My alternative life

"Oh "Ah?" Hearing her answer, I couldn't help but utter a pure modal particle.

"Yes, I think you should have guessed..." Chen Hui's face was gloomy. He nodded to me and said, "he has passed away for more than half a year."

Chenhui's words surprised me and made me feel more depressed.

Even feel that they are not and she has some fate?

Otherwise, why is her appearance similar to Lanlan's, but I put on Chenhui's former boyfriend's shirt?

It can be seen that the clothes I am wearing now have been carefully kept in her life for half a year, and even taken out for sizing from time to time In fact, it has been shown that this shirt is very important to Chenhui.

But the question followed, since such an important thing, how can Chenhui willing to give me to wear?

Is it because a glass of milk fouled my T-shirt? If that's true, she can find the captain's clothes or lose money for me

Unable to understand, I simply said to her, "Chenhui Oh, I just saw your name plate, so I know your name. I want to ask you a question

"Well, sir, if you have any questions, please tell me."

"Thank you for giving me such a precious and significant dress I don't have any other taboo. I'm worried about getting dirty or damaged I know it's not a matter of money. I can't afford to pay for it... "

I pointed to the shirt on my body to show that I couldn't figure out why Chenhui would let me wear it.

Chenhui looks at me, smiles, tears in his eyes gather more and more, obviously understand the deep meaning of my words.

"Sir, this dress, maybe only you wear I don't know what to say! "

She lowered her head and let tears fall on her body, wetting the stewardess uniform on her chest.

"Let me show you this..."

Chenhui takes out a delicate necklace from her pocket. The reason why she doesn't hang it around her neck is that the CAAC has more and more strict requirements on flight attendants. She is never allowed to wear any jewelry during working hours.

I saw a necklace pendant with a peach heart attached to the front end of the necklace, which was shining silver.

Chenhui moved lightly, and the necklace pendant was separated from the middle by her. There was a picture of a young man in it.

She handed it to me, "Sir, he's my boyfriend. Look..."

Then, I carefully look at the photos, and did not find that this man has passed away, looks and I have too many similarities.

I admit that he and I belong to the kind of tall and sunny youth, and they are also handsome, but it does not mean that handsome people are all carved from the same mold.

Chenhui's ex boyfriend and I may have some similarities from the angle of eyebrow and bridge of nose, but they are obviously not the same person.

I was confused and looked up at her and listened to her explanation.

"Smile in the mirror, sir!"

Chenhui took out a small round mirror and put it into my hand, indicating that I would smile to the mirror.

I couldn't bear to disobey her. I smile in the mirror. As a result, I found that when I laugh, he and I, Chenhui's ex boyfriend, actually have a very similar charm or temperament.

I'm a psychologist. I understand in my heart that temperament is not clear at all. Besides, thousands of people have different opinions.

Temperament, perhaps just to express a feeling that can bring each other.

Seeing this picture of Chenhui's ex boyfriend with a smile, I understand that it should be my casual smile just now, pulling Chenhui's nerve line, which makes her suddenly think of her deceased ex boyfriend, and see some shadow of that boy on me

This feeling, this mood I really can't say whether it's good or bad, but suddenly I feel sad and inexplicable. I always feel like I've stolen something that doesn't belong to me. At the same time, I've also lost some other things.

She and I suddenly stopped talking. I sat back to my seat in silence. Wearing this shirt with good texture and profound meaning to Chenhui, I closed my eyes slightly and gradually entered into a state of false sleep again.

I don't know when, I feel as if someone is sitting next to me and looking at me.

Did not open their eyes, Chenhui body unique fragrance has exposed her identity, I continue to pretend to sleep, mouth slightly with a shallow smile.

Maybe, let her see someone's shadow from me again, is the only place I can help Chenhui.

The same is the end of the world, meet why have met.

I know very well that Chenhui and I are strangers after we get off the plane. Life will never have any intersection again.

Finally, under the silent gaze of the morning light, I went from a false sleep to a true sleep and fell asleep.

When I got off the plane, I didn't see Chenhui. Maybe she was busy greeting other passengers.

As the seats are in the back rows, I am also one of the last passengers out of the cabin.

Out of the distance, Chenhui came up from behind and called to me, "Mr. Jiang, wait a minute!"Stop, I look back to her, my heart more or less trance, it seems that Lan Lan is laughing, ran to me, with her tenderness and endless joy.

"Jiang, Mr. Jiang," Chenhui gasped heavily, and his towering chest kept rising and falling, "you, can you leave me a contact information?"

I didn't expect Chenhui to be so bold and direct. It was obvious that she wanted to meet me again.

But why is it necessary for us to meet?

Just, see her such as silk in the eyes of hope and light sadness, I almost open mouth reported my mobile phone number.

In the state of mind of breaking up with LAN LAN, a woman used to fill the void and even vent her desire is really needed for me.

But I finally shook my head, and I knew that Chenhui just regarded me as her boyfriend's stand in. Even if I left my contact information, or even further, one day I had a happy night, so what? It doesn't mean anything to me or to her!

Or, just for her But for me, it is not the indulgence I can easily accept.

Chong Chenhui smile, I am very sorry to say, "I am sorry, my mobile phone card dropped, I am thinking of doing a new one."

Such an excuse is obviously to refuse each other's excuse in disguise. Chenhui's face, which was not so happy, became more and more gloomy. She extended her hand to me to shake hands and say goodbye.

I laughed, reached out my hand and said, "have you put away your clothes? I put it back in your flight attendants' lounge

"Well."

Chenhui suddenly grabbed my hand, took out a ballpoint pen, wrote a line of words, looked at me deeply and said, "my mind, you know, yes, I just treat you as him But even if it's just a meaningless sustenance in the void, I still hope to have the opportunity to get together with him in some form. Please understand me, I will have a two-day rest in Xijing, and I will fly the next flight in the morning and the day after tomorrow I hope to see you again in these two days. "