My alternative life

Yao Jing's eyes are clear, sincere and warm.

I have seen these emotions before when I was alone with her.

Just this time, I not only saw all these again, but also found two other emotions in Yao Jing's eyes.

If you're not wrong, it's attachment and guilt.

"Good!"

Before I could think more, I reached out my other hand and handed it to Yao Jing. I wondered what her intention was

"Jiang Feng, no matter what I do, don't you blame me?"

Unexpectedly, Yao Jing suddenly asked me such a sentence!

I'm stunned!

What do you mean?

"Blame you? How could it be? "

I laughed, "about you, you told me earlier that you wouldn't let me in Therefore, as long as you are Yao Jing and safe, I'm not interested in managing all the other messy things. Hehe, I can't even manage them. "

That's what I mean!

For Yao Jing, because she has always paid me unconditionally, those who quietly do care in the dark, I am grateful.

"That's good..."

Yao Jing's fingers are cold. I think it's because she hasn't had a good rest these days.

"Jiang Feng, I'm very grateful to you. I know how much you've done for me tonight and how much trouble you've got in the way..."

Ah, silly girl, I smile bitterly.

How do you know?

well, even if you have eyeliner in a prison area, but you are thrilling, my heart is pined away. How can you be fully aware of it?

But I didn't open my mouth. Now is not the time to say that.

I'm waiting, waiting for her to say those three conditions.

"So, Jiang Feng, I I'm sorry for you! "

All of a sudden, Yao Jing sped up. The last few words were so fast that I could hardly hear them clearly.

No reason!

I am confused, but I feel my wrist suddenly numb

What's that thing that Yao Jing stabbed into!

Sky, spin, earth, turn

I couldn't speak.

Try to keep your eyes wide open and look at her

Unexpectedly, it wasn't Shangguan Xiaoqian who took all kinds of precautions against me, but, unexpectedly, how could it be that I, Jiang Feng, tried my best to protect Yao Jing!?

At this moment, my heart is like ashes. No, it's more thorough than ashes.

Looking at her, there is only one emotion in my eyes --- sadness!

The mind is heavy, the consciousness is like being vacuumed out of the mind, gradually disappearing

And my heart sank to the bottom of the Atlantic Ocean.

I'm really tired. I'm so tired

I want to have a good sleep.

This desk is just the right height, just like the desk in the school where I used to sleep many times.

In the cell, there was no noise outside

Rest, really maybe a good choice.

The last voice in my mind is the cry of Yao Jing, "Jiang Feng, Jiang Feng I'm sorry, I'm sorry... "

I laughed and pressed my pants pocket with my hand

Instant, serenity!

…

When I woke up, I found Shangguan Xiaoqian and Yao Jing were looking at me. Neither of them spoke, so quietly.

"Rub!"

I suddenly sit up straight, quickly urge the breath Fortunately, there is no abnormality in the body.

Look at the watch. Three minutes later!

Mad, am I just in a coma for three minutes?

It's really the extended period I set for Shangguan Xiaoqian.

But these three minutes are enough for the other party to finish what they should say!

Hehe, they will keep it from me, Jiang Feng.

I sighed softly.

"Well, we can go out..."

Yao Jing looked at me with tears in her eyes.

"Jiang Feng, you, do you hate me?"

"Hate? Why? "

I laughed, "as long as you're OK, I'm really not interested in what you say Let's go

Straight up, I have already lost interest

Yao Jing's mouth is wriggling. It seems that she has something else to say to me.

But I'm not interested in listening any more.

Indeed, I don't blame her, as if I don't have much qualification to blame anyone

But I know that since then, Yao Jing and I have been covered with a thin veil.

Although it doesn't seem to hinder our continuous communication and closeness, it will make me look like I can't see her clearly any more.

Before walking out of the torture room, I stopped and suddenly walked back.Shangguan Xiaoqian and Yao Jingqi are in a daze. I don't know what I mean.

"Shangguan Xiaoqian, I don't care what your name is, MI Yao or the name you tell me now. I just want to remind you of one thing!"

I pointed to the two slogans on the wall that she had just looked at as soon as I came in, and said in a deep voice, "the reason why people suffer is to pursue the wrong things. If you want revenge, you'd better dig two graves. "

"Shangguan Xiaoqian, I'm Jiang Feng from psychology, and I can tell you very responsibly that in this professional field, my attainments are not directly proportional to my age. I'm much stronger than you guessed!"

"I can feel the pain in your heart," I looked at her and decided to do my best for the last time in the face of this female swindler, "so I chose to take you to meet Yao Jing in such a place..."

I blurted out one sentence after another, almost in a low voice.

"See for yourself, what are those dark red on the wall?"

"I tell you, it's the blood stains from the head of the female prisoners who are confined here when they can't stand loneliness and panic!"

"If you look at the black chair in the corner over there, do you know what it is made of? Pig iron

"But why is the pig iron chair so pitted and even distorted?"

"Because of the strict control criminals who are handcuffed to them, they are crazy, beating, smashing, picking and biting with their bodies, hands, feet, even teeth and nails..."

When I say that, I've already been fierce!

And Shangguan Xiaoqian, in her eyes, finally showed fear and panic for the first time.

I think she may be imagining whether she will be locked up here one day and make such a crazy move.

"And is it smelly here? When you came in, you almost couldn't help vomiting? "

I sneer, "I tell you, because those female prisoners often don't use the bedpan to urinate. When they are in a crazy mood, they will directly take off their pants and urinate on the ground, even if they are kept in prison for this reason Do you know why? Because the prisoners at that time were no longer human beings, but animals, animals and beasts! "

"Shangguan Xiaoqian, wake up!"!!! The reason why people suffer is to pursue the wrong things. You are in pain, because you know you are doing something wrong, or even committing a crime! "

"Maybe one day, Jiang Feng and I will meet again! It's just In Shashan prison, in this cell! "

I show face, a sweep chest depressed, "I promise, if there is that day, I Jiangfeng, will let you really know - some things, once done, will hate for life!"