My alternative life

Those hands, full and powerful, and very warm, with a peasant woman's unique warmth and simplicity.

It's Qiao Xiaoe.

I didn't expect that sister-in-law xiao'e would treat me like this It seems that as a young man, I can only be regarded as a stranger to her. In Qiao xiao'e's eyes, there is no mustard or place to avoid.

Her movements are natural and natural, and it seems that the elder sister is comforting the injured younger brother.

Turning around, I'm a little embarrassed.

"Sister-in-law, I There are some troubles in my chest, ah... "

With a sigh, I asked her, "did I disturb you and fat ya to rest like this?"

"No way!"

Qiao xiao'e gave me a quiet reply and asked me, "Comrade Jiang, I can see that you are a person with a story. Have you met a problem? Ah, my sister-in-law, if you think about it, all the things in the world are actually "over". Do you think about it? Life, life, years, father, mother, son, daughter, husband and wife So, as long as you can settle down and live a good life, can all the troubles still haunt you? "

All things in the world are in one word - "Guo"!

My God!

I can't believe what I heard!

How could such philosophical words come from Qiao xiao'e, a peasant woman who lives in the mountains all the year round?

What's more, it's so incisive and to the point!

Yes, what is life? Isn't it just years and days? Isn't the process of exhausting life just how to pass these years and days?

After a while, my sister-in-law said nothing.

Xiao e looked at me a little stunned. Suddenly she was a little nervous and hesitated to ask me, "Comrade Jiang, what I said is not reasonable?"

"No, sister-in-law, you're right, that's right!"

I can't help but hold Qiao Xiaoe's hand full of thin cocoons and say in a trembling voice, "sister-in-law, you Ah, I didn't expect you to see things so thoroughly! "

Xiao'e's sister-in-law blushed and earned a little bit of luck. When I panicked and released my hand, she held it on the back of my hand and said in a soft voice, "Comrade Jiang, although Qiao xiao'e is under 30 years old, but To be honest, in recent years, everything has gone through. Well, it's not that I can see through, but that I can see through! "

I feel what sister-in-law xiao'e said - not to see through, but to see through!

It seems that the word "Po" is more powerful than the word "tou". It can better express the simple thought and deep emotion of xiao'e's sister-in-law, a rural woman living at the bottom of society.

Yes, it's not long since Qiao xiao'e lost her husband. How many people can understand the hardships of living alone with a fat girl?

Compared with xiao'e's sister-in-law, maybe the difficulties that our Jiang family is facing now are not really a big deal.

There is no comparison between the sorrow of the moment when Qiao xiao'e lost her husband and the suffering of a long time --- how many days does she have to endure alone to bring up Pangya?

At this moment, I felt my heart hurt suddenly, and trembled slightly

I don't know whether I am in love with xiao'e's sister-in-law or for her brother-in-law's case.

In the moonlight, my sister-in-law's hand rubbed gently on the back of my hand.

Originally, this cliff can be regarded as a kind of action between men and women which is very easy to cause some impulse, but when Qiao Xiaoe does it, it seems so natural and warm.

My heart, did not rise half silk charming ambiguous, feel, just from a rural opposite sex elder sister that kind of simple and direct care.

"Sister-in-law xiao'e, I, I..."

I choked and couldn't say a word any more. I suddenly felt wronged in my heart!

When I step on the horse, all kinds of bitterness suddenly appear in my heart.

In the past few months, from graduating soon to entering Shashan, I have experienced a lot of real intrigue, emotional separation, and even the deepest suffering of my family at the youngest age.

Abandoned by a close lover and slapped by a new lover, it seems that I'm living in the sand mountain and among many women, but I've got nothing!

Just like at this moment, who would have thought that on such a summer night, I would suddenly sleep in the northwest countryside without warning, counting the stars in the sky, making my heart still and moving

Who can tell my sorrow?

I think of LAN LAN, Lin Fen, Hao Ru and Mo Zhi

But I'm not sure if they will think of me at the same time, and I don't know who is my final emotional destination!

"Xiaojiang," Qiao Xiaoe suddenly held out her hand to hold me and murmured, "you look like the one who was in charge of the family at that time after his death Sister in law, sister in law is very distressed and uncomfortable... "Listening to her words, my tears suddenly gushed out, without a trace of omen.

I couldn't help it. I held my sister-in-law in my arms. My face fell on her shoulder and I burst into tears.

Maybe it was not until this moment that I completely released the humiliation and pain from LAN LAN.

I can't imagine that I would cry like a child in front of Qiao Xiaoe, a rural woman who was a stranger yesterday.

Well

I don't know why, these days, my tears seem to flow more times than in the past many years.

But am I really poor?

No, I never thought so!

The phrase "my destiny is up to me, not heaven" is always imprinted in my heart and never forgotten.

My tears, perhaps just a kind of catharsis, a kind of solution in specific circumstances.

Xiao'e's sister-in-law took me in one hand and helped me wipe the tears on my face with the other hand. She said, "Xiaojiang, look at you, why did you cry suddenly? Old man, why do you always cry? Ah, it makes... "

Her movements were gentle, kind and natural, just like a good medicine for stopping tears, which suddenly blocked my lacrimal gland.

My mouth ah ah, big gasp, but no longer leave a tear.

She laughed, and then she cried, "for several years, I thought my heart was cold and tired. I didn't expect to see you telling a story to Pangya today. Er, er..."

Sister-in-law xiao'e couldn't go on and began to wipe tears for herself, but she didn't have the ability to stop tears immediately. The more she wiped, the more she cried, the more sad she was.

It's very sad.

Look at her, I don't know what's going on!

The two miserable people who met by chance did not know each other but cried bitterly. They held each other without any ambiguity.

What's this called? Also called true feelings?

All of a sudden, my chest soared a flame of inexplicable, I do not know why, my heart is tearing with angina pectoris, in order to experience their own ups and downs, more small e sister-in-law ill fated!

Holding out my hand, I held xiao'e in my arms, picked up her beautiful face, which had been covered with a few years of vicissitudes, and kissed those teardrops