My alternative life

Or that sentence, I am not a virgin, I have no feelings of compassion.

When my life is at stake, I may be able to save people regardless of life or death under the condition of reflexes.

However, when I really feel the threat of death, when my consciousness returns to my body, I will feel fear, selfishness and retreat like hundreds of millions of ordinary people.

There is nothing wrong with this kind of psychology!

I've tried my best. If I persist, I will not only fail to save the girl, but also die with her.

People can say I'm shameful, I'm not a hero.

But, to be fair, are heroes really that good?

If other people are faced with this moment of life and death, I dare say that no one in a million people will save people like me, even if they have the same ability as me.

Saving people is kindness, not saving is not a capital crime!

With this idea in my heart, my willpower suddenly began to lax, and my spirit was about to be unable to support it!

I can even feel that my hand, which has almost broken her delicate joint, is shaking slightly

I know very well in my heart that maybe in a second, I will let her fall into the six paths of reincarnation

What are you happy about? Death, but helpless.

My fingers, in a little bit loose, my nerves are also suffering from that kind of suffocating torture

I can't do it. I'll take my life!

"Uncle, how are you? Come on

Just as I was about to give up my hand to save people, I heard the cry of tender tiger in my ear. The little guy waved his fist hard in the air, as if he was pumping out all his strength for me.

I just taught him how to swing his fist

Tiger's eyes, clear as a mountain spring, small nose full of excited sweat.

Although he didn't know what was going on and what happened now, Huzi was encouraging me!

With his childlike innocence and pure heart!

I burst into tears.

Tears, at the same time fingers again in the little girl's ankle, never let go.

Maybe I don't have any obligation and responsibility to the girl I never met, but I have something to do with tiger!

Just now, I vowed to tell him how to be a man of indomitable spirit and how to grow into a pure man

If I let go now, when Huzi saw the little girl fall into the flesh mud, when he grew up and became sensible, I believe that he Can never be strong, the spirit will also become depressed because of strong stimulation, and even illness --- mental illness!

If a father shows great cowardice in front of his son when he tries to set an example and show a man's strength and greatness, is he worthy of the title of father?

Still a man!

I, at least today, from the moment when I came out with tiger and stepped into the playground, I was his father, his Laozi!

I shed tears and choked in silence.

Hao Ru, on the other hand, was crying so loud that her lungs cracked. She kept shouting, "Jiang Feng, my Feng ~ ~"

but I couldn't hear any sound. In my eyes, only Hu Zi was innocent, staring at my small face with big eyes

"Boom, creak ~ ~"

the pirate ship suddenly stopped at a certain position in the air.

The strong inertia makes it jump forward for a distance, the hull shakes violently, all the tourists on the boat are shaking back and forth, and the giant mechanical arm connecting its two ends seems to be almost broken

"Bang ~ ~"

then, like a flying face pocket, my body hit the side of the pirate ship.

With a loud noise, I was in pain.

At that moment, it seemed that all the bones were crushed by the huge impact.

Body bounce, I'm like a unconscious, at the mercy of the pendulum

"Bang ~ ~"

the second time, I bumped into almost the same position on the side of the ship. Although this time, the force was much smaller than that just now, and even was not comparable at all, it was enough to make me faint and die for my already devastated body!

"Ah ~ ~"

the whole ship and the tourists on the ground were exclaiming, especially, they were even more orderly than the female prisoners who had been trained to shout slogans for thousands of times. They couldn't close their mouths at all, staring at me with frightened eyes and the little girl I held tightly in my hands

I can't see anything. I'm temporarily blind.

I only know that I still hold the little girl and the U-shaped iron fence.

Life falls and consciousness disappears.

When the pirate ship came to a complete stop, I couldn't support it any more, let goHowever, what I let go of was the hand holding the iron guardrail, and the girl's ankle, like a Siamese baby, was always tightly embedded in my other arm.

At the moment when the last trace of clarity remained in my mind, I waved my arm and used my last spare force to throw the little girl up, while my own one fell to the ground more quickly.

"Bang ~ ~"

splashes dust.

The last picture in my mind is the tiger waving his fist at me, trying his best!

…

"Come on, blood pressure Heart rate Pulse... "

"Come on, everyone. Are you ready? What's the blood type of the wounded? What about the blood bank? Blood regulation ~ ~ "

" according to the instructions above, spare no effort to use all resources to save the injured. Are you ready for the operation? All right, start rescuing immediately

"Jiang Feng, Wuwuwuwu, brother Feng, you, how can you always be like this? You don't know how to cherish yourself ~ ~"

"Jiang Feng, you, you can't do anything. Xiaoxiao is waiting for you to treat her depression..."

"Maple, my maple, woo..."

"Uncle, wow ~ ~ ~ I want my uncle to live ~ ~"

"Xiao Feng, you must hold on, Wuwu, don't you like the rough taste? Sister Qian will take you to eat stewed rabbit head again..."

…

Where am I?

Am I still alive? Did they, did they all come to see me?

To see me off, to see me for the last time, or to take my hand and take away the book of life and death, and break the judge's red pen?

My heart is floating, like rushing to the Ninth Heaven palace, like falling into the 18th hell.

I see, the sky Liao Lang, white clouds floating, mirage heavy, people come and cars go.

I saw that my grandfather bent his old body and carried a big medicine box with herbs on his back. He yelled at me and urged me to speed up and not fall too far.

I saw that the female prisoners in Shashan female prison, who I knew or not, were looking at me with pity in their eyes