ru sobbed, her head buried deeper in my chest, her hair falling down, like an ostrich hiding in the sand dune, afraid to face the danger of the outside world

I know, Hao Ru does not believe, or can't believe what I said, my promise!

She would rather hide in her dream and the illusory world created by my sweet words, and never wake up in this dream!

I can't help feeling a little disappointed.

Ah, this man really needs to control his lower body!

If we can't control it, the result is that it's cool, but the responsibility that comes with it may not be so easy to bear.

Who would have thought that Hao Ru and I, two men and women who had no emotional foundation before, suddenly became intimate in a specific environment, a specific mood, and a specific emotional stimulation. You have me and I have you?

And, unless it is the kind of emotional indifference or cruel people, generally speaking, if there is a skin between men and women, more or less will leave some feelings in the heart.

As for the depth of emotion, so that whether it can develop to be together for life, this really varies from person to person, it is not good to generalize.

For me, since I want a woman's body, I will try my best to be responsible for her. As long as I can do it, I will try my best to do it!

The first to Lin Fen, then to LAN LAN, now to Hao Ru, I have always been like this, never changed.

It's just that the first two relationships are both negative!Even now, I'm still not sure whether Hao Ru will one day go to the road that makes me sad.

I got up, went to the bathroom and washed a towel. I came out and wiped Hao Ru's whole body carefully from head to foot. My experience was like caring for a fragile porcelain doll.

Hao Ru stopped crying. She was half lying on the sofa, letting me gently wipe her body as if I were taking care of a baby

"Sister Ru, let's go out to eat. Ah, I'm with you, but I'm really tired!"

After a rest, I took her hand and joked softly.

"Bad guy!"

Hao Ru angrily reproached me and nodded shyly, "whatever you say..."

Ah, Hao Ru at this moment is the most beautiful flower in the world in my eyes!

I even wonder if I have already fallen in love with sister Hao after this short time together and skin blind date

It's been a long time outside. We are both hungry. It seems that we can even hear the fight in our stomach.

"Sister Ru, where's our son? When can I see him?"

Now that I'm Hao Ru's man, of course I have to take the responsibility of a man!

Among these responsibilities, the first priority is to help her take good care of her children.

"Ah, the child was sent back to grandma's house by me..."

Hao Ru sighed bitterly. My words seemed to make her feel down.

In T City, the saying of grandma's family is based on the child. In fact, the child was sent back to Hao Ru's parents.

"Oh, so..."

I thought about it and asked her, "sister Hao, tomorrow is the weekend. Take the child out. Let's take him to the playground and have a good time!"